Chapter 230: Sorrow and Pain Chapter 230: Sorrow and Pain

Feng Er seemed to be trapped in memories.

He seemed to be back when he first entered the palace. As he said, no one bullied him, and no one would beat and scold him just because he was new or suddenly joined.

In fact, if someone beats him and scolds him, it might be better.

The feeling of being in the crowd, but still as if he was the only one in the world was actually sadder than being beaten and scolded.

Sometimes he doesn't even know if he is alive or dead.

Later, they gradually became familiar with Feng Dafeng San and the others, and they told him that everyone who was guarding had a painful past. When they first came, they were afraid that something they would accidentally do or say would cause a person's sadness, so most of them did not take the initiative to talk. It was not that they rejected him, but at first, he didn't want to integrate into Feng Yi and the others.

After being a lone hero for a while, Feng Er knew that he could not continue like this.

It was his fortune to be able to enter the palace, and he had to be worthy of His Highness's grace to him. He worked hard to learn kung fu and worked hard to be a qualified guard. After the prince was sent to the fiefdom, he rolled the bed without hesitation.

After arriving in Taiping County, his name was Feng Er.

After a long time, he even forgot his previous name. In fact, his hometown is in Taiping County. Your Highness may know about these things, and maybe he doesn't know whether Feng Er's background will be investigated. Anyway, Your Highness has never asked him.

Before leaving, he was assigned to protect Xiao Ying.

Feng Er was actually a little resistant, but later he found out that His Highness had a disease and almost never left the house after entering the inn. Instead, Xiao Ying ran around all day.

Only then did Feng Er realize that following Xiao Ying, there were more opportunities to go out, more...

"I was wrong at that time. It was not that the guards of the royal palace were xenophobic, but that I didn't think I was still a living person at all. I felt that I had died on the roadside with my relatives, and my bones had become rotten into scum. I am grateful to Your Highness and thank You for giving me the opportunity to be reborn, which made me know Feng Yi and the others, and I live like a person."

Feng Er's voice was very heavy.

Xiao Ying's heart was slightly condensed. Since she met the Feng family's brothers, Ji Er was the most lively one.

It seems that nothing is wrong, and he only thinks about being a good guard.

Unexpectedly, there was such a heavy thing hidden under such a joking face. Xiao Ying had a feeling that if Feng Er was about to say it, she would definitely be very surprised.

"My family's surname is Li, and my family is originally from Wenxi. My father does some small business and my mother takes care of her husband and children at home. It is also a wealthy family. However... the Qin family. At that time, Mr. Qin seemed kind, but in fact he was unwilling to do so. The Qin family wanted to expand the shop, so they snatched my shop without regard to my father's rejection. My father dispersed all the money, but had no way to sue. My mother was pregnant at the time. Because of anger, my youngest sister died as soon as she died, and my mother was seriously ill..."

When talking about the Qin family, Feng Er's voice was gloomy.

"The Qin family was in great power at that time, and it would be easy for him to suppress my Li family. Later... all the people, relatives, and friends I knew no longer paid attention to my father.

In the end, the family was not satisfied with three meals, and my father wanted to sell coolies to earn a few coins, but no one dared to use them.

But the Qin family...

When the young lady of Qin came to Ruan's house to play, she would have to follow her carriage. There were dozens of women and girls around her...

My father once knelt in front of Miss Qin's car, begging Miss Qin to be kind, begging her father, begging them to open the net, and at least leave a way out for our Li family. But Miss Qin just lifted the curtain and looked at my father.

Then, he left silently.

In the end, our family fled from Wenxi, but we encountered bandits on the official road...

Girl, that is the official road. It is a busy official road all day long.

The robbers in that county robbed my father. My father was impermanent and they refused to rely on him and wanted to take my mother away. My father couldn't force him to fight them.

In the end... my father was seriously injured and passed away in a few days. My mother was sick. After burying my father, she delayed it for ten days and followed her...

Leave me and a younger brother behind.

My younger brother was young, so I could only take him to beg. We had no place to go, and we didn't dare to go back to Wenxi, so we could only follow the official road.

For rich people, a meal can save us from hunger for three months. But they would rather throw the money into the water than give it to our brothers. I was incompetent and could not support my younger brother. After I buried my younger brother, I thought it would be meaningless to live, so I lay by the grave with him. I don’t know how many days later, His Highness passed by and found that I was still breathing and saved me.

The Qin family, the Ruan family... and those who turned a blind eye.

They ended up killing my parents and brother.

Fortunately, God has eyes, and the Qin family was destroyed ten years ago. If the Qin family was still there, I would definitely avenge my parents and brothers. I would definitely kill Master Qin’s head with my own hands.”

"So, the Qin family is your enemy."

"Yes, the enemy who wishes to eat flesh and bones." Finally, Feng Er felt calm.

The worst is that. If Xiao Ying dislikes him, he will ask him to leave. He does not want to find any enemy to destroy the Qin family.

As for the Ruan family...

He was a bird of a feather with the Qin family. At that time, Miss Qin ignored his father who knelt down and begged for mercy, so she rushed to meet Ruan Yiming.

Feng Er also knew that he was venting his anger, but if he didn't vent his anger, how to calm down his hatred. He hated himself for being young and hated that he was powerless at that time and could not avenge his parents.

Therefore, for Feng Er, the real murderer who killed the Qin family, was not only a bad person, but a benefactor. He helped him avenge his family's revenge, and the same kind of revenge for the family.

The law of heaven is far away, and retribution is unhappy.

That's why he revealed these things in front of Xie Nian today. I believe that when he went to the post station to ask for his pulse tomorrow, the young master would definitely ask. Xie Nian's temperament will definitely tell the truth.

Feng Er didn't want to sue this lawsuit himself.

He also wanted to stay with Xiao Ying, to follow Xiao Ying, and to watch Xiao Ying solve the case and arrest the real murderer.

But... Xiao Ying was looking for now, and his benefactor. Feng Er was fighting against heaven and man in his heart. In the end, he didn't really do anything to obstruct Xiao Ying. He just secretly tried some small thoughts.

Feng Er concluded that Mrs. Ruan’s dirty thoughts would not tell her son.

That's why I thought of such a roundabout way.

He doesn't want the Ruan family to have a good time.

The truth of the matter was... Xiao Ying was a little surprised, but she also thought it was reasonable. If a person is really a person who accumulates virtue and does good deeds as he has been told outside.

Such a person will not bring disaster to death even if he is careless.

Even if someone wants to harm him, he must consider whether he has the ability to bear everything.

Because, he will become the public enemy of the whole town.

Compared with the long-standing Qin family, Xiao Ying naturally chose to believe Feng Er's words.

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