【Chapter 1158】About the truth, the truth
"Why are you crying? Is it okay if I want to cry?" Dong Xiaoye was panicked when she saw me crying, and said angrily and anxiously: "It's obviously your fault, but why did I become bullying you?"
"No, I'm not crying, I'm too sleepy..." I quickly wiped off the crocodile tears from my face, then opened my mouth and hit Haci.
"real?"
"Really." As a man she trusts but can only hurt her, I have no right to feel sorry for her. I can't bear the hypocrisy, so I would rather be more cruel to myself and her, and give her the courage to leave me. With such thoughts in my heart, my acting skills are more realistic, as if tears were really caused by the lack of resistance to sleep.
Dong Xiaoye glared at me for a while. I thought she must have been angered by me this time and was about to have an attack. Unexpectedly, she blinked her eyes and said lightly: "If you are sleepy, go to bed. You have been having a lot of things, and you are worried every day. The quality of rest must not be much better. I was originally as thin as a wolf, but now I am so thin that I am as hungry as a wolf who can't eat. You are afraid that your parents will not tell them about these things. Yes, but when you see that you are thin, you can't hide what you should hide. It's not easy to let Yuanyuan take the blame and take the blame for torture you for torture you. Putting her aside, we must be seriously injured. Xiao Dongfang has already returned home. If Yuanyuan is tied back by your parents, it will be a problem for us to eat. I don't have the skills of both of them. Do you have it?"
I don't...but that's not the point!
Dong Xiaoye's reaction surprised me. It seemed that what we have been talking about or discussing is not emotional issues, taboos for brothers and sisters, but family issues, food, food, and salt. Although she occasionally complains or shows a little jealousy, she is far from being out of control. At first, I thought her calmness was an occupational disease, but my tears just now fell disobediently, and now I need to endure it so that the tear glands will not collapse. It proves that it is difficult for people to control their feelings, especially for people like Dong Xiaoye who are extremely obedient to feelings. Even if they have a strong ability to control their emotions, they cannot leak out at all, right?
This is so abnormal! Especially now, I deny that she is crying. Whether she believes or not, according to her usual temper, there is no reason not to be angry, let alone so considerate and caring for me! She is the type that even if she cares about you, she will never easily admit it.
I was about to continue to make her unhappy, but when I turned around and was about to enter the bathroom, she suddenly said, "Also, after Yuanyuan let me know, I really just doubted that the person she liked was you, but after I got home, I said the first sentence to you, and I was sure that the person she liked was you, and you never had only a simple brother-sister relationship with her, so... I was not bluffing you."
"The first sentence?" I remember that the first sentence Dong Xiaoye said to me after he returned home was...
A red glow flew across Dong Xiaoye's face and said coldly: "I said it? I believe you won't lie to me. Since I have this confidence, can I still use to bluff you to test you? If you just doubt it, I will ask you directly. I'm afraid you won't lie to me. Do you think I'm just talking about it? Chu Nan, you are a good person, but not a good person, and not a good man, so you take advantage of 'Men's not bad women', but you don't love women, but you won't understand why men don't love women if they don't love you. No woman who likes you is a fool. You are not deliberately good, you are bad, you are not deliberately bad, you are the reason why we like you. If you think we are stupid because of your nobleness, then you will lose."
"I don't think anyone of you is stupid, nor do I think I'm noble..."
"You just think you don't think so," Dong Xiaoye said: "You answered me with your conscience, what kind of woman do you think I am - a silly or an idiot?"
This sentence made me speechless. Whether it was a silly or an idiot, it proved that I still felt that she was stupid in my heart. But if it was not, I really couldn't understand why she liked me. Of course I knew that I was not noble, but if noble was their illusion of me and their expectations of me, it was the only lie I was willing to tell...
Dong Xiaoye said in a deep voice: "I tell you Chu Nan, Dong Xiaoye is not a very smart woman, but she must not be stupid enough to easily hand over her life to a man I have never seen through. So, let's save both of you. I am not a good woman, and you are not a good man. When I decided to be your woman, you were already a man with a woman. Then we are a couple. You are an adulterer and I am a slut, so don't talk about the word "noble". For the word insult, you don't stop me from pretending to be insults, but don't pretend to me. If you want to hear the words against your will, I tell you, I'm a bad person, so you can't get rid of me. If you want to hear the truth..."
Dong Xiaoye snorted, but did not mean to continue.
I couldn't accept her reason against her will and said, "I want to hear your truth."
"I really want to hear it?"
"I really want to hear it."
"Do you regret it after hearing it?"
"I only realized after hearing this and I won't regret it."
Dong Xiaoye pursed his lips and bit his lips. After all, he said, "The truth is, if you and his mother can really make up your mind to pretend to be noble and throw away women, you will throw them all away and leave me. I can't bear to leave them but I can't bear to leave me. I'm just him and mom won't accept it!"
"Ba"
With a loud bang, the bathroom door almost broke the door frame, as if the walls were shaking, the lights flashed, and the glass was almost shattered...
Dong Xiaoye still broke out, and it broke out so honestly and nonsensically, but this is the normal Dong Xiaoye. A woman who can simply be seen through with simplicity...
Looking at the door panel, listening to the sound of water inside, as if everything was back to normal, I deeply felt the feeling of "hilarious and crying". I really wanted to cry, and I really wanted to laugh. This complex and contradictory feeling was reflected in it. I just felt that my muscles were twisted together. I was afraid that even if I looked in the mirror, I couldn't recognize myself...
Is Dong Xiaoye’s words against his will really go against his will? How many truths are there? I don’t know. The only thing I know now is the first sentence she said to me after she got home - do you wash first, I will wash first? Or wash together...
Since she said this, she confirmed that the person Chu Yuan liked was me, and I was not just a brother-sister relationship with Chu Yuan. It was indeed not a random statement, but also the evidence was conclusive, because that was simply what I admitted myself...
Smartness was just mistaken for cleverness. I didn’t dare to answer her words at that time. In fact, I didn’t even tell myself:
If I think it's a joke, why don't I talk? It's not like me who is usually slick. More importantly, I care especially about other people's feelings and it's impossible to ignore her jokes, because that will make her feel boring or neglected...
If I think she is serious, I have no reason to ignore her. Not to mention that I have no determination to resist her temptation, she, a girl, gave up her reserve and took the initiative to take a shower together. I just worry about Chu Yuan being at home. If I don’t have the courage, I will definitely refuse and give her enough steps!
Why do I know she is not kidding? Why didn't I use Chu Yuan as an excuse to refuse to take a bath with her? Because I'm afraid, she's in a bad mood, I'm afraid that when I mention Chu Yuan, she will be angry...
My self-conscious reactions actually prove that I know that Sister Hu is thinking and doubting what she is thinking. I am afraid and avoiding it. Isn’t that true? Now that I think about it, Sister Hu doesn’t take the initiative to speak on the way back, just to let me feel her emotions 100% and create psychological pressure on me. Everything is just to lay the foundation for the first sentence after I get home...
I was guessing along the way whether she would ask me about Chu Yuan and me, but I didn't expect that from the moment she began to remain silent, she had already been "asking" me, and I didn't expect that she would associate this matter with irrelevant trivial matters such as who took a bath first, so I didn't know if I was told... If Zi Yuan deliberately took Chu Yuan's prank, the highest level of prank, then Dong Xiaoye's method of asking questions that had made me admit without opening her mouth is the highest level of interrogation.
My buddy used to underestimate the profession of a criminal policeman. Dong Xiaoye often said that if she didn't become a criminal policeman, it would be a waste of her talent. I think that if she didn't change her career in business, she would waste her talent. If this girl's potential was fully developed, she would probably be a business banshee who was no less than that of Mrs. Duanmu.
Maybe Dong Xiaoye herself didn't realize that she watched the "Three Kingdoms" every day, and Murphy was destroyed. For me, this was not surprising. What surprised me was that she was a spectator every time, and she didn't participate, but she was never involved...
Is this proof that she has seen through Liusu, Xiaozi and Murphy and the relationship between them?
Dong Xiaoye is very simple, so many things that seem complicated to others are very simple in her eyes.
What is complicated is not the matter, but the human heart - somehow, a sentence suddenly popped up in my mind, as if the sunlight that penetrated the dark clouds and dispelled the confusion and haze in my mind.
Chapter completed!