Chapter 7: Jealousy and Love Letter (This chapter is free)

"What did you say to Wu Xiaoman today?"

As soon as I got home from school, my cousin Zhang Fuhong couldn't wait to ask me.

"Didn't say anything?" I replied lazily, "What? Is there any problem?"

This kid made me say nothing. He was timid and did not dare to confess to Wu Xiaoman. Now he seems to be jealous of me, poor child!

"Then what do you two say about baby or not? What did you two say at that time? Did you make her angry?" Cousin Zhang Fuhong continued to ask me, and muttered, "What do you and her have in common?"

What? Why don’t Xiaoman and I have no common topics? I’m just poor in my studies? I’ve already started with my spiritual enlightenment, my memory has become very good, and my poor in my studies is just the present. When I heard my cousin’s muttering, I was a little angry.

"What does Xiaoman and I have to do with you? Do I need to report it to you? Do she and I have a common topic? You can't control it." I threw down this sentence and ignored my cousin's anger.

My cousin looked surprised that I could hear his muttering so little. Hehe, for me, as a monk, I can't even hear such a sound, then I'm really sorry for my little flag. Seeing my cousin calling Xiaoman so affectionately, I was so angry that I gasped.

My cousin threw down his schoolbag, pointed at me and asked loudly, "You, can you deserve her by yours?"

This kid is so good at studying, I really doubt his IQ, how could he speak like that?

If I say what I hate the most, it is to see others pointing at my nose and talking. Even if he is my cousin, I frowned and said to my cousin coldly: "What are you? I am your brother. It depends on your attitude. Also, don't point your finger at me."

"What are you arguing? It's all the things that your brothers can't say!" Aunt San came in and saw my cousin and I, and pulled my cousin into his own room. She felt that Aunt San looked at me a little disgusted. My anger just now disappeared suddenly, and I'll endure it!

I know that my relationship with my cousin will definitely have a cold war for a few weeks, and I will save myself peace. Isn’t it just a nerd?

That night, no matter how Aunt San called her cousin during dinner, this kid just didn't come out to eat. In fact, I had heard him crying quietly in his room. Poor child! I wondered if I should help this guy chase Xiaoman, but I thought about it and let it go and do my bird business.

When I returned to my room, I took out my schoolbag and prepared to give Zhang Yu a talisman to find an exquisite piece of letter paper and wrap it in it.

In the past, I helped the burly Cao Kui classmate in the same class write many love letters to female classmates, and almost every girl has one, hehe! This time I plan to write anonymously to the haggard student Zhang Yu, and also sandwich the carefully selected three talismans inside.

Find a piece of letter paper and I started writing:

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“Dear Xiaoyu:

First of all, please allow me to call you this, a classmate who has been secretly following you for more than 300 days.

Please forgive me for any abruptness!

I am very glad to have been able to say how many times I want to say but haven't said during this period.

I think I really fall in love with you, Xiaoyu, don’t be surprised, please continue watching.

In every lonely night I spent alone, I tossed and turned, my mind was filled with your beautiful shadows. How many times, I wanted to call you just to ask, but I never took action. Now, I finally have the courage to face your verdict.

How I hope to be by your side every day, guarding the peace and tranquility.

Whether you see you in the class or in a dream at 2 o'clock in the middle of the night... you are so beautiful, but your face is always so pale, and you look more like a wounded angel.

All words cannot express my inner desire. Every time I look at your fragile shoulders, every time I hear your anxious cough, my heart will tremble. There is always a faint sorrow between your eyebrows, and sorrow calls on my heart to care for you.

Knowing you made me feel that my mission is extremely real, and I feel that I shouldn’t be wandering anymore. I think I’m doing something instead.

During the summer vacation, I occasionally passed by the Sanqing Temple in my hometown. I heard from the old people that there was an old god living inside. People always make wishes and ask for talismans here, which was very effective. I walked in without hesitation.

Maybe you would laugh at me, but at that time, I just wanted to ask you for some peace signs. I just hope, I just hope you can be safe, healthy and happy. This is my greatest wish.

I prayed for a whole day in front of the Sanqing statue. On this day, I felt that my heart was full of happiness. For you, what is the time of day? If you can make you healthy, what's the harm in asking for ten or one hundred years?

Having written this, I don’t want to tell who I am. In fact, it doesn’t matter. Xiaoyu, let them take my silent wait for you instead of me. This... is enough for me.

I think you, a kind person, will definitely carry the talisman with you, because you are Xiaoyu, because that talisman is my heart, and the three talismans are three lives. The old god in the Three Pure Land said, we have three lives of love...

That's it, dear Xiaoyu. God knows how much I love you. Take good care of yourself. Remember, I love you more than anything else in my life.

The evening of September 12, 1998

Love you silently

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Chapter completed!