Chapter 91 Ling Xue
When Yang Rui heard the female doctor say hello, he already felt that his voice was a little familiar, but he didn't know anyone here, thinking that it might be the one who greeted Bei Zhen when he went out with Bei Zhen during the day, and he didn't care too much. When the female doctor said the second sentence, his ears felt familiar again.
This made him very curious, why was he so interested in the voice of a stranger? How could he think this voice was familiar? But it didn't seem like a sound I had just heard. Out of curiosity, he had already sat up and stared at the curtain.
The female doctor lifted the curtain and showed her head without waiting for her to come in, which made Yang Rui stunned. It was not because the doctor was too beautiful, nor because he looked too scary, but because he knew someone, a woman who had a very close relationship with him!
Yang Rui never expected that Ling Xue, who had not been informed for more than half a year, would meet her here!
To be honest, Yang Rui has never looked for Ling Xue. It’s not that he doesn’t want it, nor that he doesn’t have time, nor that the woman who gets started doesn’t care anymore. It’s because Ling Xue left too suddenly, so he didn’t have any clues to come to look for it.
The time to spend with Ling Xue is really calculated is not much, because one has to go to school and the other has to go to work, and there is not much intersection. Unlike Liu Jia, Bei Zhen and others, Tang Yuling and Yuan Yan. Therefore, during those few months, Yang Rui usually takes time to visit Ling Xue when he goes home. When he goes in June, Ling Xue has left without saying goodbye and left a letter.
Yang Rui felt disappointed about Ling Xue's departure, and even regretted that he had learned too little about her personal situation when he was with Ling Xue. So much so that she left, and there was no place to ask about her. Perhaps there was one, Ling Xue's former same-sex girlfriend, Su Yufang, who was someone Yang Rui didn't want to see. Ling Xue also said that she had separated from her, so of course she wouldn't go to ask about Su Yufang.
At that time, Yang Rui could only tell himself optimistically that his fate with Ling Xue came from three coincidences and two hardships. In the vast crowd, this was already a very low chance. Therefore, he believed that he still had a deep fate with Ling Xue, and believed that one day, he would meet her again somewhere in China.
Seeing Ling Xue now makes him really feel "a coincidence". He never thought that she would come to a small town in the west, and even became a neighbor with Bei Zhen. But after thinking for a while, he felt that she would live here, which is normal, because neither Yang Rui nor Su Yufang would come here, and would think that she would find her here. So, it is normal for her to avoid the people she knew and choose such a remote little place.
Hearing the female doctor, he couldn't help calling out his name. Yang Rui didn't doubt it anymore, yes! This is Ling Xue, just Ling Xue, who didn't know the news and could only rely on fate to wait silently! ~
Yang Rui quickly slipped off the kang, immediately came to Ling Xue, and grabbed her shoulder with both hands.
"Axue...it's really you! I'm not dreaming, right?"
Seeing Yang Rui appear here, she was even more shocked to Ling Xue than Yang Rui. She just heard that it was Bei Zhen’s god brother. Although she knew that Bei Zhen was from the same school as Yang Rui, she also knew that they were many different classes, so how could she know that Bei Zhen’s god brother was Yang Rui!
"I...you recognize the wrong person..." When Yang Rui was caught, Ling Xue had already woken up, shook her body for a moment, and said reluctantly: "I don't know who A Xue you are talking about..."
Yang Rui naturally didn't believe this. He was excited and hugged Ling Xue and said happily: "Sister Xue! Needless to say, I know it's you. In the past six months, I have always believed that I will meet again. Sure enough, we happened to meet each other by chance, which shows that we have a deep fate, and it's useless if you don't admit it!"
Ling Xue struggled for a while and whispered: "Hey! Please respect yourself. I am a doctor. If you do this, I will call you. I will tell Teacher Bei!"
Hearing her tone seriously, Yang Rui was stunned for a moment, let her go, then sat on the kang, spread her hands, and smiled: "Okay, I have nothing... I just was too excited and happy to see you... Why did you come here?"
Ling Xue lowered her head, came to his side, opened the medicine box, and whispered in a hurry: "Teacher Bei said your hand was injured, so let me deal with it for you. Please show me your injury."
Although Yang Rui felt uncomfortable with her polite tone, he still didn't care about the surprise of the meeting. He cooperated and stretched out his hands and said with a smile: "Haha, I didn't expect that when we met again, I still asked you to bandage the wound for me. Do you remember when we met for the third time? At that time, you bandage the wound for me."
Ling Xue lowered her head to check his wounds and did not say anything. She first took out the tools and carefully helped him clean up the mud and sand deep in his fingernails.
Yang Rui grinned, not screaming, but was still talking to her: "Xue, you opened a clinic here? Not bad. He used to be a nurse, but now he is a doctor."
"Are you okay with your life here? You should be very uncomfortable?"
"Sister Bei said you took the child..."
When he saw Ling Xue, Yang Rui was surprised to break away, but now he gradually calmed down and considered more. Seeing that she refused to recognize him, he refused to speak to her and said unwilling to speak to her. He also began to analyze rationally in his heart, and when talking about "child", he suddenly felt that he was quite sensitive.
Ling Xue still didn't say anything, as if she was concentrating on helping Yang Rui clean the mud and sand inside her nails, but her hands were trembling slightly.
"Is the kid...our own?"
After hesitating for a while, Yang Rui still asked this question. From Ling Xue's attitude, he could know that she didn't want to say it, but judging from all the situations, he felt that this was very likely.
First of all, before Ling Xue had a relationship with him. She was just with Su Yufang, so women could not get pregnant. Secondly, the first time they had a relationship, and it was already one year since now, and women were usually nine months pregnant. I knew that Ling Xue left in June, and the last time I saw Ling Xue was at the end of April, and I couldn’t see it at more than three months at that time. But now I should have given birth to a child for about three months.
After asking the question, Yang Rui's heartbeats quickly. He himself was very conflicted about whether Ling Xue would answer and what the answer was. Since he wanted to hear the affirmative answer  ̄ ̄I believe that no man wants to hear it. The woman was pregnant with another man's child during her dating period; he was a little afraid of hearing the affirmative answer  ̄ ̄He is only twenty-one years old now. Marriage is a topic that is too early, let alone having children? This is a little heavy. ~
The question has been asked like this. Ling Xue can't be silent anymore. If she pretends not to hear it, it will be too obvious. So, after Yang Rui finished asking, she responded in an unhappy voice: "You are very rude! I have a husband, if it's not for Teacher Bei's sake... Humph! If you talk nonsense again out of teasing, I will go back and tell Teacher Bei immediately!"
When she heard her say she had a husband, Yang Rui's body trembled. He didn't hear it and wanted to hear it but was afraid of it. Although he thought it was unlikely that her words would be true, he was still very upset. Could it be that she didn't want to recognize me because she had a husband? Didn't she go far away to a strange place, but was married to someone who went on a blind date in her hometown?
Ling Xue's emotions made her move a little bigger. In addition, Yang Rui's body trembled, and the small tweezers in her hand inserted into Yang Rui's nails. The nails that had been almost cleaned were bleeding a little. This made her heart tremble, and when she looked at Yang Rui secretly, he seemed to be unconscious, which made Ling Xue's mood very complicated.
"That's right..." Yang Rui reluctantly smiled, "Congratulations, boy, girl? You must be as beautiful as you, right? What's your name?"
Although he felt uncomfortable, he himself understood that there was no agreement between him and Ling Xue, and she was not his girlfriend. Although he became his woman, his first woman and her first man. But he had never given any promises or guarantees to others. Being together is more like warmth that each other needs, rather than dating. So even if she really gets married and has children, she can only bless her with a smile.
Ling Xue secretly paid attention to Yang Rui's expression. When she heard what he asked, tears rolled in her eyes, but she still held back and said stiffly: "I don't know you, so I don't need to tell you."
Yang Rui didn't say anything else. He used to believe that fate could make everyone reunite and make everyone closer. But now, the situation has become very different.
He secretly comforted himself in his heart. No matter what, he knew that Axue lived here, and he could come to visit her in the future.
Although Ling Xue's attitude was cold and she was still unwilling to admit that she was Ling Xue, seeing her helping her clean her wounds and applying medicine, Yang Rui still seemed to see Ling Xue who helped her apply medicine a year ago.
He spoke again, but this time he did not ask about Ling Xue's situation again. He just narrated lightly, narrating his experiences and changes over the past six months.
After Yang Rui finished speaking roughly, Ling Xue had already treated his wound and bandaged it. Then she whispered: "The injury is not serious. The bandage is just to prevent you from hurting at night. You can remove it by yourself tomorrow and then apply some potion."
After saying that, she packed up her things, put them in the medicine box, and quickly walked out of the inner room.
"Xue... can I go see you?" Yang Rui didn't chase him out, but just asked the outside world, and he knew she could hear it.
Ling Xue outside still didn't answer and opened the door soon and went out. ~
In just a short while, Yang Rui seemed to have worked harder than today's day's journey, as if he had tried his best. He let himself fall on the bed, and he thought hard about why.
The joy of meeting did not last for a few minutes, but brought greater distress. Instead of doing this, it would be better not to meet. At least you can give yourself a beautiful space for fantasy and expectation, but now you have to face reality.
Ling Xue should really live next to her. Bei Zhen came back shortly after she went back. She came later just now, probably helping Bei Zhen see her sprained foot.
"How is it? Let's look at your hands!" The first thing Bei Zhen did when he came back was to look at Yang Rui's hand.
Yang Rui heard the sound of her opening the door. He had already packed up his emotions. This was his love debt and could not implicate Bei Zhen in a good mood. He smiled and said, "The doctor has already removed all the mud and stains inside and bandaged them. Look, it seems to be wrapped in a rice dumpling. I just want to fight tonight but can't do it anymore."
Bei Zhen smiled and took his hand, marveling: "Huh? Is this a human hand? This is clearly a savage!"
Although he had already warned himself to clean up and not think of Ling Xue in front of Bei Zhen, Yang Rui still couldn't help asking about Ling Xue's affairs.
"Are you really watching the child? What a big child, leave for a while. Do you want you to watch?" Yang Rui pretended to be careless and asked about Ling Xuedi's situation.
"You talk about Sister Ling's child?" Bei Zhen laughed, "You kid... don't think about it. Although he is a handsome guy, he is only three months old and he is still a baby with breastfeeding!"
A handsome little guy, three months old baby!
These two news made Yang Rui feel excited. Three months passed, just in line with the time he and Ling Xue were together. He felt that it was very likely that this was his own child.
Son? Haha, I have a son who is a father? Although I haven't confirmed it yet, Yang Rui feels very strange, and it seems not as heavy or as stressful as I thought just now.
"Haha, then you have to be more careful! If...Doctor Ling is not here, wouldn't he want to have breastfeed?" Yang Rui was afraid of revealing his purpose, so he quickly joked according to his usual personality. However, when he talked about Ling Xue, he almost said the word "Xue," and then changed it to "Doctor Ling," when he spoke.
"Do you think other people's children are as lustful as you?" Bei Zhen patted him, took off his clothes on the kang, pulled the quilt and prepared to go to bed.
Yang Rui helped pull the quilt and continued to pretend to ask unintentionally: "Since you are only three months old, why aren't anyone else watching it? Is her husband, mother-in-law or something not there?"
"Okay, you're injured now. Let me do these rough work, sister." Bei Zhen smiled and took over all the rough work that was pulling the quilt, so that Yang Rui could take off his clothes by himself.
"Speaking of this, Sister Ling Xue is quite strong. She is not a local. She has worked in Shenchuan before and came a few months before me. When she came here, she was pregnant for several months, and the guy who was in trouble was not with her. She was alone. She was not easy for her to be a woman from another place. She set up a small clinic, which was mainly for diagnosis, but she couldn't sell medicines. In addition, she was poor here and her income was very small."
While pulling two quilts and taking off clothes, Bei Zhen introduced Ling Xue's situation.
"Because they are all from other places, she is also very familiar with other volunteers. When I came, her belly was already very big, and she was still alone. She and I were both women in other places and stayed in Fukagawa for a long time. So we both soon got to know each other. Later, I saw that she was too inconvenient, so I hired a nanny for her and took care of her until the end of her confinement. Haha, it was because of this that people would run to my house so late to help you see your injuries."
Yang Rui listened carefully to her words and heard Bei Zhen say that Ling Xue was alone when she was six or seven months old. He felt so sad and had the urge to shed tears, but now he could only bear it.
"Oh, her boyfriend is really unqualified..." Yang Rui criticized himself with a scolding criticism.
"No? It's not easy for her to be an outsider and an unmarried mother. But I heard from her that it's not her boyfriend, and even her boyfriend doesn't know about her pregnancy. She has long discovered that she was unanimous pregnancy, which she was willing to give birth to." Women's gossip about family matters is the best and most passionate person, and the computer hacker, Mr. Bei Zhen, is no exception.
Yang Rui smiled bitterly and murmured: "Why don't you tell her boyfriend?"
Bei Zhen didn't hear that he was talking to himself, thinking that he was asking her, and continued, "You don't understand this. When a woman loves someone very much, she is unwilling to put pressure on him! Sister Ling said that she and his boyfriend are not suitable in terms of age, identity, etc. She felt that her boyfriend should be able to be with a girl younger and more beautiful than her, and she would only drag down his development. Therefore, she cherishes the time she spent with her boyfriend and is willing to do everything she has given for him.
It was as if she found out that she was pregnant. She didn't want to use this to keep her boyfriend. Instead, she walked away quietly and went to a place where her boyfriend couldn't find, and silently blessed him. Alas... it was just that she sacrificed like this, and she didn't know if it was worth it. She was in return for raising a child alone."
After listening to Bei Zhen's words, although it was not very complete, Yang Rui could already know the general idea. Ling Xue's departure was because she found out that she was pregnant and it was inconvenient. She didn't want him to be responsible and couldn't bear to take the child off, so she walked away alone. Her refusal to admit today, saying that she had a husband, that is, she wanted to make Yang Rui give up, and not want to be with her because of the child, Yang Rui felt guilty!
What else can you feel dissatisfied with if you have such a woman? Yang Rui's previous discomfort and distress had long been wiped out, and he could only feel ashamed and grateful to Ling Xue.
"Since her clinic is not profitable, why don't you open it in a big city?" Yang Rui asked, thinking in his heart.
Bei Zhen glanced at him and turned off the lights. "Clinics in big cities make money, but for a single woman, it is even more difficult to gain a foothold. Her clinic here is the same as my training. It is unlicensed. It is only because the residents nearby are cheaper than hospitals to see a doctor. Do you think it is so easy?"
"If you want to help her, I have a way." Yang Rui was ashamed. He clearly wanted to help, but he had to use Bei Zhen's name.
"How to help?"
"Don't I have an investment company? There are already a lot of funds, but there are not enough projects to invest in. In my country, medical care and education are industries that do not have bargaining prices. Look at Shenchuan, let alone the so-called public institutions, which have actually been contracted by private enterprises, are rich, and those private institutions of private capital, which are much cheaper than large hospitals.
Because I am not an expert, I have never considered it before. If Dr. Ling understands and is willing, my company can cooperate with her and invest in a hospital that she can manage. Uh... the scale can start from a little smaller. Although I am a shareholder, I can guarantee that I will definitely make more money than she does here." When Yang Rui spoke, he did not dare to show his fox tail, so he deliberately showed a little capitalist greed.
Bei Zhen laughed, "Oh! We Yang Rui have indeed grown up. When you come to a cheap place, you can find business opportunities. You are bold and careful. She is also my good friend here. As long as you all have the benefits, no matter who has more benefits, I will be happy to see it. OK, I will find an opportunity to tell her!"
Chapter completed!