Chapter 473: The Insights of Life and Death

"Back to your own world? What does it mean?" Zhao Feiyan said.

Su Yu shook his head and smiled, not answering.

Zhao Feiyan looked at Su Yu and said, "I want to ask, do you still remember the promise you made back then?"

"I don't remember it," Su Yu said lightly.

Zhao Feiyan staggered and held the frame with her hands before she did not fall down. She lowered her head and took a deep breath. When she looked up again, a strange light had already emitted from her eyes.

She looked at Su Yu and said, "I still remember. I also remember that we haven't seen each other in thirty years."

"Thirty years have passed?" Su Yu looked a little dazed, "How many thirty years can life last?"

"It seems you are a little emotional," Zhao Feiyan said, "I still have two jars of wine here. Do you want to drink a glass?"

After Zhao Feiyan said this, Su Yu remembered that he hadn't touched alcohol in thirty years.

"Drink, why not?" Su Yu said.

Zhao Feiyan smiled, and her eyes began to shine: "Please wait"

Zhao Feiyan entered the inner room and quickly walked out, carrying a wine jar in one hand. She handed the wine jar in her left hand to Su Yu and said, "I remember you liked to drink directly with the jar, so I won't prepare a bowl for you."

The wine jar had been opened, Su Yu smiled slightly, raised his head and drank it, and soon the jar of wine fell into his stomach.

"Thank you," said Su Yu, "Since I have seen you and knowing that you are doing well, I feel relieved. Now that I have also drunk your wine, I can also get rid of my concern. Just like that..."

"What? Do you want to leave?" Zhao Feiyan asked.

"I..." Su Yu was about to say something, but suddenly his eyes turned dark and there was no pain in his body. "Is there poison in the wine?"

"Not bad," Zhao Feiyan said, "Have you forgotten what I said to you? I am Lenon's man, and Lenon is my man. If you kill my man, I will naturally avenge him."

At this moment, Su Yu suddenly felt indescribable sorrow, and he could not have imagined that such an ending would be.

Strangely, at the last moment of life, Zhao Ziyi's voice flashed through Su Yu's mind.

He suddenly sighed deeply, knowing that he would never hear her voice again.

This she naturally refers to Zhao Ziyi, not Zhao Feiyan.

"How many years later, seeing you holding hands with her happily, I asked with a smile: How did I fall in love with you?

It was the night when I said I loved you and you said I was foolish.

So, now, do I still love you?

Even though the same question has been thought about 333,331 times, I still love you deeply

Many years ago, people called you Su Yu. Su Yu loved Zhao Feiyan, and it was no secret.

Many years ago, people called me Zhao Ziyi. Zhao Ziyi originally loved Lenon. But in the end, why did she fall in love with Su Yu?

I still remember that when you mentioned Zhao Feiyan, the beauty and lingering flowed out of your eyes. At that moment, something stung my heart.

When you look at me, you never have the same love in your eyes.

I wasn't sure I loved you until you killed Rinon and parted with me.

You said you were going to find Zhao Feiyan and fulfill a promise that year.

At that moment, I heard you say this with my own ear, and with a loud bang, something broke in my heart. My hands and feet were weak, and I was stunned and could not say anything or think about anything.

It is said that the thorn bird sings for a thorn throughout its life. Then, my sorrows, joys and sorrows, from now on, will be just for you alone.

I knew that this world was not absolutely good, and I knew that I would have any sadness and troubles that I would have if I had known that I would have fallen in love with you... However, I would still like to come to this world just for the moment I met you in billions of light years.

I think all the sweetness and sorrow of my billions of years is in the moment when I say I love you, and the hair grows and witheres when you say you love her.

However, I still have respect and deeply miss this worldly relationship with you. Even if I have experienced all the sorrows, I still want to meet you, fall in love with you, and then slowly watch you and her leave.

If you are the blood-stained thorn, I am the bird that loves you. I would like to embrace you with all my love, and feel your sharp and sharp thorn pierce into my already sorrowful trunk.

Then, I will smile because I can finally hold you tightly and feel your warmth bit by bit, and I can finally die in your arms.

In fact, what I hope for is just the moment when I hug you tightly. I have never expected you to give me your life. But I have already given all my life to you.

How many years ago, I asked you, is this kind of effort worth using all your youth, beliefs and life to exchange for someone’s love?

Now, I realized that some things are worth it or not.”

Zhao Ziyi held Su Yu and stood on the West Lake, with a lonely smile on the corner of chún.

He finally lost his life for the swallows in the misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River. After Rong Hua thanked him, the mountains and rivers were silent forever.

Someone was sailing on the West Lake. Zhao Ziyi saw Su Yu's hair in her arms, and looked at Cailian. She heard the Cailian sing: "The wind hangs and the dust is gone, and she is tired of combing her hair at night. Things are different and everything is gone, and tears flow first. I heard that Shuangxi is still good, so I also wanted to travel to a light boat. I am afraid that Shuangxi can't carry it, and there are many sorrows."

Zhao Ziyi smiled: "It turns out that you have to wait until the wind is over and the dust is over before you can see the last clear wind and bright moon, and the full moon is so full.

But I won't let you die like this after all."

Zhao Ziyi quietly closed her eyes, her eyes closed like wings, her breathing gradually faded, and the smile at the corner of her mouth condensed like a statue.

When she fell in love with Su Yu, her heart was like a bead on the leaves, trembling with boundless joy. However, now it is broken like the petals of the palm of her hand, and the petals are silent.

The last star finally disappeared in the sky. When she looked up at the sky, she thought of him for the last time tonight. She didn't know if she would have such an opportunity to sit in him and fall asleep in the future.

Don’t lean on the bright moon and tall buildings alone, wine enters the sorrowful heart, and turns into tears of lovesickness.

...

When Su Yu woke up, he had already arrived on the unknown island again.

Everything seemed like yesterday. Everything on the island had not changed, but Zhao Ziyi was no longer by his side.

Only Zhao Ziyi's cold body was still in his arms. Su Yu thought for a long time before he understood everything.

It turns out that what is contained on this mountain wall is an immortal magic that has been regarded as a secret that has never been passed down through the ages. Su Yu practices swords and can kill people thousands of miles away.

Zhao Ziyi can cultivate her qi and keep her face unchanged, and she can save people forever. She can practice to the extreme and even bring the dead back to life.

However, Zhao Ziyi's cultivation was not enough. If she wanted to save Su Yu, she had to give her life.

Even so, she still left without regrets.

Su Yu pulled out the cutting knife and triggered the ten thousand years of coldness in the knife. As soon as the cold air erupted, everything was condensed into ice.

...

Su Yu knew that she could save him, and he should be able to do so. The cutter tightly held in his hand was like the drifting wood in the hands of a drowning person, which became the path to salvation for unfortunate fate.

But he has to do better and faster

Fast, fast, fast

Sun Tzu's Art of War said: The disease of water, as for those who drift stones, is also powerful.

It is necessary to run quickly and at the same time to win back Zhao Ziyi's smile and voice before her body aging.

During the year, Su Yu sucks and absorbs the words on the mountain wall day and night, collects the brilliance of heaven, earth, sun, and moon, and condenses the aura of a person.

As time passed, Su Yu's old face began to become younger. Her white hair became black again.

But at this time, Su Yu encountered a bottleneck and could not make any progress.

At a loss, there was only longing for Zhao Ziyi. The longing for him was often like a summer thunderstorm, pouring his body and mind through with a thunderbolt. All the sorrow and pain suddenly rolled in front of him.

He couldn't find the bridge that passed with sorrow, and couldn't find the boat he could cross. There was boundless darkness around him, without starlight, without moonlight, and horror and despair reached out from the darkness and clamped his heart tightly.

The longing for Zhao Ziyi often rushed over without any time to defend himself, and he was knocked down without even having time to sigh.

At this time, his consciousness will fall into darkness and dreams.

He was thinking about a world, but God insisted on giving him another world. There was a crystal teardrop in that world, which was calling him. Tears rode the wind all the way, brushing through his world, winging west in the setting sun, leaving him chasing behind, unable to catch up...

He could only watch the teardrop evaporate in the sun and disappear without a trace.

Every time he woke up from a dream, he opened his eyes in panic, grabbed the knife beside him, and ran out.

It is really hard to endure a person's life on an unknown island. The scorching sun, wind and rain, mud and thorns, and the omnipresent loneliness. In the long dark night, on the vast uninhabited wasteland, what I hope most is the figure in the dream, and what I desire most is the smile in the dream.

Then practice the sword, and use his sword light to illuminate the boundless night on that difficult itinerary and under the lonely sky.

Although he was at the fork in the road countless times, he burst into tears, unable to tell whether to move forward or backward... Many times, he even wanted to die, let everything be finished, and meet her in another world

However, every time, he had to use his tenacious perseverance to pull himself back from the edge of his thoughts.

He wants to save her. Although it is only once, and only once, it requires a long period of perseverance and hardships. It even requires the power to exhaust a person's light for a lifetime and the strength to win.

Every morning when Su Yu wakes up and falls asleep in the darkness every night, he keeps reminding himself: "No matter where you are, we will eventually get together. Since your life and my life are already connected, how can it be broken so easily?"

He finally knew the name of the person he loved in this autumn day when the leaves were about to fall. He also knew it, and it turned out that he had always ignored his and her happiness.

But that year, that night in late summer, she used her pain and indulgence to make him choose to be a thorn bird that pounced on her regardless of everything.

It was a fate that could not resist, nor did he want to resist. But he could not sing because all his voice had gone away with tears. He could only use his hoarse voice to cry alone in the bleak winter, dancing alone in the cold winter.

Don’t fight with each other, one inch of lovesickness and one inch of gray

In life, he has nothing to do, but he has no regrets to meet her

It was another winter solstice, the snow fell and the plum blossoms bloomed.
To be continued...