【Chapter 1138】Those stories (six)
"It would be great if Uncle Duanmu met you a few years later, so you wouldn't treat him as your brother."
Like Dong Xiaoye, Chu Yuan has completely turned to the latter between Mo Yiran and Mr. Duanmu. Although the former has passed away, it has solved the factors that Mrs. Duanmu cherishes the people in front of her, but more of them are probably still in conflict with Mo Yiran's old-fashioned, indecisive, unrestrained, and dare not take risks.
"Maybe I always say that I only have the feelings for him, my sister and brother, but it's just an excuse. No matter when I meet him, I'm afraid I will never fall in love with him..." Mrs. Duanmu seemed to have forgotten that the person who was talking about the relationship with her was just a minor high school girl. She rarely opened her heart and suppressed her secret in her heart for too long, and she had a momentum of breaking the dam.
"He is so good, why can't you love him?" Chu Yuan could not understand Mrs. Duanmu's answer, and was a little unhappy with her indifference.
Mrs. Duanmu sighed: "Real perfection is something that makes people afraid to see. I like it, because he is not perfect. He has shortcomings, whether it is life or career, he has his persistence, I have my stubbornness, even if the goals are the same, we will inevitably have differences and conflicts... People often say that feelings are noisy, probably this is the truth. Differences and contradictions are not all negative things, but a process, a process of sublimation of emotions. Every time a problem arises, it forces us to improve ourselves, change ourselves, understand each other, accommodate each other, and then gradually
Become the most important and indispensable role in the other person's life... I can't find this feeling in Duanmu, because no matter what I do, I can only play the role of a chaser and never achieve transcendence. We never need to accommodate each other, because it is always him who will accommodate me... Haha, with him, I am still the bird in that cage, protected and indulged. His excellence and tenderness will only make me feel confused about my life value. I can't feel that I am important to him and to anyone, so what is the meaning of my life?"
Chu Yuan, who is used to relying on, doesn't quite understand what Mrs. Duanmu said, but I feel deeply - for me, isn't Chu Yuan a very far-reaching role as close to perfect as Mr. Duanmu? She has been very outstanding since she was a child, constantly surpassing me at the same time. The speed of catching up makes me ashamed of myself, so I gave up on myself and no longer have any fantasies about her future better than her. I simply use a seemingly detached yearning for ordinary life to cover up my attitude towards life...
I have always been very strange. I, who have some small traditional concepts in my bones, are not actually a person who is so old-fashioned that he can stick to certain rules, as Xin Quji said. I didn’t understand it before, but now I am very sure, otherwise I wouldn’t risk losing my head to believe and help the murderer Xu Heng who challenged the rules. After all, isn’t it because of my willfulness? The same is true in terms of feelings. I like Liusu, Murphy, Xiao Zi, Tiger Sister, Dongfang, and Xiao Yaojing. Even though I am at a loss in form, I have never been confused... Only Chu Yuan, the closest to me, makes me feel the farthest. When she snuggles in my arms like now, I will be inexplicably satisfied and inexplicably panic. In this extreme contradiction, I have lost my judgment of my feelings. I don’t know whether I like her, whether men like women, or my brother’s concern for my sister’s strange love...
After hearing Mrs. Duanmu's words, I seemed to finally understand that it was both a man and a woman's relationship, and it was also a brother-sister relationship. This was never a problem that really bothered me. I like this stinky girl who has liked me since I was a child and has paid too much for it. I even disdain to use blood ties as evidence that we can have feelings other than brother and sister, because I know that even if we really have blood ties, I can't dislike her. This was the case in the past, and now it is even more so.
When I was full of misunderstandings about Chu Yuan and the relationship was incompatible, I fell in love with Murphy at first sight, which was the most powerful evidence. As an atheist, I certainly don’t believe that fate is a ball of thread in the hands of a matchmaker. The occurrence of emotions must have a scientific and rational explanation. I like Murphy now, so I know that when I knew nothing about her, it was not the real her. There was only one reason that made me feel overwhelmed: she and Chu Yuan were so similar. At the first glance, I seemed to see Chu Yuan when I grew up. It was simply an explosion after the emotional transfer...
What really bothers me is actually the inferiority complex similar to Mr. Duanmu's feelings of inferiority complex. When I started to no longer look forward to the future, I already recognized the distance between me and Chu Yuan, and then divided myself and her into two worlds without authorization, and regarded it as the object of looking up to me from now on. I am satisfied because she is so outstanding and I am afraid because I do not have confidence to become her support. I cannot be better than her. My constraints will kill her future possibilities...
"Uncle Duanmu is so pitiful, Aunt Wu is so bad," Chu Yuan pouted and suddenly said, "It turns out that Sister Mo and Sister Liusu are robbing my brother because it is hereditary."
The stinky girl's pretty face is cold, but her big eyes are flashing, which is very content. The subtext seems to be: Mo Yiran married Wu Xueqing, how miserable it will be? Did you see it? Murphy and Wu Xueqing are the same kind of people. Do you still dare to get close to her?
The stinky girl's acting skills are still not in a hurry. Although she expressed anger and warning, she also revealed her cunning like a fox... This is a provocation and discord to take advantage of the situation.
"She and her mother should not be the same type of person..." Sister Hu has a good relationship with Liusu, so she doesn't usually avoid talking to Liusu. She is not that close to Murphy, but unlike Zi Yuan, she is not hostile to Murphy. Perhaps because of the same illness, Murphy also intends to win her over to balance her disadvantage of fighting against two in the office. This is probably the reason why the jealous girl has long suspected that Sister Hu and I have an ambiguous relationship but never point it out or warns. Sister Hu is taken care of by Murphy in the company, so after hearing Chu Yuan say this, she deliberately talks for Murphy, "Wu Xueqing is Mo Yiran's money, what does Murphy want? The young master who pursues her, picks out any one of them, they are taller, richer and handsome than your brother, right?"
Mrs. Duanmu also smiled and said, "As long as people pursue what they like, as long as they are not illegal, they cannot be wrong. Don't say that your brother has not married Xiao Cheng yet. Even if he gets married, will Fei'er have no right to like him?"
Chu Yuan was speechless - if this was wrong, then she was making a mistake at this moment.
"You are wrong, too," Mrs. Duanmu said to Sister Hu: "With Wu Xueqing's capital, if she just wants to marry into a wealthy family and become a rich wife, it is not difficult at all. She doesn't know the tall, rich and handsome young master. I know it. It's not easy to fly to the branch to be a phoenix? I will introduce two things to her - if it is so simple to deal with her threat, why don't I do it? Haha, don't look at her now, youth is not against time, it's normal. In addition, she has been undisciplined in life in recent years and has ruined herself. When she was young, she was beautiful and a great beauty. It's not an exaggeration to praise her for being beautiful. Even I think she and Yiran are both talented and beautiful, and they are indescribable. Otherwise, Mo Yizhi, who is given priority to everything, can agree to their marriage? Hum..."
Mrs. Duanmu sneered twice, and the cold light in her eyes was overflowing, making people shudder. Then she heard her cry, "He didn't agree with Yiran's kindness to me at the beginning, but he was afraid to offend me and didn't dare to say it out loud. Wu Xueqing stretched out a kick from her. I think the one who was most happy in my heart was Mo Cruel."
"Dong Mo agrees with Senior Mo and Wu Xueqing?" Could it be that the sun rose from the west and set in the east? Now Lao Mo and Wu Xueqing are very bitter and hateful, and they will be so shady when they mention her...
The cold air in Mrs. Duanmu's eyes had spread to her face, like a thick layer of frost, and her voice was filled with cold air. "If he had opposed it, his parents would not have forced Yiran to marry Wu Xueqing. Not only did that bastard not speak for me, I'm afraid he'd talk badly to his parents. If killing people is not illegal, he will be the first one I'd want to kill. Knowing him is the biggest disaster in my life!"
If Mrs. Duanmu didn't say it, I really couldn't imagine that this woman who talked and laughed with Mo Yizhi at a high-level meeting would hate him so much. I have to sigh that Mrs. Duanmu's cleverness is really profound...
Seeing my expression like this, Madam Duanmu realized her loss of composure and looked at Chu Yuan in shock with apologies, and said with a hint of red cheeks: "Don't mention him, when I think of him, I have forgotten all the Buddhist books I have done in the past few years."
I still couldn't help but be curious and asked, "Why don't he want Senior Mo and you..."
Mrs. Duanmu flattened her mouth and replied that I was broken, "I think I'm short."
"What?",
"What?!"
"No way?"
The expressions of the three of us must be very interesting, because the reason is really nonsense.
【ps: Uh, it’s not convenient to sit after the operation, it’s a bit difficult to write, everyone understands...]
Chapter completed!