Chapter 148 The meaning of life
The Qionglong Mountain in the dark is particularly beautiful, with the crisp chirping of insects, the gurgling sound of water, the bright moonlight, and the fresh air. All of this made the originally somewhat depressed heart of the chicken terrible relax.
The battle with Qianjun made him unknowingly exert all his strength. Every time he devoted himself to himself, countless corpses and cold blood would appear in Jiwu's mind. These were all companions who had eaten and lived with him, but in the end they all fell under Jiwu's dagger.
Before leaving the organization, Ji Wu's personality was not like this. He was decisive and cold-blooded. However, when Ji Wu betrayed the organization, he wanted to be a normal person again, so he changed his personality, long-winded, vulgar, and vulgar. Of course, his black-bellied nature has penetrated into Ji Wu's soul.
Including his previous life, the chicken trash has been leaving the organization for almost 7 years. Although he has been suppressing for so long, when he really waved the butcher knife to his companions again, the string in his heart still broke.
Jizhe didn't know what he was going up the mountain, but just came to walk subconsciously. Over the years, whenever he was unhappy, only these scenery in Qionglong Mountain accompanied him, and only these scenery would not make him feel scared.
"If you can't defeat the inner demon, you will never be able to get rid of the past. If you don't have the chance to do much better than what you have to do, at least he can look directly at his own inner demon."
The unconscious wandering of the chicken saurus made him walk to Zixiaoyuan. Wu Mingzi seemed to have expected him to come. He stood at the door with a whisk in his hand. Seeing the chicken saurus, Wu Mingzi shook his head slightly. The bobcat is no longer called a bobcat. Wuyuan is his current name. Wuyuan is sitting cross-legged on the ground. His brows are sometimes tight and sometimes loose. He seems to be suffering.
Wu Mingzi gently whipped the whisk and said slowly to the chicken slag: "Sit down to Baizhangquan and look directly into your heart. Everyone has a past. What you need to do is not be bound by the past, but make the past a trivial part of your life, regardless of whether you finally embark on the path of seeking immortality. Today, I am a teacher who teaches you the meditation tips, and I hope you can face life directly."
In the small waterfall under Baizhang Spring, the chicken sludge felt the impact of the spring water. He shivered slightly. He sat cross-legged like Wuyuan, and relaxed.
"The cold and cold things are all quiet throughout the ages. The heart should be calm and the air should be quiet, and I look at myself alone."
Wu Mingzi's voice was carved into Chicken's heart as if it was magical magic. Chicken felt that all the sounds in the whole world had disappeared, and even the spring water that washed his body had stopped. He was the only one left in the whole world. When Chicken opened his eyes again, he was no longer under the Baizhang Spring. Instead, he was sitting in the middle of an empty square, surrounded by sticky blood and corpses falling to the ground.
"Why do we need to kill me? Let's overcome difficulties together!" "Why is it me who died!" "Kill you, kill you!"
The pupils of chicken crunched, and the picture that was once deliberately forgotten by chicken crunch gradually reappeared. The picture was still so clear that it did not become blurred by the erosion of time. Countless souls with claws floated out of the flesh and blood of the corpses, making shrill howls overwhelmingly and snatching the chicken crunch. The appearance of those evil souls was so familiar, each of which was a companion who had eaten, lived and played with him.
Chicken Worm and 571's team became the final victory team, and Bobcats and his teammates were the remaining team.
The last test for the graduation exam was to kill teammates, and only two of the four could survive. Ji Wu can never forget the scene when he and 571 faced each other with a dagger. 571's expression was calm from beginning to end, as if he had expected this ending very early. In the battle between the two, Ji Wu Wu never tried to kill him, but 571 killed him.
In the end, Chicken Worm survived, but because of this, her whole personality became gloomy. The same change as him was the Bobcat. As the only two qualified people in the training camp, the two actually felt a sense of mutual appreciation.
At the age of 18, the chicken worm and the bobcat were given the name they had always wanted. However, it was obtained through the lives of teammates who had been together for five years.
With another three years of professional training, Chicken and Bobcats officially became the ace killers in the organization. However, when Chicken and Bobcats were 21 years old, Bobcats were transferred from their positions, removed from the team responsible for the assault, and arranged to the team of spies.
If a person who graduated from the training camp wants to continue to live, he must kill an old member of the current team and replace him. When Ji Wu was 21 years old, he killed a member of Ye Xiao, replaced him, and officially joined the Ye Xiao assault team. Ji Wu once thought that he would die in a certain mission or be replaced by other new members. As a result, Ji Wu, who was so stupid, became Ye Xiao's captain at the age of 23.
Then Ji Wu embarked on the same path as his former captain, but his luck was better. He met Wu Mingzi and escaped the fate of being smashed into pieces by Wu Ji.
In the next six years, Chicken Worm kept numbing himself, trying to divert his attention through the legendary game and make him forget the past. Who knew that this bullshit rebirth actually made him return to 6 years ago again. What's even more nonsense is that this rebirth seemed to have changed too many things, so that the previous six years seemed to have passed in vain.
When the picture of memory comes here, a strange thought arises. What is the meaning of my life? What is the purpose of my life?
The scene of memory was repeated over and over again, and Jizhe kept thinking about why he was alive.
When organizing, Chicken Worm just keeps moving forward in order to survive, becomes stronger, and walks forward on other people's corpses. This state continues until he becomes the captain of Ye Xiao and becomes the captain of Ye Xiao. Chicken Worm seems to have become a real person, a thoughtful person. He begins to find that the world is big and wonderful, and his life is not the life of a normal person, so he chooses to betray. Although Chicken Worm did not find the meaning of life, he has realized that he needs a meaningful life.
After meeting Wu Mingzi in his previous life, although Ji Wu got rid of the organization, he lost the motivation to find the meaning of life again. Now, when Ji Wu thought about it, Ji Wu realized that some things did not have the motivation to force him to search for them without pressure, just like his meaning of life.
Losing the pressure of the organization, Chicken Scarlet put into the game, trying to use these to forget the past, in this state until he was reborn.
Although it has only been a few months since rebirth, he looked back on the six years he wasted and found that he was simply wasting his life. Perhaps God asked him to be reborn in order to give him another chance to regain these six years.
Thinking of this, Chicken Sauce regained consciousness. The water from Baizhangquan was still impacting his body, and the chill still made him tremble. However, for some reason, Chicken Sauce felt much more relaxed. It felt like it was constipation for a long time and suddenly had a stomachache. Perhaps this metaphor was very disgusting, but it was very suitable for Chicken Sauce's mood at this time.
"Master, why do you think people should live?"
"Everyone has what he pursues. Living for his teacher to find immortals is also the lifelong pursuit of his teacher. Have you found the meaning of your life?"
When Ji Wu came to his senses, Wu Mingzi was still standing not far away, looking up at the moon and stretching out his hand to calculate something. Ji Wu asked after being silent for a while. Wu Mingzi rarely showed a faint smile, answered his question, and also asked Ji Wu back.
"It's not true. I just want to make my life more exciting, live a little freely and not be bound by anyone."
"When you find your true meaning in life, it is also the time for you to enter the Tao."
Chapter completed!