Chapter 103: Heart Impact(1/2)
Chapter 103 Mind Crash
As I pondered, my spirit also fell into a dilemma and was immersed in a difficult state of choice. Brother Jun and others had already made it clear. They did not openly say that I was Mr. Wang, and that I founded Jiutianyiyuan. However, from their reply, it was clear that I was the founder of Jiutianyiyuan.
Because Jiutian Group has little to do with it, they did not mention it. However, Zhong Xin lives here and they live here, which is enough to show the concern between the two. If there is no concern, Zhong Xin can arrange them here, and Zhong Xin himself will not live here. First of all, safety is threatened. Will the chairman of a company like Zhong Xin who controls the world live with a group of strangers casually? It is indeed impossible, but in fact, everyone not only lives here, but also lives for many years.
I admitted without hesitation that they had a clear idea of it, but everyone didn't want to make me embarrassed before I said it myself. For me, this is very important and gave me room to consider.
Now, they have been waiting for my reply and decision, but, can I? Who knows what happens in the future? Once they embark on the road of fighting for hegemony, will they still be as close as they are now? I can certainly think that no, if Dajia and others have no feelings for me, it is impossible. Because of this, they support me without hesitation and make my prestige supreme in the eyes of everyone. If they are not good friends, would they make a choice without hesitation? Of course, it is impossible. In the face of life and death, everyone thinks of themselves first, and they have given up the choice of life and death.
Brother Jun and others would also choose to support me without hesitation and give up their life. Once they face a dead end, they would push me away without hesitation and step on themselves.
At that time, I was so sad and lonely. I was carrying the supreme prestige alone, meditated alone, and there was no one who talked about the loneliness and loneliness in private, and no one shared their joys, anger, sorrow, and happiness. Did I just live my life like this?
It was almost dawn, and I was still thinking, Brother Jun and others were still looking at me, waiting for my decision, but the unusual atmosphere kept circling in everyone's heart.
Brother Qiang looked at the night that was about to go. He knew that I was struggling in my heart now, and this time should be the time for him to come forward. He said softly: "Bing, is it really that difficult? A night of time is not enough for you to consider, and you can't let you make a decision?"
I took a deep breath and said, "Yes, I...it's really hard to decide!"
Brother Qiang was still looking at the night without turning back and whispering: "The darkness is about to pass, and then dawn is dawn. Time passes so fast, but ice, think about whether it is darkness or dawn, the earth will continue to operate as usual, nor will it stop because of the arrival of darkness, or accelerate its rotation because of the arrival of dawn. Everything is positioned on his orbit as usual. According to this rule, there are changes in the four seasons, spring, summer, autumn and winter, and people are the same. No matter how difficult the environment is, they still have to survive. People who live in a comfortable environment also have to experience birth, old age, sickness and death. This is also the rule, do you understand?"
I was speechless. Brother Qiang did not force me to make a decision, but he pointed out their ideas with mercy without mercy, and told me that people should do what they want to do according to their own ideas when they live, and they have decided to do so.
Brother Jun looked at me speechless and said softly: "Bing, you don't need to make things difficult for you. If there is anything we brothers share the responsibility, the rest are just secondary. The sincere emotions in our hearts will never change. I don't know what the obstacles in your heart are, but it's very important. Is it not good for us brothers to face them together?"
Brother Jun, if you knew you would lose my younger brother, would you still say that? Are you willing to lose my younger brother? I don’t think about it, but once you decide to embark on this road, then... I am really scared. If I could think of a comprehensive solution, it would be great that I would neither have to lose my brother nor affect the overall situation. However, now I have no way to have the best of both worlds.
Liang Chengdao: "Dozens of us have been orphans since childhood and live at the lowest level of society. We only change after meeting you. Over the years, we have lived a carefree life, and we are dedicated to scientific and technological knowledge. Everyone has a knowledge that others cannot understand. They have a wish in their hearts, that is, to wait for you to come back, and believe that you will come back. Then everyone follows you on a road of entrepreneurship. No matter how difficult and dangerous the road is, they will follow you without hesitation. It is not to repay your kindness, but to believe you and believe that you will lead you to a road of entrepreneurship. Therefore, over the years, everyone has been learning and looking forward to, Bing, now that you are back, you see how happy everyone is."
My inner world was shocked again. It turned out that they believed me like this, believed that I could lead everyone to break a path, but after embarking on this path, can they still believe me like this? Of course, can they still become my friends? But it will be difficult in the heart on the surface, just like Dajia and the others, when I left in the end, I was stingy and couldn't even say a sound of ice.
It was already dawn, and we all took a deep breath, knowing that it was the decisive time.
Brother Qiang said: "Don't let everyone down, don't let everyone watch you face the path of life and death alone, don't let everyone live and wait. If you believe in fate, maybe this is the cause of fate. Let everyone get together to face everything and challenge everything!"
I sighed. Brother Qiang said this was the fact. If they didn't agree to them, they would still wait and feel the same pain. If this were the case, it would be better to let me bear all the pain. I smiled bitterly: "This decision is too difficult, you... maybe you will understand it in the future."
The three of them were thinking about how to face everything, how could they understand my mood? They couldn't know what I was thinking for the time being. When they heard my tone was a little loose, they showed a hint of joy on their faces.
Brother Qiang stretched out his powerful palm and said, "Come on, let us brothers face everything together, no matter how difficult the future road is."
Brother Jun and Liang Cheng also put their right hand on Brother Qiang's palm without hesitation, and waited to lead me to stretch out their right hand!
I felt so hard inside. Looking at the eager eyes of several people, I sighed inwardly, knowing that it was inevitable, I stretched out my right hand with a wry smile, holding the four hands tightly together, and I decided in my heart to come up with a solution to this problem.
The four of them were all warm and smiled, and the four hearts were tightly connected.
I don’t know when the knock on the door sounded, and then Xiaoru rushed in with excitement on his face. Seeing our appearance, he said in confusion: “Brother Xiao, what are you doing? Didn’t you rest overnight?”
The four of us smiled and let go of our tightly held hands, everything was silent. The tacit understanding between brothers was shown without hesitation, and I felt a little sad inside. How long can the love between brothers last? Perhaps, as Brother Jun and others embarked on the road of my mission, as I promised them, it means that they will lose them, and that this emotion will not last long.
I shook, eliminated the distracting thoughts in my mind, looked at Xiaoru and said, "Little sister, we are chatting, and we haven't had a rest all night. You are just coming out."
Xiaoru pretended to have a cute smile and said, "Wow, you are so awesome. What are you talking about? Why didn't you ask me to chat with me?"
Obviously Xiaoru was also curious about what we were talking about, but how could we tell the innocent Xiaoru? When she could take these responsibilities, I didn’t want to lose this sister. She smiled and said, “It’s nothing, everyone just talks casually.”
Xiaoru said suspiciously: "Talk casually, is this really the case?"
Obviously, Xiaoru's difficulty was seen, so Brother Jun said, "Why did the little princess get up so early? I don't think it's a good thing."
Sure enough, Xiaoru's attention was drawn away, and Xiaoru's cute nose frowned and said, "What's the morning? It's like people sleeping in every day... I don't look like some people."
Xiaoru looked at Brother Jun, obviously taking revenge on Brother Jun. Brother Jun and others knew Xiaoru's personality. Over the years, everyone loved Xiaoru very much. Xiaoru became the princess in this big family. With my parents' love, it was really a windy and rainy. Fortunately, although Xiaoru was tricky, she was also a sensible and cute girl and would not do rude things, so everyone liked her more.
Of course, sometimes it is very tricky and difficult to deal with, just like now, Brother Jun said helplessly: "Yes, I am very lazy, I sleep hard every day... and I don't care about hygiene and don't know how to respect people..."
We couldn't help laughing, and Xiaoru couldn't help laughing, "Okay, okay, you're so wronged, it seems like I was forcing you to say it. Because of your good attitude of actively admitting your mistakes, I won't care about you this time."
Brother Jun laughed and said, "For such a good thing, I really have to thank Princess Xiaoru. Why did the little princess come here? It's not just to see if we get up."
After Brother Jun’s reminder, Xiaoru remembered something and looked at me and said, “Uh, Brother Xiao, what are you doing today? Are you okay to do it?”
Brother Jun and others looked at me and smiled, their smiles mysteriously, as if I was in trouble.
I was puzzled and smiled and said, "Yes, I haven't decided what to do yet. Do you have any good suggestions?"
Xiaoru suddenly jumped up and smiled and said, "Brother Xiao, it's so great. I want to go shopping today. You haven't been shopping with me for a long time."
No wonder Brother Jun and others laughed so mysteriously. It turned out that they knew what Xiaoru was thinking for a long time. I forgot Xiaoru's personality, but I also felt that I should relax and accompany them, and go shopping.
Xiaoru was afraid that I would not agree, so he added, "You lied to me before leaving and said that you would not leave again, you would make compensation."
Xiao Ru's personality is still so clever, and her extortion method is still the same. She smiled and said, "Okay, I will compensate for the losses by shopping."
Xiaoru looked at Jun Ge and others proudly and said, "Look at how good Xiao Xiao brother, you guys are like you guys, they just slipped away when they hear shopping... By the way, Xiao Xiao brother, I want to call Sister Ying, can I?"
I was shocked and hesitated in my heart. Xiang Ying...How do you face the meeting now? Moreover, Xiang Ying may not come, so I couldn't help but say, "This..."
Xiaoru said anxiously: "Brother Xiao, I really want Sister Ying to go with me, and I want to surprise her, saying that Xiao Xiao can cure her headaches. Is it okay? Xiao Xiao brother?"
I was confused and Xiaoru was very happy. She rushed out of the door while laughing, and said with a smile: "I will call Sister Ying immediately to ask her to come over. Sister Ying must be very happy when she hears it."
I was silent, looking at Xiaoru's departure back without saying a word, and shouting in my heart, Xiang Ying, can I really not avoid you? Do we really have to live in pain?
Brother Jun and others noticed that my expression was wrong. Brother Qiang asked with concern: "Bing, are you okay? Or is it uncomfortable there?"
Can I be fine? Can the torture in my heart be comfortable? However, I can't tell them all this. I shook my head and smiled bitterly: "I'm fine, it's fine."
Brother Jun and others looked at each other, and saw that I had something to do but were unwilling to say it, so they stopped asking. Then we walked out of the room to welcome the fresh air in the morning light!
In the Tsinghua girls’ dormitory area.
Xiang Ying continued to recall the scene of that day, and it was still very clear, just like it happened yesterday, vividly remembering. At that time, she clearly remembered how big the shock the cute little girl was. Of course, it was not the shock the little girl herself brought to her, but what shocked her was that the ring on the girl's finger almost made her faint when she saw the ring.
This ring is exactly the same as the one I gave her. She remembers that when I talked about the origin of the ring and necklace, she claimed that she was picked up. At that time, she didn't care, just cared about the beauty of the ring and the style of the necklace. However, as she grew older, she gradually guessed that this precious thing could be picked up at will?
Moreover, she had never seen the same ring and necklace. In her father's words, it was not made by machines or by hand. Now, she finally saw that it was exactly the same as her own ring. Was it accidental? Or was it related to me? She wanted to know the secret of it with excitement.
But how could she learn the secret from this cute little girl? She hesitated and said bluntly that such things could not be told to others at all. It was a big concern of her and a sad past. However, the little girl and the ring on her finger attracted her deeply, attracted her soul, and made her feel uneasy. That night she remembered very clearly that she had insomnia. This kind of insomnia was not the first time she had happened in the years she had passed. However, it shocked her the most that night. She remembered that she did not have the courage to walk towards the little girl that day, and the torture that night made her decide that she had to find a way to understand her inner doubts from the girl, otherwise she would fall into insomnia every day and not wait to understand the situation. Perhaps, that day the disease would take everything from her, including her life.
With this feeling, she paid attention to the little bit of this cute little girl, but she didn't know how to get to know this girl. When she was wandering and uneasy, things happened that day, her headache broke out again. She was in great pain and she couldn't help holding a tree on campus, resisting the torture of the splitting headache in cold sweat.
Just as she was in pain, a girl's words came from her ears with concern and anxiety. She vaguely looked up and saw a little girl looking at her with concern on her face. She was very happy because this girl was the cute little girl she didn't know how to get close to during this period.
She knew that the little girl came to help when she saw her pain. She was such a kind-hearted girl. She was so concerned about a stranger. She shook her head with difficulty and said that she was fine and would be fine in a while.
From then on, this became friends with this cute little girl, and he also knew that this cute little girl had a beautiful name Wang Xiaoru, and she also liked this innocent, kind-hearted and cute little girl, and became inseparable sisters with Xiaoru.
However, she still didn't have the courage to ask about the ring. Once, the little girl stroked the ring and showed a confused look, as well as longing and sorrow. Her heart was inexplicably shocked, but she also knew that the opportunity had come.
Xiang Ying remembered clearly that she asked intentionally or unintentionally: "Xiaoru, your ring is very beautiful. I have never seen it in the market outside!"
What Xiang Ying said is true. She has the same one, but not on the market. She also wants to ask Xiaoru the origin of the ring on her finger. However, she didn't ask, but she just praised the good looks of the ring with great skill.
The little girl who was immersed in sorrow suddenly put away her confused expression and told her proudly: "This is given to me by my little brother, and of course Sister Ying won't see her outside."
Little brother? Xiang Ying was puzzled by this special title, but Xiao Ru must have called a brother like this. Moreover, the ring on her finger is from this little brother. How could Xiao Ru's little brother have such a strange ring? Could it be that he was also picked up? He couldn't help but be stunned and said, "Little brother? Little brother..."
Xiaoru didn't think so much. Many people would look confused when they heard her talking about Xiaoxiao brother, just like Sister Ying. So Xiaoru explained proudly: "Xiaoxiao brother is the youngest among my brothers, so I called him Xiaoxiao brother. Xiaoxiao brother is the most capable. He gave me a lot of things I like. Among my brothers, the things he gave me are the best, and I also like the most."
She didn't know how excited she was in her heart at that time, so she held back her excitement and asked, "Xiaoru, how could your little brother have such a rare ring?"
Xiaoru's expression was unexpectedly stunned and said, "Is it very rare? Why don't I know? And my little brother has more. He not only gave it to me, but also to my parents, but also to many brothers. Some of them are just different in color. Oh, by the way, my mother and I have the same color as my son, and the same color as my brothers."
Xiang Ying was stunned. How could there be so many rings pointing out the same family now? Did I really pick it up? Or I am the little brother Xiaoru mentioned, but at the same time I was puzzled. From Xiaoru's words, she heard that there were many brothers, and they all loved Xiaoru very much. How could there be so many brothers? She asked in confusion: "Xiaoru, do you have many brothers?"
Xiaoru laughed and said, "Of course, I'll do it. Brother Qiang, Brother Jun, Brother Xiao, Brother Liang, and Brother Liang... Oh, no, no, many of them are all friends of Brother Xiao, who treat me very well, and they are all older than me. Only one sister loves me younger than me, and calls me sister, otherwise I'll be the youngest. I'm so angry. Next time I ask Brother Xiao to find a few younger brothers and sisters. I want to be my sister, and I don't want to be my sister."
Xiang Ying finally knew why there were so many brothers from Xiaoru's words. It turned out that they were not born to the same parents. Moreover, she also heard that the key person was Xiaoru's little brother. Perhaps everything could be untied from this little brother. At that time, she did not expect that Xiaoru's little brother was me, and she had no association, because Xiaoru knew that Xiaoru was a kind and caring person, who had taken in many orphans, and gave them the strange ring without hesitation. Such a person would not be able to do it by someone of my age, but she still asked: "Then have you found a few younger brothers and sisters for you?"
A dark cloud immediately appeared on Xiaoru's pretty face, and she shook her head and said, "No, I haven't seen Xiao Xiao brother for a long time. I miss Xiao Xiao brother very much. Everyone misses Xiao Xiao brother very much, but Xiao Xiao brother doesn't want us anymore..."
Xiang Ying looked at the tears on Xiaoru's face, wiped Xiaoru with affection, and comforted her: "You little brother likes you so much, why don't you want you? He must have something to do and will come to find you."
She comforted Xiaoru so much that she didn't even know what she was saying, because she didn't know why Xiaoru didn't see her little brother. She was so concerned about Xiaoru and others like him, so she wouldn't see her for no reason. Could something happened? At this time, she had forgotten to understand the ring and thought about how to comfort Xiaoru. She had already regarded Xiaoru as her sister.
But Xiaoru cried and said, "Brother Xiao hasn't come to see me for a long time. I asked my parents, they told me like Sister Ying, and I will come. However, I saw that my parents were also worried about my brother, but they just didn't want me to worry, so they lied to me."
Xiang Ying was shocked and said, "Don't you know where your little brother has also gone?"
Xiaoru said with tears in her eyes: "Yes, many of my brothers didn't ask me about my parents, but I know that they miss Xiao Xiao brother very much, and I also miss Xiao Xiao brother very much. He has been the best for me since he was a child and has followed me in everything. However, he always appears mysteriously and leaves mysteriously. He lied to me and said he would never leave me again. However, after I came back from school that time, I could never find Xiao Xiao brother again, and then, she never came back again..."
Xiaoru said that when she was sad, she could no longer say anything. The disappearance of the little brother had a great blow to her, and Xiang Ying was also very sad. For the sake of this cute little girl, this little brother was too cruel. Why did she ignore such a cute sister and never come back to see her?
She was also puzzled. Why did a person disappear if he couldn't say anything? Even his parents didn't know, and he couldn't help asking: "What is your little brother doing? Maybe we should start looking for him from this aspect."
Xiaoru shook his head and said, "I don't know what Xiaoxiao brother does, nor do my parents know. Xiaoxiao brother has never said it, nor has he heard of what he does. Besides, he is so young, he will do what he can do."
The little girl's analysis made Xiang Ying even more puzzled. The little brother in Xiaoru mentioned took in many orphans. After all, the expenses of these orphans were not a small amount. How could he support so many people without doing anything? Maybe the little girl himself didn't know it. This can also explain why he often appeared mysteriously in Xiaoru's eyes and then left mysteriously, but it was too far-sighted. This person aroused Xiang Ying's curiosity and couldn't help asking: "Then after your little brother left, how did your brothers live? Is your parents supporting them? Which industry are your parents in?"
Xiaoru said with a confused look: "I don't understand either. I was only ten years old when Xiaoxiao brother left. Not long after that, my father and mother brought me, Jun, Qiang, Hui, and Brother Liang and dozens of children to Beijing. Sister Zhong has been supporting us. When my parents were in their hometown, they worked as teachers in our village. Later, my little brother took in Brother Liang and the others and took us to Lanzhou City. Now my parents have nothing to do, and have been taking care of me, Aier and others."
The little girl finally passed the rain and put away her sadness. However, it brought more confusion to Xiang Ying, but she also made a little clue, that is, Xiaoru and the others used to live in their hometown, and later, they were taken to Lanzhou by his little brother. At the same time, Xiaoru and his brother came up with Brother Jun, Sister Hui, and Brother Qiang, whom Xiaoru mentioned, and then lived with Liang Cheng and others whom her little brother took in. At this time, the little brother Xiaoru said suddenly disappeared, and they continued to move to Beijing, living until now, and they were supported by a woman from the village bell.
Xiang Ying also thought that Sister Hui, Brother Qiang, Brother Jun and Xiaoru were both biological parents of parents, and Brother Liang, whom Xiaoru said, was taken in. If she guessed correctly, the woman named Zhong must have something to do with this little brother. Maybe she knows where the little brother was going, but if so, Xiaoru's parents would also think of this. The woman of the surname is also telling Xiaoru's parents, but from Xiaoru's description, Xiaoru's parents didn't know either.
What's going on? Xiang Ying asked herself, and she suddenly thought that I had said that when I came to Guangzhou with my brother, Xiaoru would be the brother I mentioned. She wanted to ask Xiaoru if there was an older brother named Wang Bing. If the answer was yes, then I might have something to do with Xiaoru. If not, the things she cares about had nothing to do with Xiaoru, it was just a chance in life. However, she didn't have the courage to ask this, just said: "How old is your sister Zhong? She can support so many of you."
She remembered that Xiaoru suddenly had a warning in her expression. She looked around and saw that no one around noticed them. Then she bit her ear and whispered: "Sister Ying, Sister Zhong is the chairman of Jiutian Group Company. She is very capable. She always asks me to call her little aunt, so I won't do it."
Xiang Ying was shocked. No wonder Xiaoru looked alert. Jiutian Group is now one of the best group companies in the world. No one doesn’t know Zhong Xin’s name. It’s a little bit that she supports dozens of people. I heard that she is the vice chairman. It doesn’t know who the chairman of Jiutian Group is, and it is also the most mysterious person in the world at present. Everyone has made many speculations in private and has had various speculations about this legendary figure, but there is no conclusion. Jiutian Group neither admits nor denies it, has a calm expression, and does not introduce the relevant situation of the chairman.
Xiang Ying guessed that Xiaoru's little brother would not be the chairman of Jiutian Group. She was shocked by her guess. If it was true, it could explain Xiaoru and the others' doubts.
To be continued...