Late at night, after taking a bath, Zhang Hao stood in front of the window.n∈n∈,. The faint night wind blew with the refreshing fragrance of flowers. Under the reflection of the palace lanterns, you can see the forsythia, plum blossoms, and crabapple petals withered and blowing down on both sides of the road and in the garden. It was quite a bit cold.

Zhang Hao frowned and thought about the problem of his own Tao that Song Que told about. It was not just Tao, but how to recognize himself because of this problem made Zhang Hao a little worried and entangled. How can a person recognize himself even more and more speechless is that when he delved into these problems, some thoughts came up inexplicably.

For example, whether you are a good person, whether you are complacent, you are a little despicable, your achievements are completely cheating, what qualifications are there to talk about what pursuits, what qualifications are there to look down on the world from a high position, and what qualifications are there to enjoy the praise of the world's wisdom and martial arts safely

Zhang Hao didn't know why these thoughts came out. The problems he cared about and didn't care about in the past were squeezed out at the same time. Even Zhang Hao wanted to give up on what he didn't want to be ignorant, but these thoughts still did not dissipate.

Perhaps this is because after obtaining the time and space gate, he is arrogant for a short time, and his status and situation changes greatly. No matter how he adapts to the changes, he always feels unrealistic in his heart. When Song Que mentioned his own way and thought that cultivation and even life require a certain state of mind to control it, all this exploded. This is also related to Zhang Hao's cultivation level to a certain extent. Cultivation is not only physical evolution, but also spiritual and soul evolution.

"Your Majesty, what do you think after listening to the preaching of Zhennanhou, you are always absent-minded. In the past, you would have had a long chat with your sisters in the bath hall, but tonight is different. The same is true for the same reason as the concubines and concubines, and they always feel thoughtful. It seems that they have gained a lot from the preaching of Zhennanhou."

Cai Yan walked slowly, her long soft hair and undried water droplets. Her face was covered with a faint water vapor, white and red, and extremely delicate. After helping Zhang Hao put on his outer robe, he asked with concern.

"After listening to Song Guohou preaching, many thoughts were wandering around in his heart. He also thought of many things."

Zhang Hao lowered his head, looked at Cai Yan, and seemed to ask, "Many people said that I am wise and powerful, and many people are grateful for bringing them a good life and a better pursuit. Many people also secretly blamed and resented me, thinking that I am domineering and tyrannical nationalism."

Speaking of this, Zhang Hao paused. His fingers rubbed against Cai Yan's face and continued: "I don't care about these statements, and even if I blame me secretly, I don't care. Whether it is gratitude, admiration, or resentment, it means that my existence is something they cannot ignore.

And I have a clear conscience in many things. I feel that everything about Daqian is good and will get better and better. At least such Daqian is my ideal country. But there is a problem that bothers me, not because of the preacher of Song Guohou, but this idea always exists, but I have suppressed it in the past.

That is, if it weren't for me. If anyone had my conditions, I would probably have such achievements. I am just an ordinary person. Being able to master this empire and control many heroes is because of the fairy treasure because of the adventure. So what's the meaning of my existence?

In the past, I was just an ordinary person. Even though I had some ideals, I knew that it was just a dream. In fact, what I wanted was nothing but food and clothing, and I could support my parents, have a wife and a child. Now, the empires that span several worlds were all under my control, and no one dared to refuse to obey the orders.

I have done many acts of wise monarchs, tyrants, and foolish monarchs. Under my command, the army slaughtered countless lives and many lives disappeared. Under my wishes, there were more and more women in the palace. But I have never been satisfied. I have never really considered the ideas of those women, nor have I cared about your mood.

I don’t know when I will be satisfied, and I don’t know what is my pursuit of the Emperor of Heaven, to descend to earth, to revive the world, and to master the heavens and all worlds. I seem to be passively moving forward, which seems to be a passive responsibility to accept. I don’t know if that is what I really think.

I am not a good person. Whether it is the various education I received on the earth when I was a child or the education I have done today, what I do seems to violate a lot of moral justice."

In one breath, he exuded the problems he was struggling in his heart. When facing Cai Yan, Zhang Hao was always relaxed. This graceful and generous woman was always gentle and tolerant like water, not fighting or seeking, and sometimes even lacked a sense of existence, but she had a very high status in Zhang Hao's heart.

After telling these entanglements, Zhang Hao felt a little relieved and mocked himself for being inexplicably pretentious.

After a warm heart in his arms, Cai Yan hugged him and hugged Zhang Hao's back with his arms tightly. After a while, Cai Yan raised his little face and looked at Zhang Hao, his eyes full of admiration and tenderness, and his voice was as warm and soft as the morning light. "Your Majesty can think of these questions, which shows that Your Majesty is wise and wise."

After saying that, she let go of Zhang Hao slightly, walked towards the inner room with him, and in the lounge, she asked Zhang Hao to sit on the sofa. She made tea with her own hands, and then helped Zhang Hao pack a cigarette pipe, handed it to him, and then helped him ignite it, Cai Yan continued,

"I remember His Majesty talked to us about our future descendants before. You said that you would not set up a special position of prince. All children will not be distinguished from legitimate and illegitimate children, so that they can choose their future lives according to their own wishes. You will provide them with worry-free resources for their whole life.

If you are determined to make achievements, then start with these resources and work hard to create yourself. You also said that the education of your children should make them self-reliant and self-reliant. Let them clearly understand that being born in the royal family is already a great blessing and advantage over ordinary people. But a good background does not mean that the achievements must be great, and you still need your own efforts after all.

God is not fair. Not to mention his background, even his personal talent is like this. But these are not inevitable factors that determine the future.”

Zhang Hao had already understood what Cai Yan meant now, holding the white jade cigarette pouch, shook his head with a wry smile, "Zhao Ji, this is different, you should know. The advantages brought by Xianbao are unparalleled."

"No, Your Majesty, you are too modest. No matter how powerful the fairy treasure is, it is just an auxiliary. Think about it, if your mind is not calm enough and you don't know how to keep the secret after you get the treasure, you would have made wedding dresses for others long ago. This is one of them, and then. When you come to Kaiyuan World, the fairy treasure will not ensure your safety at that time.

It is your own credit for making friends with Lord Huang and being able to convince Lord Tian. Even if you understand the form and talent in advance, the reality and imagination are different. Your ability to do it has already shown that you are good. You should know that many times, treasures may not necessarily bring help, but may also cause disasters.

Even though there are some lucky factors in this, ability is still indispensable. And luck is part of ability."

Cai Yan's voice rarely fluctuates, and her words were full of firmness. At this point, she paused, her cheeks flushed, and her voice lowered,

"When Your Majesty pursued me, although my father showed his optimism for you, he did not force me. And you also know that I am not the kind of person who is greedy for power and wealth. But I am still moved by you, which also shows your excellence and ability. Zhao Ji is not ignorant of people.

Your Majesty, you are too humble. You always push the credit to others and external things. The systems and regulations for doing big work and the selection of talents for doing big work are all your efforts. This is not what Xianbao can provide, nor is it entirely the credit of Lord Tian and others.

You have said that the empire of Dakan is formed according to your wishes, and we can know how much your abilities are reflected in it.

People like Lord Tian, ​​Lord Huang, General Zhao and others are loyal to you and let your advice. Do you think this is because you have the immortal treasure and you are the reincarnation of the Emperor of Heaven. If you don’t have the demeanor of a king, will they work so hard and be loyal to you?

As soon as the Emperor of Heaven disperses the gods, you can't be sure that you are confused, and I can't argue. If you don't say that the fairy treasure will definitely fall into your hands. Just say that many people with good backgrounds are not as good as those of ordinary people, and say that some people who have received adventures but are seized by others. Don't you understand all these things?"

Cai Yan's various comforts seemed to wipe away the fog in Zhang Hao's mind, making him wake up a lot. He was indeed a little self-deprecating. Even if the time and space sect fall on him, even his achievements are lucky. The big karma has already existed, and the big karma's subjects can still be false.

The previous entanglements really feel like a mediocre person is disturbing. Assuming that this kind of thing is just like the regrets of the past, it is useless not to say anything, but apart from warning yourself, there is no need to bother you.

Looking at Cai Yan, whose cheeks were flushed because of those almost confessed words, Zhang Hao held her hand. Yes, being able to favor Cai Yan and being able to integrate into a big deal with the time and space gate has already demonstrated his ability.

Perhaps others can do better than themselves in the mastery of the time and space gate, but this idea has no meaning. Luck is also a ability. Time is also a fortune and fate.

The inexplicable inferiority dissipated, Emperor Zhang even felt that he was the destiny of heaven. It can be seen that women's encouragement and praise were extraordinary for men. Is this considered that there are always one or several beautiful women behind successful men?

"As for the good or bad things and moral issues of people, you don't have to worry about them. No sages and immortals can do it. If there are sages, they must be faked. Even the world is not in our eyes, otherwise why will natural disasters occur? The so-called good or bad is right or wrong, it depends on the personal position.

From my perspective, everything is right for Your Majesty. In the eyes of the enemy, it is all wrong for Your Majesty to do more right."

Cai Yan told the story with a bright light in his deep and quiet eyes. This talented woman has never been a person who studies hard. The more books she read, the more she becomes more insightful about the world. It is like seeing the truth, and the rest is easy to pick. To be continued.

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