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Chapter 80 I am me

The emphasis is on the heart. Perhaps it is difficult for the world to see its true face after a hundred years, but some people only need a moment to see it smiling like a flower. The old man who doesn’t know who he is is obviously the former; the boy who smiles without saying anything at this time is the latter. The boy finally knows who he is, and also knows what “nothing” is, and why when “I” appears, “nothing” becomes “existence”. However, some of the experiences are only felt in the heart, and if you want to say it in words, it is not beautiful.

The old man wanted to understand but couldn't, but the boy's chance glance at the truth. I have to say that the boy's luck is really good. Just look at the boy's expression that seems to have gained something, the old man knows that a great variable is about to appear. He waved his hands to remove the memory and asked the boy: "Doll, I don't know what you have seen, can you tell me this way, which may be of some help."

"I saw my brother, one told me to get married soon, and the other told me to remember to eat something delicious."

The young man said such a stupid thing, and then he disappeared. The old man was stunned and asked further: "Have your brother said something else about who you are?"

"They don't know who I am, but in fact they really want to know who I am." The words of Liu Dabiao and Ayu sounded in their ears, and the boy felt warm in his heart, "But no matter who I am, as long as I am, they will still be my brothers, this life and the next life will be too!"

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The old man laughed wildly, repeating the words of the boy constantly in his mouth, and the sudden joy filled the whole world. With the old man's laughter, the forest disappeared, the Shenhu disappeared, the battlefield disappeared, and the young man's memory also disappeared. An old man, a young man, had been silver foxes, returned to the thick darkness. Strangely, the old man kept smiling, and the darkness that was originally deep and could not be dissolved gradually dispersed and faded, and the black turned gray, and then became silver like the fur of the silver fox. Finally, everything disappeared, and only a white light surrounded the whole body.

When the soft light shone on the old man's face full of vicissitudes, the laughter finally stopped. The old man looked at the boy and stretched out his hand towards the light in front of him and said, "There should be 'existence' here, baby, what have you discovered?"

The boy looked around carefully and said in confusion: "There is nothing but light, and 'nothing' is completely opposite to it, and nothing except darkness."

Listening to the boy's question, the old man was obviously very satisfied and said with a smile: "Does, doll, do you know the principle that 'nothing' and 'have' are mutually opposite and repel each other? 'nothing' is darkness, and 'have' is light. Maybe you think the two are very similar, but there are fundamental differences. Do you know where it is?"

It has not been dealing with the old man once or twice. The young man knows that when the old man asks his questions with a smile, he usually has a good answer in his heart, so if he continues to listen, he will have an answer. Sure enough, the old man did not wait for the young man's answer and continued to say to himself: "'Nothing' has nothing except darkness, and 'have' has one thing besides light, and that is the way out!" As he said that, the old man pointed forward with his fingers that were also covered with the footprints of time.

There is a future, everything the boy hopes for, chases, and yearns for; take a step forward, and the boy may leave this strange world that looks like a dream and a illusion; the boy will definitely leave because only he can do some things, but the boy is not in a hurry to leave at this time, because the exit is there, and it is not too late to leave after asking Ming's heart to be confused.

"I dare to ask the old man, why are you trapped here?" The young man knew that apart from the question that sounded ridiculous, the old man must have hidden something. What he didn't say might be able to untie the knot in the young man's heart. "In what you said, after wandering in 'nothing' for many years, why can't he touch that little light?"

After hearing this, the old man fell into deep thought, and after a long time he replied: "It is that light, 'nothing' is 'nothing'; because 'nothing' can give birth to 'existence'. It is not that I really can't go out, but what if I go out? Can I know who I am? Baby, only in the eyes of brothers and relatives, in my own memory, can you know that you are you. I forgot too much and lose too much, so even if I go out, I still won't know who I am. Do you understand, it's not that I can't, but that I don't want to..."

The old man's expression gradually became a little painful, and his voice gradually became a little confused, but he could understand it: "I once thought that a man would be immortal if he fought for the world; I once felt that fighting side by side with his brother is a kind of happiness. I left my hometown with my brother and a knife, thinking that he was pursuing something. But when I got it, I realized that everything was just a dream. I no longer knew who I was. When my brother left, my memory gradually disappeared, and I didn't know any other way to prove that I was me. All of this is like the light in the darkness, which can be seen but difficult to touch. Once it was touched, "Nothing" was "existence."

The young man seemed to understand a little, but it was also very vague. The old man always refused to explain it directly, and he must describe it in difficult and obscure words that he had never heard of, and he could only understand it. One thing that could be seen is that the old man deeply regretted his past actions. It was this lingering regret that made the old man gradually lose himself and could only struggle towards the only light in the endless darkness.

The boy really couldn't imagine how the old man spent these years in the dark that was so overwhelming and full of despair, facing the remaining bloody memories? I guess he wouldn't be very happy, so why not take this opportunity to return to the world of light?

"Old man, come with me," the young man said, stretching out his hand to support the old man who is already in his twilight years. If he hadn't been here for so many years, he would probably have lived with four generations.

The old man shook his head and avoided it, and his figure gradually blurred, but the old voice was still clear: "Doll, I have grasped your kindness, but I can't leave." The old man said as he picked up the still sleeping silver fox and handed it to the boy, and continued: "A silver fox looking for a partner may be the only one in the world. Take it away."

At this time, the young man noticed that the silver fox in the old man's arms was not big, and he looked like a lazy kitten when he was asleep. But why did he take it away by himself? Before the young man asked, the old man spoke: "Some things are difficult to explain clearly. It is my reason for me to leave. You have accepted the silver fox's heart, which is also an indisputable fact. Therefore, you have no choice but to take it away!"

Leaving unquestionable words, put the silver fox in the boy's arms, and the old man disappeared. The young man knew that the old man must be nearby, so he asked loudly: "Old man, what do you mean when you meet next time?"

"Do you still want to come to find me? Your doll is really interesting. What's your name?"

"My name is Wanqi Tianyin."

"Is it from Wanqi's tribe? Hahahahaha, it seems that I really have a fate with you. If you really want to know, just wait for the fox to wake up and ask yourself. I have been staying in the dark for too long, and it will be difficult for me to adapt to this light for a while. It seems that I will not be boring in the future, hahahahahaha..." The voice gradually drifted away and finally disappeared.

The boy knew that the old man had left. He came suddenly and went suddenly. He was really an old man with a strange personality. He could only wish him all the best in the future. The boy hugged the very light silver fox and walked into the light step by step, towards the exit of "existence". When he left "existence", everything disappeared.

But the boy's heart kept churning. At this moment, the silver fox's memory, the old man's lost memory, and many indistinguishable memories were merged into the boy's heart like the rushing river. Scenes of complex, trivial, and delicate flashed in front of the boy's eyes, as if they were telling something.

It became increasingly faded and disappeared. The boy felt that his body was getting stiffer, his eyelids became heavier, and his sleepiness was constantly gushing up. In this dreamlike place, with the silver fox, the boy fell asleep.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn, and the boy was lying steadily on the comfortable bed. Where is this? I should have fallen into the cold water river, but my heart was stabbed by a black tiger. Why, why are I still alive? Maybe the old man sent me back, where did the silver fox go? The boy felt a little dizzy and his body was still heavy and unable to move.

So, in this day of sunshine and light wind, the boy fell asleep again, continuing his dream journey, which was exactly:

The autumn wind is lingering, and the young people are resting.

Only the cold river water flows eastward without saying a word.
Chapter completed!
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