Chapter 72 Fu Lintao's Change
Fu Lintao leaned on the pillow in a daze.
Looking back on my father’s struggle over the years, it was indeed quite difficult. From the beginning, the owner of a hardware store, to the contracting of projects by himself, and finally working as a famous construction businessman.
It is difficult for outsiders to know the hardships of starting from scratch.
Many times, I am walking on thin ice, trembling, dealing with gangsters, dealing with officials who will never fill my appetite, and dealing with local snakes. It is bright on the surface, but the pressure I bear in secret is unknown.
If someone else has his face, you can't continue your business. It's much easier to destroy than to build.
So, I feel disgusted with some things, but I have to do them.
Just as he thought about it, Fu Lintao's nose felt sore and he almost shed tears.
Although I still hate what my father did, I can understand it a little bit. It is normal for people to be in the world and to bend their backs for their family and for five dou of rice.
But what has he done over the years? He clearly has an excellent environment to study, be motivated, and work hard. Although his father is very strict, it is also for the whole family.
He can clearly get rid of his current living environment and jump to a more fair and promising environment.
And he himself, for some reason, seemed to have gained and lost his heart...
I would rather be locked in Xisouli and smell the Hong Kong feet of others than go home.
He was so upset when he saw his father.
Now that I think of what I did, it's really... a bit unreasonable!
After Fu Lintao's core memory was modified, the source of motivation to hate his father disappeared in an instant!
This made him very confused and regretful, not knowing the meaning of what he had done in the past.
With such regret, I suddenly fell on the bed and could no longer... get up!
...
Confused and regretful.
If you lose the meaning of life, you will be lonely and empty except for being at a loss.
Fu Lintao's confusion lasted for a whole week.
He was like a fool, getting up on time every morning, doing handicrafts, spending the whole day in a daze, and going to bed on time at night.
He was not a taciturn person, and his relationship with other prisoners was pretty good. However, during these seven days, he almost didn't say a word!
When I calmed down, I started to be stunned and stared at the ceiling without moving.
When others call him, they will agree to "Oh", but they will soon fall silent.
Although Zhou Yi was a little sure of it, there were still great changes in the final result...
During the past few days of sleep, Fu Lintao's spiritual world has been in a closed state. Even if he uses a dream ring, he will not get any response. The statements of "big brother", "beef", and "Lin Hongxue" have all lost their effect.
The emergence of this abnormal situation made Zhou Yi very nervous.
Even Wang Zhengfa, who was observing quietly, was very nervous.
"Xiao Zhou, can you succeed? Why is this person... like a fool?" Wang Zhengfa swallowed, "Are you mentally retarded?"
"It should be fine. Can't he speak? He hasn't become stupid completely, don't worry." Zhou Yi said.
"After observing for a while, it takes a certain amount of time to repair the spiritual world. Just like the self-repair of the human body after the operation, you can't be in a hurry. He himself still has a self-awareness, but he has been a little silent these days. Let's just wait and see what changes."
"Okay, wait a little longer... wait a little longer." Wang Zhengfa was a little anxious when he was waiting.
...
It was not until the eighth day that Fu Lintao's eyes gradually regained their spirits, and they began to speak normally, and would smile at others and chat.
Zhou Yi quickly interviewed him, just through chat.
"Fu Lintao, good afternoon, how are you doing these few days? Nothing happened, right?"
"Big, big brother?!" When Fu Lintao heard this voice, he blurted out habitually.
For some reason, when he saw Zhou Yi, he subconsciously felt that the other party was a trustworthy brother... As for why, he couldn't say that, because it was very reliable anyway.
"I see you were taciturn a few days ago. What happened?" Zhou Yi asked casually.
"Just figured out some problems, it's not an important thing."
Before the extremely high subconscious trust, Fu Lintao replied honestly, "I think about what I did before carefully now, and I feel like I am like a fool."
"What's wrong, can you tell me carefully?"
"I used to be blindly resentful to my father for a irrelevant little thing, and over time it seemed like I had a heart disease."
"But I have gradually figured it out these days. No matter what, he is my father, and he has created living conditions for me. I have no reason to resent him."
Zhou Yi smiled, but secretly clenched his fists tightly.
Sure enough... it worked!
The tower stealing was successful at one time.
I'm simply witty!
Fu Lintao sighed: "I always feel that I was too naive in the past, like a child who had not grown up, always thinking about going to the outside world, seeking loyalty in the world, and advocating the personal heroes in the novel... But now, I always feel that what I did in the past is meaningless."
"A heroes in the world, if you have to eat, drink, defecate and rob? What should the heroes in the world do if they don't have money? Go steal or rob? The novel will not clearly describe these. Alas."
"Can you be considered a hero in the world when you steal and rob?"
"So, I figured it out in a moment, it's strange..." Fu Lintao rubbed his temples and shook his head: "It seemed like he suddenly realized. A big stone in his heart was put down like this."
Zhou Yi said: "So you are very relaxed now?"
“It’s really relaxed.”
After a moment of silence, he said again: "My father is a very social person. To put it bluntly, he is to be competing for power and gaining high ground. I used to hate him very much, thinking that he is just a person who is inferior to others. If the whole world is like him, society will not be able to develop."
"As for now, I still don't think my father's actions are correct, I can only understand them. That's it, alas."
Zhou Yi said: "So, what will you do after you are released from prison? You can be released from prison in another month, and you can go home for the New Year... What about the former friends? What are you going to do?"
Chapter completed!