I began to lose my mind and did a lot of wrong things. At that time, many girls confessed to him and sent him love letters. I asked my father to record the names of these people and then take the official positions of them and father.

But I never felt that I was wrong, because only in this way could I make him feel in my heart. I told him not to look at the girls, but to only look at my face. Although I knew that there were some things I did, and if I did, I was wrong, but I still had to do it...

I just want him to have me alone in his heart, and I don’t want him to have so many people around him...

He probably likes you a little. Although I don’t know how deep it is, he said that he has a little emotional connection when he likes you...

When I heard him confessing to you, I was so jealous that I wanted to kill you every minute. As long as you disappeared, I could possess my brother alone.

I know my thoughts are crazy and not right, but I can't control myself. You don't know that if you like someone, you can do a lot of things for him, and even if he gives you a command and asks you to kill someone, you will do it...

That's it. I began to hate you, and started to use all my skills to deal with you... Xiao Yue... Actually, I don't feel uncomfortable or disgusted with you in my heart...

But just because you stood by his side, I treated you as an enemy. At that time, I didn’t care about anyone, what kind of qualities and character they were. I just wanted to get all these people away.

I just want me to appear by his side!

My possessiveness is so strong that I am afraid of myself. I hate that kind of self. Only that kind of self can say something more to him. If I hadn't talked to him for a long time, I would be crazy jealous.

Because when he doesn't accompany me, there will be many girls around him...

He has never lacked girls since he was a child. There are so many girls who like him to chase her behind her butt. He will call those girls' names obediently, and those girls will continue to like him and buy him many gifts. I have not been excellent since I was a child. What I can like is that I hope he will take a look at me more or pay more attention to me...

My requirements are not high, I just hope to be around her...

But later, my methods became more and more ruthless. I could let those girls disfigure and go through various hardships, and I couldn't be with my brother. I wanted to monopolize my brother. Until one day, my brother called me out alone and told me that if I did this again, he would never pay attention to me again...

I cried very sadly at that time, but my father told me that I had to learn those methods to let my brother stand beside me. My brother did this for the time being. It was because my methods were not high enough that my brother would notice it. As long as I didn't let my brother show up in the future, my brother would not hate me. But I still used a lot of methods in the future, and my brother still hated me...

I really didn't know what to do at that time, and then my parents taught me a lot of ideas and methods. After I used it, the current scene appeared...

I can't tell right or wrong now, I don't know what I should do or what I shouldn't do...

Before my father went to prison, I only asked me to do everything possible to make my brother like me and do a lot of things. Although some things were wrong, I was willing to do it in order to get my brother's like...

In many eyes, I am so vicious, like a madman. I gradually lost many friends and gradually lost many. I used to like the people around me who spoiled me, but I only want my brother alone, and I don’t care about other people...

From the beginning of seeing you, I have tried many ways. Some of them were thought out by myself, and some were told by my father. I always couldn't control my temper and wanted to find you to get angry every minute. My father told me that I couldn't do this. If I did this, my brother wouldn't like me anymore...

So I kept holding on, then listened to my father's words, looked for opportunities, and then used the method he taught me to deal with you...

Actually, I know that my father was still very scared when he wanted to try to kill you. I wanted you to die, but I just hope that you would disappear into my brother's world. Even if you don't like me, I won't kill you...

But my brother really cares about you.

Xiao Yue, I know that it was probably a long time since my father really killed you. I was probably an accomplice. Although this matter was not planned by me, I proposed it, nor did I do it.

But I know what my father thinks. I know what means he wants to deal with you, but I still haven't stopped him. Maybe I just want you to die in private.

I just didn't expect that everything was not what I thought.

You are not dead, but you are not successful, but you are left with a handle. The next thing is like a wall falling down and everyone pushing it.

Slowly, my father was finally defeated and could no longer protect me. I lost all my identities...

I began to become nothing, and my brother's hatred for me probably has become very heavy... I really don't know how to do it. Now I am bullied like you used to...

But I can't say anything, because I used to be like this, and everything I suffer now is the retribution I deserve!

Xiao Yue, I am willing to bear any sins and admit any mistakes. I just hope he has me in his heart...

I only like Fang Qiming in my life. My obsession is too deep. I only want my brother and I have me in my heart... But am I really wrong? I just want someone I like, just for him. Am I really wrong?

Xiao Yue, can you tell me why he likes you and don’t like me?”

At the end of the conversation, Qi Huanhuan couldn't help crying loudly, tears fell down, and all the tears fell on the horizontal bar.

Xiao Yue didn't know what to say for a moment, but just sighed, took out the soft paper she carried with her pocket and wiped it for her.

"Qi Huanhuan, I was really impressed by you in high school. At that time, you loved to bully people...

I often go to bully others with Lu Feifei, no matter what it feels like if you bullied others. In fact, I was probably protected by Nana at that time, so I didn’t have much feeling about what you did.

But later when you came to the army and planned to attack me, I knew that you seemed to have the urge to take over him.

Probably, that is the legendary love and love.

This is when you are blinded by love and lose your mind to the person you like.

You don't know what is right and what is wrong.

Qi Huanhuan, you only know that you like him, but do you know what he thinks?

If there is a person you really like, from the beginning to the end, he will protect you well, and will not have any other thoughts about you, but just want to protect you well. This is what it means to like, and to act on his own, rather than relying on you to give him what he likes, to get his like and win her like...

Simply pleasing is not love.

But there is one thing I guess you might be wrong.

Fang Qiming actually has you in his heart.

It's just not as simple as you think.

Qi Huanhuan, you are still too young and there are many things. Although your father probably told you, you still can't understand. Then I'll give you an example.

I don’t know anything about the officialdom, but many people are like little ants, everyone is rushing to climb to the highest end, and the same is true for your father.

The biggest idea of ​​your father's desire to let you be with Fang Qiming is to hope that Fang Qiming's father can be promoted in the future and can lead your father to be promoted together.

As long as the two families form children, in-laws, and collude with each other in the future, they can maintain their official positions.

That's what he thought.

Then I will tell you what the Fang family thinks. Neither Fang Qiming nor his father have such ideas. The two of them are just ordinary people. They neither want to be heroes nor behave like bears.

They just want to stay in this army safely.

So Fang Qiming fundamentally cannot marry you. Once he marrys you, it will become a cruel situation as if he is a clique to form a clique for personal gain.

For both companies, this is not possible.

But he really likes you in his heart, so when you roared at me before, he deliberately provoked you, made you angry, and then left. Have you ever thought that if you didn't do this, you stayed and continued to argue with me...

Then, according to my opinion, I will never give in to you, and you will definitely suffer losses.

Besides, you have repeatedly quarreled with me, which has caused everyone to suffer a great negative impact. Do you believe that if you have another such thing, Lin Guan will send you back without hesitation?

Fang Qiming, the reason why I deliberately yelled you away was just hoping that you could stay, not because I was punished for quarreling with me...

You don't understand these things.

Qi Huanhuan, sometimes you think too little and cannot consider it from his position. There are many things, but you are self-righteous and you don’t know how much he likes you.

But if you two want to be together, you have to break something.

His father will not give your father any other support, nor will he want to form a clique for personal trouble...

If the marriage between you two is not a political marriage, but is only one-sided, then I believe he will choose to like you.

But Fang Qiming is a man who is more mature than you, and he imagines much more than you.

He doesn't do these things, it's because of this that he protects you.

Even though you blame him in your heart now and think that he doesn't like you at all, he really loves you.

Otherwise, a few times before, he could use his father's power to say some bad things from his superiors, which would completely defeat your family.

You subconsciously think that he sent your father to prison, but in fact this is the result of everyone's report, not his problem.

Qi Huanhuan, you are actually very happy. There is someone who can protect you. Although his kindness to you is not obvious, even makes you unable to feel it and make you sad, it just so happens to protect you."

When Xiao Yue spoke at the end, her eyes turned red. She had never seen such a person around her, until the palace, and Mu Qiyan appeared.

I only realized that there is really a kind of person in this world who always protects himself, not for any power or status, but simply hopes that he will be well.

"What did you say? Are you saying true?"

Qi Huanhuan suddenly felt a little unbelievable. It turned out that what he imagined existed, and his brother really liked him.

This is my blind use of all my skills to make my brother feel cold.

Qi Huanhuan suddenly couldn't help laughing, crying and laughing, which was very terrible.

"Hahaha, so that's it! It turns out that this is what my brother is really worried about? But he can tell me why he has to hold it in his heart? Does he know how sad I am and how sad I am? He treats me like this!

I just want to be with him and don’t care about anything else. I won’t interfere with my father’s affairs. As long as he doesn’t want to, I won’t let him do it.

I have no idea, I just hope to live a good life with him, because he is the person I like.

But Fang Qiming made me think that he didn't like me at all, or even hated me, and I was really heartbroken.

If everything could be done again, would he treat him differently?

...Probably...Probably...Probably I no longer have this opportunity. Now I have nothing and nothing. Naturally, my brother's family will not want a daughter-in-law like me. No one will care about my father as much as before. Since I have entered that kind of place, the entire Qi family has collapsed, and I am the only one left in the future, because just a few days ago, my mother suddenly had a heart attack and had passed away.

Thank you very much for what you said to me today. I don’t know many things, but now I finally figured it out.

I was really too willful in the past. Many things were done as I imagined, regardless of anyone's feelings, and did so many wrong things, and also hurt you. I hope you don't get angry. In fact, you have really taken revenge on my father, but I don't blame you anymore, because my father once wanted to kill you. If you hadn't woken up suddenly, you would have lost your life now. In fact, what you did wrong again, there was nothing wrong at all, we were all wrong.

Now I just hope you can forgive me and not care about what I did before. As long as you are willing to forgive me, I can pay any price.

I promise that I will never appear in your sight again, and I will never disturb you and your brother again. Just be fine."

At the end of the story, Qi Huanhuan couldn't help crying first, asking herself to give up on herself. What she loved for so many years was even more uncomfortable than killing herself...
To be continued...