Chapter 147 Good Day Circus(2/2)
"Lona, let's go." Gu He still didn't want to watch it anymore. Although these abnormal shows were new and strange to him, they had no fun.
He doesn't like this kind of deformed idea. The longer he stays, the more he sees, the more he feels discomfort and a little uncomfortable.
Lorna said nothing, and took Gu He hurriedly along the remaining route and exited the deformed tent from the exit.
"They have their own stories." Outside the tent, she said: "A good day circus is not the kind of slave circus. The big piece of meat doesn't force anyone, they choose to be like this. No matter why, they choose to show this kind of deformity, do you understand?"
Gu He suddenly fell silent and looked at her. Not long ago, she seemed to be a deformed person.
Lorna seemed to want to say something to him...
"Lorna, I don't quite understand." He said frankly, "this is the case with these deformed people, street dogs, and so is you. I can understand a little, but I don't fully understand. You can tell me what's going on."
Lorna blinked her light green eyes, but walked away without saying a word.
She walked to other stalls and tents, played ordinary games such as doll clipping machines, swinging circles, guessing magic, etc. Sometimes she won prizes, sometimes she walked empty-handed.
From the moment I arrived at the circus on a good day, Lorna remembered the scene of going to the central amusement park of Bone Blood Area when she was a child:
Colorful carousels, peculiar haha mirrors, exciting shooting games, those cheers and screams mixed with many smells, those cheap but cute furry dolls, she remembers that there are a few macaques throwing balls, they throw them very angry and want to hit the owner, causing tourists to laugh.
At night, the lighting illuminates the smiling faces of parents and everyone, the fancy tents, and the sweetness of candy, and the lingering mood are all intertwined and integrated to form a hazy but unforgettable memory picture.
Her father, Rodon Lude, once asked her: "Lorna, do you still want to go to the amusement park?"
"I want to!" She said without hesitation. At that time, she could stay in the orchestra every day.
"But the amusement park will soon be gone, and there are a bunch of bad guys to tear it down." Rotton Lude said, "You said, should we drive them away and keep our amusement park?"
"It's time, I'm going to go too!" Lorna walked on the street like this. She didn't know so much at that time.
She only knew that whoever wanted to tear down the amusement park would be the bad guy, the bad guy she and everyone wanted to drive away.
Now, these memories and moods are like the broken paper ribbons in the amusement park, constantly being blown away by the wind.
When she was a child, she jumped and jumped, trying hard to catch it, but she was still blown away.
Every day after that, Lorna Lude wanted to catch it, but the shredded paper ribbons on the ground were still decreasing. One day, she would completely disappear, leaving her alone in the dilapidated amusement park, looking around, but she could no longer find anything familiar.
This amusement park is just a ruin that exists in memory.
But this remains is the source of her childhood happiness and the tone of her personality.
It was also a chain that made her unable to wander, so she was tied to the amusement park.
"Gu He, whoever wants to tear down these wilderness tribes and circuses will be the bad guys, I will drive them away."
On the road next to a doll clip machine, Lorna suddenly stopped and said something, allowing the people passing by to avoid walking. She turned to look at Gu He, "But this is just my thoughts. I know, I'll force you."
Gu He couldn't help but remain silent. Looking at her eyes, she was not like the usual Lorna, and she was silent.
"Tell me what you think." He said, "I'm not a mind-reader. If you say it, I will understand."
Neither psychologists nor cowherds are mind-reading people. People always deify psychologists, as if they read a few books, learned some professional knowledge, and read some patients, and then opened their eyes. Unfortunately, this is not the case.
"Do you have an amusement park in your heart?" Lorna glanced at the hustle and bustle around her. "It's something that you'll have to protect even if you try your best. If someone dares to touch it, no matter who the other party is, they will fight to the other party to the death."
She paused, "A street dog wants to live a good life, but it's not about yourself, it's about an amusement park that you can't let go. Turning yourself into a deformed person is just trying not to be yourself in this way and wanting to escape.
"But I found that I couldn't get out. The amusement park is myself, I'm just that."
She looked up at the sky, her eyes fixed on her face and didn't look at him, "Gu He, I just want... you can enter this amusement park, so we can play together, but... we are probably not the same type of people."
"Let's go." Lorna walked forward, "I was reckless before, and I'll take you back to Shouhui Street."
Gu He watched her walk away in the crowd, his mood turbulent, and he couldn't help but sigh.
It seems... Indeed, Lindsay hasn't messed up yet, that can only survive until now...
Each of them probably did not have a moment of reckless impulse.
The amusement park in his heart is not in this world, but in this world, can another one be rebuilt?
Although this new amusement park has a thriller theme section.
Maybe, maybe.
"Lona." Gu He chased after her and said something to her for a long time. "I have someone asking me to tell you that you are so cute. If you want to live happily, then the bone and blood movement will be a victory. I think so too."
Lorna stopped immediately, turned to look at Gu He, with expressionless face and slightly glaring at her eyes.
"We are in the same paradise now." Gu He pulled her away, "Let's go find some delicious food."
"You..." Lorna was even more suspicious, and she wanted to speak but stopped.
However, after all, she didn't say anything about taking him back, but there was a little light in her eyes.
Gu He suddenly noticed that in the list of sharers on the console in his mind, "Shareman: Lorna" seemed to have changed a little. He looked at it and found that it was intimacy and trust, which really prompted that it was improving. I don't know if it was enough.
But his mood at this moment was nothing to do, he just wanted to play with gunshots and dolls with this friend.
The two walked around the circus camp and gradually recovered their laughter. They went to the Strange Man Show stage to pull Sakai Hanaichi to play together. Soon after, they walked into the Deformed Man tent again.
Lorna laughed loudly, and Gu He also admired Miss Sakai's shocked look.
Chapter completed!