The air suddenly became quiet. Liu Yi seemed to have nothing to say, so he picked up the beggar chicken. Some places were accidentally stained with soil, so he didn't care and rubbed it on the stove and continued to eat.

Jessica raised her hand and wanted to stop her, but for some reason, she reached into the air and retracted, just looking at him.

"That's how you really think?"

"Yes." Liu Yi ate so much that he was soaked in his mouth that he said in a muffled voice: "No?"

Jessica suddenly laughed and said, "You are so timid, why don't you dare to chase after me?"

"I..." Liu Yi paused and said, "Didn't you say it? You're afraid that you can't catch up, and you're afraid that you'll be rejected."

"No." Jessica denied: "You are not afraid of not being able to catch up, nor are you afraid of being rejected."

"Hmm?" Liu Yi looked at Jessica and suddenly felt that she was a little different, but he couldn't figure out where it was different, and said, "Why do you say that?"

"Actually you know." Jessica slightly avoided Liu Yi's gaze, looked down at his toes, and said, "You are very outstanding. There is no man better than you among the people we know. No matter what aspect, you do very well. As long as you treat it sincerely and as long as you are willing to spend your time, will you not be able to catch up? Who will reject you?"

Liu Yi was praised so much that his face felt a little feverish and he didn't say anything.

"You can catch up, but you can't do that..." Jessica continued, thinking about it, and then changed her mouth: "It's not that you can't, but that you don't want it, you... are so strange."

"You find that you like not only one person, you can't convince yourself to be the person you have three wives and four concubines. So you can only choose to be passive, and then comfort yourself and say, "It's not them I pursue, I am the passive one..."

Liu Yi lowered his head, he didn't want to admit it. But what Jessica said was right. He had no "plan" to do it step by step, but his subconscious choice was like this. He had been doing it all the time. Not admitting that he was escaping, deceiving himself, but he couldn't deceive others, maybe not just Jessica. Everyone felt it, but no one else said it and did not expose it. Jessica poked the window paper today, which immediately made Liu Yi feel a little ashamed.

"Actually, there is no need for you to do this." Jessica looked at Liu Yi's appearance, held his arm, and said, "I don't actually understand love, and I can't tell what love is. But I have watched a movie, and there is a line in it. There are so many people in this world, and the chances of two people falling in love are too small. The chances of two people falling in love are so small, and the chances of several people falling in love are even smaller. Perhaps from your standpoint, you will think that so many women like me, are they interested in me? Do you like me? Or do you like my money? Or do you think that having a boyfriend like me is something worth showing off?"

Jessica took Liu Yi's hand and held it in the palm of her hand. Her hands were always very cold, but today it was very warm: "I don't think you need to think about these things at all, because you can feel that a woman sleeping beside you likes you, or doesn't like you, she loves you, or doesn't love you, she can't even feel this. Is it possible?"

"I don't know others, but for me, I always have a clear feeling." Jessica said seriously: "If I like and don't like anyone, even if I don't say or express it, I understand it in my heart. I can deceive myself and act, but I understand it in my heart."

"If you can confirm this intention, will other things still matter? Will marriage or not be married still be that important at this time?"

"Yes, then why can't you get married?" Liu Yi asked Jessica, saying, "Don't you want to marry me?"

"Of course I want to." Jessica affirmed first, but then changed the subject and said, "But if I were sunny, I wouldn't agree to get married. Not alone, do you understand? If only me and you, I can marry you, but there are five people, you can only marry one person, and the person you married becomes the special one of the five people... You said that you like us the same feeling, but why is there a special one? Even if we agree that sunny can be the special one, but after making such a distinction, the five people become a four-on-one state. Will she feel a lot of pressure?"

"Where do you hear these words? Why is it that a four-on-one situation? Can't we live a good life?"

"It's not what I heard, but I've thought about these things." Jessica said seriously: "Liu Yi, you think too idealized. Do you think that since we love each other, we can be happy if we compromise a little bit? It's too idealized."

"Sunny will reject you because she thinks farther than you, and she doesn't want you to be embarrassed in the future."

"What does it mean? Why am I embarrassed?"

"Don't you understand?" After talking for so long, Liu Yi was still like a wood and didn't understand anything. Jessica's patience was almost worn out, and she said, "Okay, even if we can understand each other and fall in love with each other, but people will change. After having children, I will love my children more or you more. I can't be sure. Which child will you like? Can you be sure of it? If you are married to sunny now, but you prefer Yoona's child Y? Wouldn't Yoona be upset? You are married to sunny, and your children inherit all your children. What about Yoona's child? What about our children?"

“Average score…”

"I knew you were going to say this." Jessica frowned and said, "How can you score evenly if you are not convinced by your idealization? There will always be people who think it is unfair. You favor Sunny's children, Yoonny's children are unhappy, and you favor Yoonny's children are unhappy. What should you do then?"

"People will change. We cannot be sure whether we will change. How to control our children's ideas? We can fall in love with each other, but what about the children? Can you be sure that all your children have the same ideas? What if there is a selfish person in it? What if there is a bad child? Yoona has told me that the idea that Yoona has said has not been realized. It is okay for someone who is a career-oriented like Sooyoung and I. We can't do business and study hard, and what if there is no career-oriented like Yoona? At that time, her child has nothing, do you want to see that?"

"The family you want is too ideal. Y is thinking of these reality, so she rejects you. She wants to leave you room for reversal. Can you understand her?"

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Jessica said a lot. Liu replied a few words at first, but later he just listened silently.

He suddenly realized that in fact, Jessica was far more mature than he thought in terms of some things, and it was much more mature than him, even making him feel a little ashamed.

Liu Yi suddenly began to reflect on whether he had always been too centered on himself. The life he wanted is what he wanted; the family he wanted is what he wanted; the feelings he wanted are what he wanted... Everything was what he wanted, and he "doesn't do anything" for these purposes, but he ignored the pressure and their feelings that others bear in the process of these "wanting".

Are you a little too selfish? What should you do?

Liu Yi suddenly didn't know.

That night, he sat on the swing until the dew condensed on his nose.

When dawn was almost dawn, a lot of fog started. Liu Yi sneezed and crawled into the room with the quilt. He didn't even see who it was. He crawled into a quilt, hugged a soft body, closed his eyes and went to sleep.

The man who was hugged by him opened his eyes and looked back, pushing him to the arms of the other side. He hugged the person in front, wrapped the quilt tightly and closed his eyes.

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"Ah Yeh!"

Jessica handed Liu Yi the tissue and said, "I told you not to let you be outside, so I have to drive to buy medicine by driving. I will hold on for a while."

"I understand, Ah Yeh! Ah Yeh!"

Liu Yi wrapped his quilt, leaned against the wall and hummed with his eyes closed. Yuner came in with a bowl of ginger soup and said, "Is the ginger soup ready, take a sip?"

"Please help me with the blow..." Liu Yi lay by the window and looked outside as Taeyeon and Tiffany were packing things, sighed and said, "It's better to let me die. You don't want to marry me. I might as well die."

"What nonsense? I'll put the ginger soup here for you. It will cool down and drink it yourself. Yoona, let's go and help."

Jessica grabbed the bowl from Yoona and put it on the kang, took Yoona's hand and went out. Liu Yi turned around and looked at the ginger soup, and it was boring. She lay on the windowsill and continued to watch the four people working outside.

Understanding the truth is not the same as changing the practice. Although Liu Yi understood the problem, his attitude still did not change before he thought about how to do it.

Get married first, and you can only marry Sunny. Just like Jessica said, Y will be stressed, and others will be even more stressed, but you still have to get married, which is a certain and necessary one.

"I've got breakfast back. Do you want to eat?" Xiuying's voice sounded behind her. Liu Yi turned to look at her, suddenly crawled over, leaned into Xiuying's ear and said, "Are you getting married?"

"Ah?" Xiuying was stunned for a moment, blinked her eyes, and her voice lowered: "With me?"

"Um."

"Not getting married." Soo-young refused and said, "Didn't you agree to be your lover? You said that too, why should you get married?"

Liu Yi seemed to hear his heartbreaking voice and almost cried, saying, "I don't marry me, what kind of virus am I? Are you hiding from me?"

"Of course it's not a virus." Xiuying climbed up, hugged Liu Yi in her arms, and said, "I think it's not me to get married, y, Yoona..."

"None of them agreed!"

"Then I can't agree." Xiuying snorted and said, "They asked me before asking me, why? If the person you love the most is me, you should be the first to ask me?"

“…”

Liu Yi felt that his illness was even worse.

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After having breakfast in the yard, I was going back to Seoul. Liu Yi said he would not go back, and everyone else had something to do, so he left behind a relatively nothing tiffany.

Liu Yi lay on the kang, looking at the ceiling, sighing. Tiffany lay beside him, watching the news on the iPad.

With a try-and-see attitude, Liu Yi asked, "Are you getting married?"

"Hmm?" Tiffany seemed to see something interested, and her eyes didn't move. She was silent for two or three seconds. She suddenly sat up, looked down at Liu Yi's eyes, and said, "What did you say just now?"

"Married?"

"OK."

"Ah?" Liu Yi also sat up, grabbed Tiffany's hand, and said excitedly: "How could you agree?"

"No, why?" Tiffany was a little scared by Liu Yi's reaction and said, "Isn't it normal to get married?"

"Yes!" Liu Yi finally met a soulmate, hugged Tiffany tightly into his arms, kissed her on his left face, and kissed her on his right face again. He seemed to have no idea how to express it, and said, "It's just a normal thing, why do you think so much?"

"But..." Tiffany suddenly thought of something and said, "Do you have to go through the procedures?"

"Of course, marriage registration."

"That won't work." Tiffany immediately shook his head and said, "The procedures are not good. I think you are talking about going to church. Going to church is OK, but marriage registration is not good."

"Ah?" Liu Yi was shocked by this logic and said, "Why is this? I have gone to church, so there is no formalities?"

"Going to church is to let the priests witness our love, but there is no need to have legal documents. We just need to know it in our hearts. Besides, how many of you are, aren't you afraid of being arrested?"

Liu Yi was angry and laughed, saying, "We don't care about others anymore. We are the only ones, we are the two of you. Let's get married now, or not!"

Tiffany showed a tangled expression, bit her lips and thought for a while, but still shook her head.

"Why, why can't it work!" Liu Yi was going crazy. He now felt like he was "a waste of money" and thought that it was difficult for six wives to choose one of them to get married, but it was ridiculous that no one of them married.

"I'll tell you, don't be angry..." Tiffany's voice suddenly became smaller, and she didn't dare to look into Liu Yi's eyes. Seeing her like this, Liu Yi felt inexplicably raised her. Is there something wrong with it?

"I thought you would marry Sunny, so I agreed to Taeyeon, and when you get married, we will go to the United States to get married..."

“…” (To be continued)
Chapter completed!