Chapter 884 His grief, can they bear it?
Gu Moyuan frowned suddenly, looked at his son, and suddenly resisted him and continued...
That kind of inexplicable sadness and gradually emerging weakness should not be what Beichen should have.
Whether it is the sunshine before the kidnapping or the indifference after the kidnapping... Beichen has always been confident and arrogant.
Cen Lanxi and Gu Moyuan subconsciously looked at each other and looked at Gu Beichen, "Beichen..."
Gu Beichen's eyes pulled back from Gu Moyuan and Cen Lanxi, and turned his head to look out the floor-to-ceiling window...
It is afternoon now, the sun is so beautiful, and it is so warm that people feel like they have forgotten the time and time, and can only be deposited in the memories of the past.
Whether it is beautiful or dark, there are sunny flowers around you during the day and stars guiding you at night...
Gu Beichen felt that all the past is just the past.
I still remember that year, it was the rainy season.
He held a book in his hand and didn't hold an umbrella. He just walked in the drizzle, with a faint smile on his lips, looking at a pair of lovers under the eaves in front of him...
The boy was afraid that the rain would fall on the girl, so he faced her and used his body to cover the rain for her.
Pure love reveals the beauty of ignorance and hazy. Even on rainy days, it seems that the mood blooms beautiful flowers...
At that time, I thought that he could also meet such a beautiful girl who made him willing to use all his own to protect her.
But everything changes because of a change...
He seemed to be about to forget the purest luxury, but fortunately, he never missed this love.
"In this world, where there is sunshine, there will be shadows..."
Gu Beichen looked at the distant sight outside the window, and he spoke softly, but his voice was very calm, "The shadows that we cannot see are often more depraved than darkness."
Cen Lanxi frowned and just looked at her son who was not very close to her.
"Three months can destroy a person... let him be doomed!"
Gu Beichen's voice suddenly became self-deprecating, paused, but returned to calm.
"I was taken to a place where I remembered that I would never want to step on again in my life..." Gu Beichen smiled on his thin lips, which was very shallow, making people unable to tell whether he was heartless or mocking, "The people there had no self-esteem because they were all trampled on!"
Gu Moyuan's heart suddenly stumbled. Without a big experience, it was difficult to change the temperament that people developed since childhood...
He knew this.
After Beichen's kidnapping, he was no longer the sunny boy...
"You can't imagine that I feel in endless shock and panic every day, no matter whether I fall asleep or wake up..." Gu Beichen's mind flashed through his first arrival at Mo Palace.
The stripped naked and thrown into an iron cage was like a dog, but there was a chain missing...
Those passing by have no sympathy in their sight, only greed.
Someone even reacted to him and did some vulgar actions in front of him, enjoying himself, even if he couldn't touch him!
Under the education of his grandmother, his world is clean and pure, sunny and full of hope.
He never knew that there was such a thing in the world, and he didn't know that he could make men so excited...
He wakes up in nightmare every day, and wakes up and continues to face such things.
After repeated cycles, his spirit was completely broken, just like a frightened bird!
Ten days, ten days...
He seemed to have forgotten that he was still alive. If it weren't for the belief that grandma and grandpa had instilled since childhood, he would have died!
Everything there subverted all his growth memories and beautiful yearnings.
Gu Beichen said quietly, there was not much emotion in his voice, just as if he was telling a story, but also someone else's story...
Gu Moyuan's eyes widened and looked at his son who was domineering in disbelief.
Cen Lanxi's face was full of shock, and she looked unwilling to believe it.
Xiao Jing's mouth was covered with undisguised mockery. He lowered his eyes slightly, looking at the turning lighter in his hand...
He actually wanted to see Cen Lanxi's expression, see if they had any regrets.
But he didn't dare to see...
Because he looked over, first of all, he saw the sadness on Mr. Chen!
Aunt Lan stood at the kitchen door, holding the cut fruit in her hand, and shed tears silently.
Even if she knew these pasts, she knew everything because of the old lady...
However, when she heard Mr. Chen say it herself, she felt extremely distressed.
"Fortunately, there are only ten days like this..." Gu Beichen continued, "Later, I was locked up in another room with only one small window, and the rest was completely closed."
"At least, I don't need to be watched anymore, and I even have clothes to wear..." Gu Beichen lowered his eyes and chuckled, "Well, I feel like I want to live."
However, his hope was quickly wiped out.
He met Shi Shaoqin for the first time at that time. He told him without hesitation that the person who sent him here was Gu Mohuai...
At first, he roared wildly because there was no other way to vent.
Later he knew very well that Shi Shaoqin was trying to keep him alive...
Like Shi Shaoqin in the past, Shi Shaoqin was in pain, so of course he could not die!
Next, he would watch a bunch of people keep doing those lustful things in front of him every day. Those people were excited whether they were excited because of the other party, or because of his resistance under the shriek and fear.
Anyway, he needs to accept the upgraded version of the unbearable things every day...
"Don't say it!" Cen Lanxi finally couldn't stand it, she burst into tears and said in pain and hoarseness, "Beichen, please stop talking..."
"That person hopes that I will be the one around him," Gu Beichen did not stop because of Cen Lanxi's resistance, and his voice was still calm. "But, in such an environment, every day like this... I will only want to escape even more."
"I resist, I can't even hide it..." Gu Beichen chuckled, as if he was watching the video, and his mind was full of the scene at that time.
In order to force him, Shi Shaoqin even asked him to take off his clothes, trying to get those men to do something to him...
From being watched by the onlooker to the later... looking at those filthy scenes for so many days, Shi Shaoqin knew very well what he was most afraid of.
He compromised, he said he stayed with him...
Of course, Shi Shaoqin would not believe what he said at all.
A new round of torture, he wanted to completely destroy his will.
If it weren't Shi Juexi's bread at the beginning, he would have really fallen into depravity after a few quick words?
Three months, three months in Mo Palace...
If he wants to survive, he still has to escape under the power of Shi Shaoqin. If it weren't for Boss Long, would he really be able to leave?
"Stop talking--" Cen Lanxi suddenly stood up and cried sharply.
Gu Beichen finally withdrew his gaze, turned his head toward Cen Lanxi, and smiled slightly...
He is handsome and inherits the beauty of Cen Lanxi. With this smile at this moment, the sunlight also fell on his face from the window at the right time, which was particularly beautiful.
However, it was this kind of laughter that formed a strong contrast with Cen Lanxi's pain.
Gu Beichen still clearly remembers how shocked and distressed grandma was when she heard about this...
Their first-hand education is very good, full of sunshine and hope... but it was subverted by just a few months.
That's not helplessness, but heartache.
I don't feel sorry for my hard work, or my life...
Chapter completed!