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Chapter 1135: Let go to go further

Li Youan, if this is true, then it will always be like this, but what is it now? Compensation? Or just treat her as a tool to please?

Li Youan, I don’t know what it means, the humiliation and torture, the care and kindness he showed again and again, the seemingly ridiculed but the other intentions he wanted. I know all these, but from the seeds of hatred sown 8 years ago, it has grown into a towering tree. Don’t think that inadvertent kindness will make this tree stop growing and make me give up revenge. Unless I kill me, killing is my lifelong wish. No matter what the price I pay, I will not give up!

So, no matter what other intentions are, it will be in vain for me!

Xia Mengmeng's face turned red, the tide had receded, and she had replaced it with unprecedented tenacity. If Li Youan saw her eyes at this time, perhaps the feeling of loss in her heart would be even stronger!

From afar, Yu Chuner saw Zheng Shuyang stopping on the beach. She breathed a sigh of relief and slowly walked towards Zheng Shuyang.

The sea water was blue and the sand was fine. The tall boots of the oxener stepped on and took a series of footprints, extending to Zheng Shuyang's wheelchair.

Without looking at the expression on Zheng Shuyang's face, Yu Chuner sat casually on the beach, facing the sea, listening to the sound of the tide! Zheng Shuyang turned his head and looked at Yu Chuner's peaceful expression. He wanted to say something, opened his mouth and swallowed the words.

After a long time, Yu Chuner said quietly: "I just arrived in the United States that year. I was not used to many things, I was not used to eating, sleeping, and even drinking a sip of white water. I felt it was bitter."

Zheng Shuyang looked at Yu Chun'er, as if she was telling something distant, with a weak and gentle expression.

"Once I had a high fever, so I couldn't let the doctor treat it. That was because I was stupid. I felt so painful that I might feel the same pain far away from the ocean. Maybe I would come to me and hug me and say: Baby, take medicine by my dear..."

Zheng Shuyang suddenly felt a pain in his heart. He could imagine the scene of Yuchen's illness, and he could imagine her stubbornness.

"I told myself at that time that if Zheng Shuyang came, I would forgive him. But after a few days of burning, I didn't come. Yu Fengqi scolded me and said it was just a man. Is it? Haha..." Yu Chuner smiled indifferently. How long ago did that happen? I thought I would forget it, but they seemed to be engraved in their hearts and could not erase it at all.

"I'm sorry..." Zheng Shuyang felt his heart was hurting! At this moment, he could only say these three words!

Yu Chuner looked at the waves pounced on her feet and continued, "After Yu Feng scolded me, his illness was surprisingly cured. At that time, I thought Yu Feng was right. The world is so big, just a man, it is really not as good as that. After that, I found something for myself, that is, travel, and from this country to that country. I think maybe the memories between us will be scattered in every corner of the world, so that my steps will become lighter and less and less sad."

"No wonder I can't find it!" Zheng Shuyang said in surprise. Traveling was incredible for Yu Chuner, because she was really a very lazy person!

"Look for me? How could I find me? Even I don't know where my next stop is!" Yu Chuner smiled bitterly: "I have been to Europe, Africa, Latin America, and even Antarctica. The aurora there is really beautiful. When I walked to South Africa, I met a special man!"

A strange thing flashed in Zheng Shuyang's eyes. Don't deceive yourself. In fact, what I want to know most is her love life over the years.

"I have never seen a man like that, carrying a travel bag and hanging a camera, his face full of wind and frost. He has a great relationship with the African children because he often takes photos for free. He said: Maybe this is the only opportunity for these children to take photos in this life. I walked with him for a week, and it turned out that his world only had one travel bag and one camera. He is a person who gave up everything for his dreams. He said that he would walk like this for the rest of his life. If one day he couldn't walk, he would live on the highest Tianshan Mountain, and finally let Changshengtian take away his soul! He is a person with a simple purpose, just for travel. Unlike me, I am just for forgetting!"

"Then... have you forgotten?" Zheng Shuyang carefully sought verification, afraid of hearing the disappointed answer.

Yu Chuner seemed to have not heard Zheng Shuyang's words, but was just saying: "When I was separated from him, he said, don't go on the road with sadness, such steps will become heavier and heavier, because the thoughts will increase. I didn't understand his words at first, but later I slowly figured it out... I walked from this country to that country. I thought I would let go of the pain a little, but I didn't expect that if I put down my memory, I increased my thoughts by two points. Finally, I let go of all the pain, but I was overwhelmed by the thoughts... "

Yu Chuner turned her head and stared at Zheng Shuyang, and said seriously: "I came back just to let go of my longing!"

"Can you really let it go?"

Yu Chuner shook her head lightly and said softly: "I don't know, I don't know..."

Zheng Shuyang sighed a long time, struggled to stand up from the wheelchair, kneeled in front of Yu Chuner on one knee and stared at her eyes, and said seriously and seriously: "If you still have to leave, let go of your thoughts and go on the road, because I will carry all my thoughts!"

Yu Chuner looked at him with confusion, not understanding!

"I'll go with you. No matter where I go, I won't let go of my hand anymore!" Zheng Shuyang held Yu Chun'er's hand tightly. This was a promise and a desire in his heart!

"If, what if it still doesn't work?" Can you really get together after complaining for too long, separation for too long, and longing for too long?

Zheng Shuyang took Yu Chun'er into his arms and said firmly: "It's okay, I'll wait, I'll wait with you!"

After waiting for so long, it has become a habit. I don’t want to settle down. If it is not the umbrella that suits me, I would rather be in the rain for the rest of my life!

Yu Chuner slowly hugged Zheng Shuyang's somewhat thin body from behind and buried her head deeper.

"Zheng Shuyang..." Yu Chuner called out in a muffled voice.

"Um?"

Yu Chuner raised her head, climbed her slender fingers onto her long-lost face, and said lightly: "I really want it... I really want it..."

Zheng Shuyang's arms became tighter and tighter, and a tear fell from the corner of his eyes: "I am too..."
Chapter completed!
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