[Chapter 876] I dare to love, do you dare (Part 1)

"If I want to leave Fengchang, why do you think it is?"

"Because I..." Liusu said resentfully: "You think I can't beat Murphy, so you want to leave Feng Chang before I lose to her..."

I smiled bitterly. This girl took care of me too much. "You might as well say directly, I'm afraid that I will change my mind to you when facing Murphy every day..."

"You are already very good," Liusu said in inferiority, "She has family background and ability, looks, body and temperament, and is better than me in every way. The only thing I can slander her before was her superior arrogance and indifference and the spoiled temper of a daughter. But after getting along with each other recently, I found that it was not the case at all. Except in the company, in front of us employees, she always holds a stinky face, which makes people feel arrogant and arrogant. However, her diligence and hard work in the office and her simplicity and casualness at home make me unable to admire her. I have nothing to do all day long and I feel tired after I get home from get off work, but do you know? In the office, I have never seen her idle. When everyone goes to lunch and have lunch, she is still lying on the table to process documents, but when she returns home, she washes clothes, cooks and cleans.

She takes care of it herself, and she doesn't even have a nanny. Although she lives in a big villa, her life is not luxurious at all. I have seen her wardrobe, except for uniforms. Logically speaking, with her identity, there are not many evening dresses in the cabinet, right? She doesn't even have casual clothes, and she doesn't have many pajamas. The bags and jewelry that girls like can't be found in her house. If there wasn't a dressing table in the house, you wouldn't believe it was a girl's room. I heard from her mother that her only luxury goods are the cosmetics on the dressing table, but they only bought them after falling in love with you. In addition, she never spends money randomly. Even the instant noodles in the kitchen are sold at low prices in supermarkets... This is not like a spoiled daughter? Don't say that you are a man, even a woman, I can't help falling in love with her..."

Murphy lives frugality, not without her prodigal mother Wu Xueqing, but more because of her personality. She is simple and works hard just to repay Mo Yizhi's expectations for her. All her ambitions are based on this.

After understanding these, who else can dislike such a simple person?

"Wouldn't it be nice to leave Feng Chang before I can't help but feel in love with her?"

"No!" Liusu's simply made her blush. Looking at me who was a little surprised, she said cowardly: "Before you like me, the thing I regret most in my life was to invite you to Fengchang for an interview. When you became a formal employee, you drank good wine, but I drank bitter wine, so you were drunk and I was drunk too... At that time, I was fantasizing every day that it would be great when we could quit together, so that you would not see Murphy, but I didn't know why,

After you said you like me, I don’t want you to resign. I saw Sister Xuan and Sister Yue quarrel just now, and I finally understood that I was afraid of losing. I knew that I was not as good as Murphy, or even Ziyuan, but I wanted to beat them. If you left Fengchang for me, I wouldn’t feel happy. I would feel shameful. There is nothing, it’s more unacceptable than if you think I can’t win them! There is nothing, it makes me feel more guilty than if I retreat without fighting like a deserter!"

While Liusu finished speaking, the taxi also stopped at the door of her community. The stubborn girl stared at my face, so firm. I paid the money to hand it to the driver in front of me, pulled her out of the car, stood under the street light, sighed a long time before saying softly: "No one is worse than anyone in love, and no one can win anyone. Maybe you think you are not as good as Feifei in some aspects, and I think so too, but in the same way, Feifei is not as good as you, but you haven't discovered it yourself... There is no reference for love, there are no flawless people in the world, everyone has advantages and defects, but how do you know that what I like must be her advantages, not yours.

The incompleteness of the above? Perhaps the incompleteness in your opinion is exactly what I like. I think your strengths are what I think? I know you always think that I like Feifei a little more, and even like Ziyuan a little more, because you have this kind of personality. I blindly believe in me but not yourself. I always keep reviewing myself and compare the strengths of others with my shortcomings... I like you like this, simple and kind. During the day, I say I can't forget it or let it go, because I don't know how to compare and choose. This is my fault. I like you because of our experience together, because we understand each other, and because of my inseparable feeling of you..."

"Where is Murphy," said Liusu, questioning me, "For me, can you give up your feelings for her?"

"able."

"Can you forget her?"

"I..." I didn't want to lie to Liusu anymore, and I knew that this could not deceive her at all, "No..."

"Then you want to leave Feng Chang and leave her, just escape!" Liusu was angry, actually for Murphy, "You are so unconfident in me? For me, you will hurt her and hurt the person you like?! Nannan, this is not like you! Chu Nan I know, Chu Nan, I like, is not like this!"

"I didn't want to hurt anyone! I didn't have confidence in you, I didn't have confidence in myself. I have said that this is not a question of who wins between you, but my own problem. Why don't you understand?"

"I understand, so you don't have to leave Feng Chang," Liusu said calmly and confidently: "Nan Nan, Murphy is like Sister Yue and Sister Chu. I don't want to see the tragedy like Sister Yue and Uncle Chu repeating on you and Murphy. I don't want to owe Murphy, nor do I want you to be like Uncle Chu. For me, I hide a feeling that I can't let go in my heart, and eventually everyone suffers... If I can't beat her, at least I will be convinced. I don't want to do that kind of thing that I have to worry about! I can't stand myself like that!"

As Murphy said, Liusu felt that she was the one who was robbed of love with her sword, so she never blamed me or Murphy, but kept blaming herself...

I had a lot of things in my stomach that I wanted to tell her that I was not worthy of myself like this, but I was afraid that after saying these words, I would not have the motivation to complete the things that I had made up my mind to accomplish, not only for Murphy, but also for Tassel.

"I handed over a letter of resignation. When I wanted to leave, I was indeed to escape. I was afraid that I would hurt you and Feifei in the end. I stayed for the time being for the third lady's cooperation plan. I said to make up for it and said I was worried. I was all beautifying myself and wanted to do something for her, just because I like her... But after staying... many things happened that I didn't expect, Miss Three, Min Rou, Xiao Zi... The original intention of my stay has not changed, but it is no longer so simple..." I fiddled with the hair in Liusu's ears and smiled: "I didn't say I want it."

Leave Fengchang, but if I leave one day, it won’t be because I think you can’t beat Feifei. You are you, she is her. I like you and she likes her, so you don’t need to make any changes. Moreover, from the moment I said I can’t forget or let go, I have not chosen your qualifications. I don’t want to hide it anymore, so I can’t expect anything. For me, your happiness is the only thing I can expect, whether I am still by your side, whether you are still by my side."

"Nan... Nannan, I don't seem to understand you," Liusu's pretty face turned pale, "You are not by our side... We are not by your side... What do you mean?"

"It's nothing special. It's just that you feel so inferior, I feel even more sorry for you," I pinched Liusu's face gently. "It was my fault from the beginning. I said I like you, but I couldn't let go of Murphy in my heart. I couldn't forget Xiao Zi, who was fickle. I loved each other and didn't know how to reject others. Then I had to be rejected, right?"

Liusu held my hand and let my hand press on her face tightly. "From the day I met you, I knew there was a girl in your heart, you were depressed by her, I know you were passionate, and I knew you were infatuated, but I just fell in love with you like this. It was not your fault for you to like Murphy, and it was my fault that you were hesitant today. If I had admitted my feelings earlier, if I had never encouraged you against my will before, and I had supported you to like Murphy..."

Liusu suddenly leaned over and kissed me deeply, and then whispered in my ear: "Murphy took me to the Mo Dong family, met Longshan and Mrs. Mo. I understand what she meant and knew her thoughts. I want to beat her, not to let you leave her, but just because I hate the unexplained sense of superiority when facing me, why always she gave in to me? Sooner or later, I want her to feel that it is me giving in to her, we all have the right to choose. I choose you, she chooses you, you choose me, or her, or the two of us, I can choose to give up, she can choose to give up, but you can choose not to let us give up, so that we can't give up... Nannan, I dare to love, do you dare?"

I dare to love, do you dare?

The tassel kissed my lips like a dragonfly, turned around and ran into the community, without looking back at me, leaving this sentence, leaving me as idle under the street light.

Touching Yu Xiang's remaining lips, I smiled bitterly.

I dare to love, do you dare?
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