Chapter 87 Yuner's Heart
Liu Yi fell asleep, lay on the quilt, slept soundly, and Yoona spread the mattress next to him. The two of them did not sleep on the left and the other on the right as usual, but both slept on his right side y next to him, and Yoona next to sunny.
Because they couldn't sleep, the two chatted. Liu Yi's snoring was very loud, but it was actually difficult to sleep even if he wanted to sleep. I don't know when, but the only topics they talked about were Liu Yi. He had something to do with his heart, probably this is the feeling.
After chatting about some of the things that are not available, I gradually stepped into the overall situation. I looked at Yoona, pursed my lips and said, "Yuna, when I was in the car today, why did you say you didn't want to have a baby for him?"
"Actually, it's not that I don't want to." Yoona did not avoid the sunny question. In fact, the two of them talked a lot these days, and some questions were even more * and in-depth than this. "I just wanted to wait until Ouni gave birth to a child before considering this matter."
"Um..." Sunny still didn't tell her secret. She didn't want to tell anyone about this secret, and Yoona was even worse. But she really wanted to know Yoona's thoughts, and hesitated for a moment, and said, "What if Ooni hadn't been pregnant for a long time?"
"Then I'll wait." Yoona said simply: "I'm one year younger than Ouni and it's normal for me to get pregnant one year later than Ouni?"
"But I still don't understand." Sunny asked directly and said, "Why have to wait for my husband's child? If you care about my thoughts, there is really no need. Since I have accepted your existence, I will still be in such a thing..."
"No. It's really not the reason." Yoona interrupted Sunny and said, "Ouni, I'm not thinking about these things. Ouni, what I think is..." Yoona paused for a moment, as if she didn't want to say that Y grabbed Yoona's hand, looked at her anxiously, and said, "Yuna, what are you thinking about, what do you say?"
Yoona lowered her head and didn't look at sunny's eyes, saying, "Ohni. Do you know why we haven't had a relationship until now?"
y shook his head and didn't say anything. She knew Yoon'er would continue talking.
"On my birthday, he gave me nine diaries, and he told me. He couldn't tell whether the person he liked was me written in the diary or the me in front of him. He gave me those diaries because he wanted to break up with the past self and me in the diary. He said that in the future, he would only treat me as the real me and get along with me, and let it go."
y listened quietly, she didn't know these secrets.
"I was very sad at that time. Because I had fallen in love with him at that time. I thought he should belong to me, and Oni was the one who snatched him away. But later, I read his diary and found that I seemed to be wrong. The Lin Yuna he liked was very different from me. This difference is like the character we watched in TV series. What he saw and liked was just the role of Lin Yuna, not me. It was not Lin Yuna in reality."
Yoona smiled sadly and said, "And you, for him, is not like this. The you he likes. The one he sees, his feelings for you and for me are different. From then on, I knew that I can't fight for you and will never replace your position in his heart. He never belongs to me."
Y held Yoona's shoulders, she didn't know that Yoona had thought about it like this. She must be very uncomfortable if she could understand her feelings at that time.
"So I moved out, and I thought, if I separated, I could sort out my relationship. But I didn't expect that I like him so much. When I couldn't see him, I would even stare at his phone number on my phone. I waited for him to call me, and even if I only had to chat for five minutes, I would be happy all day."
"But our relationship never took that step." Yoona paused, her lip bite turned white, and she continued, "Every time I was only one last step away, and it was like this several times. I was very unconfident. The last time was the second day when you went to the United States, he received a call from you and told me that he felt that I was not ready yet."
Yoona sucked her nose and said, "I knew at that time that he was not ready. Although he didn't say it, I knew that he had been in conflict and he could not confirm his feelings for me, so there was such a conflict. From then on, I gradually became conflicted."
"I started to be uneasy because I found out that I had the same problems as him. I can't be sure whether he was the one I loved when I wrote those diaries or the one I saw now. I like the one who wrote such a diary to confess to me, but hasn't he changed now? If it were the original him, he would definitely only love me. He has changed now, and I am not the one he liked first, Yoona, Ou Ni, do you understand, what I mean?"
What y is most not good at is listening to these stories that are wandering around, but this time she found that she actually understood. Although Yoona spoke very confusingly and complicatedly, she really understood that Y could not describe her feelings at this time. She had envied Yoona before and was able to be "children" with Liu Yi for ten years, but now she found that she was not envious, and she was even somewhat grateful that she met Liu Yi in reality. All the feelings are certain of each other, not as entangled as Yoona is now.
She finally knew why Yoona had to wait for her husband's child. She was waiting to confirm Liu Yi's heart. If she got pregnant before confirmation, she would not even have the chance to regret in her life. If she really loved her, it would be fine, but if Liu Yi liked Yoona in his diary, what would Yoona do? Facing a man who didn't like her and took the child he had with him, would she live like this for the rest of her life?
y suddenly felt sorry for Yoona. If this happened to her, she could not confirm whether she would be as strong as Yoona. She hugged Yoona in her arms and comforted her softly: "Don't cry, I believe you can feel that he likes you, no, he loves you. He is not sure whether he will hurt you now. After all, you are different from us, do you understand? You envy us who meet directly in reality, but I still envy you. In his heart, the feelings for you have been ten years, and no one can replace it. If he could let you go, he would have let it go long ago. Give him some more time, it won't take long."
Yoona nodded slightly and whispered: "Thank you, Ouni."
"What are you thanking, the whole family." Sunny patted Yoona on the shoulder and said, "I'm tired after chatting for so long. Let's lie down. Are you going to his side?"
"No." Yoona shook her head, squeezed into Sunny's arms, and said, "Oni, can I sleep with you like this?"
"I said no, is it still too late? You're already holding it." Sunny angrily said, "Actually, this is pretty good. I'll be much more relaxed with you, otherwise he would always think about those things all day long."
"What's the matter?" Yuna asked without hesitation. She regretted it as soon as she said that. How could she ask such a stupid question? What else can it be? It must be what it is!
y did not answer this question, but reached out to find out into Yoona's clothes, touched and pinched here and told her what was going on. Yoona was a little unbearable by this female gangster, panting and holding Sunny's hand, begging for mercy, "Oni, I was wrong, I got it, let me go."
"It's good to know." Sunny's hand covered Yoona's chest and gently pinched it twice, frowned and said, "Yuna, I seem to find out the reason."
"Hmm?" Yoona was trying hard to fight Sunny's bad hands. She was stunned when she heard this, and the moment she just defended her, it collapsed.
A trace of cunning flashed across y's eyes and said, "You are so 'small', how could he be interested? Let me help you..."
"Oni!" Yoona's cheeks were red as if she was about to bleed, and she was very coquettish, but it was even more useless.
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Liu Yi and Er Nian said he would pretend that he didn't know, and he really did this. Er Nian also had a tacit understanding and acted the same as before, but the two brothers never got together to drink a day or two like before. Depp made a few appointments with the two of them, either this one or the other, which made him confused. Later, Liu Yi secretly increased his workload, and poor Xiao Wu no longer had this leisure time, and he was so busy that he ignored his head and ended up.
Compared to Ernian, Liu Yi was not very sad or anything about Qian Hui. Qian Hui said he had resigned, but Liu Yi knew that it was impossible for her position to quit. Why did she come? He knew clearly and asked Ernian and just confirmed it again.
However, because of Ernian and Qian Hui, Liu Yi changed a set plan. He originally wanted to build the chemical factory in Gangwon-do, South Korea, but he really didn't want to add surveillance officers around him. Finally, he decided to build the chemical factory in China. He asked Qian Hui to take charge of the address. He believed that the superiors would arrange a good place for him.
Time passed slowly, and a few days passed in a blink of an eye. August finally came to an end. On August 31, the second time Girls' Generation came back this year was the countdown stage. Y and Yoona were even busier, and Liu Yi was also busy, constantly traveling between China and South Korea to make various preparations for the construction of the chemical factory.
Quan Ningyi disappeared, Ernin's people kept looking for him, and the police in Seoul were also looking for him, with no trace at all, as if they had disappeared out of thin air, and never appeared again. (To be continued)
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