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13 mother is awesome(1/2)

01

Lindy, together with Crono and Fit, rushed back in a hurry. She had contacted Aimi before, and from her tone, she could tell that what she expected had happened.

Magalov and Samar have already had a conflict. Although I don’t know what the cause is, Samar’s attitude is very unfriendly now. If it weren’t for his request and he would have given him his own face, the situation would have been even worse.

What was the purpose of the old man coming this time? Lindy didn't know. Maybe she wanted to keep Samar by her side. This was something these two old men had always wanted to do, but it was impossible to achieve it for various reasons. There were also their own factors in it.

Besides, Samar would not agree. She had a deep understanding of him. This young man who had become free and easy will definitely not be bound by others. However, Magalov's military personality and the temper of the head of the family would definitely conflict with the conflict, and then conflicts broke out. This was very unhappy for her to see.

So she never mentioned this matter. However, a few months ago, Crono actually mentioned the existence of Samar in a conversation with them. This made the two old men excited and immediately prepared all the matters, and then came here today. It was useless to stop her many times, and she could only follow them.

But because of busy work, I forgot about this matter. Then I sent Amy over first, and then brought Crono and Fite over here.

Then as soon as I got home, I saw Magalov, who was talking about his old heroic deeds to Samar, and Samar who was concentrating on watching the TV, Aimi and others laughed dryly.

What should I say...

Seeing this scene, Lindy didn't know if she should be happy.

Anyway, it is the greatest luck that you don’t make a noise.

Then when it was dinner time, the old man happily chatted with Crono, talked about experiences with Fitt, chatted with Lindy about family matters, and talked about future plans with Samar. Of course, Samar ignored it directly. Since Lindy had come back, he left the matter to her and was not in the mood to pay attention to the old man.

The old man was dismayed, but fortunately Lindy responded and comforted the old woman, otherwise what would this supper turn out to be like.

The old man and the old lady seemed to like Fite very much, and asked questions all the time, while Fite was flattered and didn't know how to react. It seemed that they still lacked some experience. It was just that the old man and the old lady kept aiming at Samar while they were having dinner, which really made Samar unable to eat.

Another interesting thing happened, that is, Crono was accidentally scattered by the squirting drink because he was shaken, and turned into a girl in front of the old man.

The old man's expression at that time was as interesting as he was. He almost fainted, which made Samar laugh.

Then they ended their day's trip in this noisy dinner, because they would return to their post tomorrow and continue to stay in the fringe world, and they would go back tonight.

02

"That...Sa...Mer."

As soon as Samar opened the door of his room, someone called him behind him. Looking back, the pink-haired woman appeared at the entrance of the stairs.

She was the old man's wife, Perucika.

She stood there, holding her hands together in front of her, looking hesitant and restless.

"Is there anything?"

Samar said in a troublesome tone that he still has something to do.

"That...this..."

Perucika stammered, not knowing what she wanted to express. Samar grabbed her hair impatiently for the woman who was dragging her feet.

"Don't be so verbose. What's the matter with me? You might be here to find me to be happy, right?"

"No...no, I don't mean that..."

Samar said bluntly, which scared the old man, and then hurriedly denied it.

"What the hell is that?"

“Just…just…”

He was squeamish, squeamish, trying to say something, but he couldn't say it. He kept repeating a word, making Samar's patience extremely exhausting. Just when he was about to turn around and ignore her, he saw that Perucika suddenly bent down.

It took a second to realize that she was bent down and bowing to herself.

Samar also discovered Magalov, who was hiding at the corner of the stairs, was already short, hiding behind Peruzaka. Esamael's vision was completely invisible, but Peruzaka's sudden bowing action caused him to be directly exposed to Samar's vision. He hurriedly hid in a panic.

This action made Samar look straight at it. It seemed that these two people really had something to look for themselves today. I just listened to it, otherwise they would probably be bothering me all the time.

Samar rolled his arms around the wall and said to Perucika who had not stood up.

"What are you doing? Just say something."

“…No…”

"What?"

“…I’m sorry, Samar.”

“What…what?”

The voice was clearly conveyed, but Samar asked strangely when he felt inexplicable.

"What did you say?"

"I'm really sorry, Samar."

This includes a sincere apology, but Samar still doesn't understand. Why did he apologize to himself?

"What do you mean?"

"I……"

"Well, just raise your head first, I feel uncomfortable with my head down."

After hearing this, the old man straightened up. Samar saw her expression, sadness, self-blame, and even more. Samar looked at her, unable to understand why she made such an expression to herself.

"So, let's talk, why do you apologize to me? I probably haven't done anything that will make you apologize."

"yes."

Perucika nodded and slowly said, what happened twenty years ago was about Clyde, Samar's mother, and the couple, and the four of them.

It was similar to what Samar knew, and the only difference was that these two people used almost forced methods to let Samar's mother leave this point.

What the old man wanted to express was about this matter, and this caused the hard work of Samar's mother to raise Samar alone, Samar who did not enjoy fatherly love, and they wanted to make up for it but had been missing opportunities. This series of pain, sadness, and self-blame.

"Really, I'm sorry, Samar."

It was mixed with various feelings and contained more than 20 years of apology. Perucika bowed deeply again.

Smack~

Samar rolled the lighter wheel, and a small fire rushed up, lit the cigarette that made him hold onto his mouth. He took a deep breath, then slowly digested what Perucika said, and then he smiled at the woman in front of him.

"You came to apologize to me just to say this?"

“Huh…yes…yes.”

Peruxi was stunned for a moment, unable to understand that Samar in front of him was neither angry nor sad, and he was so dull that it was amazing, as if what he had just said was irrelevant to him.

"ha……"

Samar spitted a sip of cigarette, then tilted the corners of his mouth, narrowed his eyes slightly and said to Perucika.

“It’s so boring.”

“Hey…”

Perucika opened her eyes wide. She couldn't understand what Samar meant. He actually called his behavior a boring move. This was the apology they had only said for more than twenty years. He just listed it as a boring move.

Perucika could not understand at all, and Samar said as if to make her understand.

"You said that because of your relationship, my mother was not with Clyde? So I became a child without a father? Enjoy no fatherly love? My childhood has flaws? Unhappy? Then you apologize to me for this result?"

Every time Samar said something, Perucika nodded. Samar smiled again, and he shook his head and said.

"No, very happy, and very happy."

Samar denied her and said very surely.

"Although her days were a bit unsatisfactory, she was the happiest life with her. I feel that until now. Without a father, I can't enjoy fatherly love? I did think about it for a while, but what can this happen? I came to the conclusion that I am very happy, and that's enough. Whether it's father or fatherly love, whether it's not, because I'm the happiest."

Samar refuted the apology they had been persistent in so far to the old man.

"To be honest, I still want to thank you for this matter now. If you hadn't let my mother give up, I might not have that happiness. It would be great to get all my mother's love than the half of the missing, or even less love, because of Clyde."

Samar said lightly, while the old people widened their eyes. Samar's words were rebellious and far beyond their thinking. How could they accept Samar's words, I'm afraid they could not even accept what Samar wants to express.

They cannot understand Samar. As the world changes, the thoughts of each generation will change, and there is an insurmountable gap between Samar and them. They cannot understand the meaning of Samar's words, just as they do not understand Samar.

"So, there is no need to apologize to me, I don't care at all."

Finally, Samar spitted smoke rings and turned around to go back to the room.

"But, I still..."

Seeing that Samar was about to interrupt the conversation, Perucika hurriedly walked forward and said.

"What? Is there still something?"

Samar stopped and looked at the old woman with some boredom.

"Although you said you don't need to apologize, I still care very much, Samar."

As he said this, why are he still chatting? Samar thought irritably and then turned around and asked.

"What do you want to do? Do you want me to say 'I forgive you', that's the case?"

"No, I'm afraid even if you say that..."

"What the hell do you want?"

The old woman didn't say anything. She looked at Samar, then took out something that seemed to be a piece of paper from her pocket and handed it to Samar. Samar then saw the piece of paper clearly. Although a check was a bit yellow, the piece of paper was still neat and had no wrinkles. The numbers on it were very clear.
To be continued...
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