Chapter 77: What you think is what you want
Chapter 77: Whatever you think is
The world is filled with mist, all things become mellow, men and women are intercourse, and all things are transformed into—
Xiaoman has been thinking about me since she transferred from her second year of high school?
Walking on the street, I thought as I walked...
I remember when I was at the same deskmate Xiaoman before, she was very cold to me. How could it be?
I was also wondering what kind of girl I like?
Is it a girl with a unique personality like Xiaoman?
Or is it a quiet and fresh girl like Zhang Yu?
Or a fashionable girl like Zhou Yun?
And that mature woman like Lu Yanling who is far away from abroad?
Sweat! Why did I remember Teacher Lu Yanling at this moment, Wuliang Tianzun!
"hehe……!"
I smiled. Since I practiced Taoism, my heart for Taoism has been increasing. I have never thought about these problems carefully. It is not that I deliberately wanted to practice Taoism alone forever. Everything is natural, and doing what I want is true.
Just talking about Zhang Yu, I can clearly feel her affection for me and her natural intimacy.
Plants and trees also have feelings, let alone people. Even if I practice Taoism, then what if I do? I am still an individual. The seven emotions and six desires are just a small matter compared to my heart of Taoism, not a decisive emotion.
I remember Zhang Sanfeng's "Rootless Trees" said: The rootless tree is clear and the flowers are from ancient times to the present. The fireworks house, the body of wine is wine, and the body is constantly meat and fish, and it will not commit adultery. The fortune of adultery is lost, and the wine and meat penetrate the intestines in the heart. Open the door and say to you, there is no wine and no flower.
This is the attitude of the practitioner towards one thing of love. If sentient beings come to seed, the cause and effect will still be born. I think that those who practice the practitioner regard the attitude of love as objects lies in the measure, and if they use it improperly, they will be biased. Although it is not good to be ruthless, they do not talk about being tempted, and everything is as good as they like.
Every time I think of Zhang Yu, I will inadvertently remember the words I wrote when I gave her the peace of mind: Three-life love represents three-life love. When I think of this sentence, there will be subtle ripples in my heart. What I remember most about Zhang Yu was the night at the turn of the century. At that time, she closed her eyes and she burst into tears and looked at the brilliant fireworks with her heart. At that moment, she had quietly left a mark in my heart.
I smiled slightly, and suddenly missed her very much. I missed her feeling in my arms. Forget it, I disappeared for about three months. How are she?
Xiaoman said she missed me, but Zhou Yun said she would not give up on me. When did I attract girls so much?
I looked around and saw that the occasional beauty on the street didn’t pay attention to me, haha!
Shaking my head, I put all this behind me, let it go, I put my hands in my pockets and continued to walk slowly.
The traffic on the street gathered rhythmically, scattered and crisscrossed, and the people walking around me hurriedly only cared about their feet.
I seem to see all this, and I am not impatient in my heart. I quietly watch and listen to everything outside, my mind is free and free.
All living beings!
People are rushing and chasing outside every day, but every minute and every second of time seems to be difficult for them to belong to themselves. Perhaps only when they are calm and their spirits are restrained can they belong to their original true self and obtain the true nature of life.
Thinking of this, I suddenly realized that among the people I knew, only Zhang Yu, she looked natural and quiet at all times, and she was always so free and real.
This is perhaps what I admire most about Zhang Yu.
I kept walking around like this, and it was only after three o'clock in the afternoon that I took the bus back to our school.
There are many people in the capital, many cars, and there are many buses. The buses are crowded. I heard that there are many thieves when there are many people in the bus. I paid a little attention and didn’t notice any one, haha!
I used to read newspapers occasionally, and there was news on it that it was said that harassment was frequent on the bus. I paid attention to it again, but found that there were not many beautiful girls taking the bus. The bus was shaking around and shaking around, and it took me a quick and slow time to arrive at our school for more than three hours.
When I was riding the bus for these three hours, I saw the scenery outside the window, neither tired nor impatient, and it seemed as if I was calm when I was meditating. Seeing people clamoring up and down, my heart was calm.
In the car, I heard dialects from several places across the country. For some reason, I suddenly remembered a sentence from Zhen Shiyin in "Dream of Red Mansions": You just finished singing and I came on stage, which is ridiculous. Instead, I believe that other places are hometowns, and in the end, they are all wedding clothes for others.
Alas! I went to see my cousin, but I didn’t expect to meet Xiaoman. Haha, when I returned to my place of residence, I sorted out my mood and began to think about what to teach him if my cousin came tonight.
In fact, it is not ruthless that I don’t take action to help my cousin. I can’t always help these relatives to deal with these things. If possible, I can rest assured to make my cousin stronger.
To some extent, practicing Taoism and foundation building are actually somewhat similar.
Although I cannot teach my relatives to practice Taoism, the strange martial arts secrets in the memory of Lao Dao Chongxuan can be practiced by everyone. I am completely sure that my cousin can achieve the same skills as Lao Dao Huazi that day in a few months.
I wonder where my second brother cut people and ran to!
I suddenly remembered the divination technique I learned from Grandma Yang in the 94-zhang. On a whim, I took a handful of rice from the kitchen and put it on the coffee table in the living room, then cleaned my hands and concentrated my mind.
The first time, I picked up three white rice grains, and the second time I picked up two rice grains. I looked at the alarm clock on the wall. It was nineteen:10, huh! It was Xu time.
The divination method taught by Grandma Yang is also recorded in the first half of "Tianji Dan Medical". This is a method of judging the five elements of space using rice grains. It involves the study of the Eight Trigrams and Changes, which is very complicated.
I calculated silently according to the method taught by Grandma Yang for a while, and I was shocked and found the hexagram that my second brother was suffering from blood disaster in the north.
My brows frowned immediately. Why is my second brother in the north? There is a bloody disaster?
This is the first practical divination in my life in Taoism, and it is to divine where my relatives are going.
At this time, I hope my divination results are not effective.
But in the dark, I believe that my divination method is completely correct. My hard work suddenly surged and my heart was beating wildly. Could this be my response to my relatives as a practitioner?
"Second brother, don't have anything to do?" I murmured to myself and stood up.
"Ding bell...ring!" Suddenly, the access control ring sounded, and I pressed the button and asked, "Who?"
"Brother, open the door quickly. I am Fuhong and your second brother."
Cousin and my second brother?
How did they get together?
Why did I appear when I think of my second brother?
I opened the access control downstairs... I was surprised, but I relaxed. My second brother actually came to the capital, which was fine.
But suddenly I felt that my second brother's arrival would definitely cause me a lot of trouble.
I shook my head and smiled. Who told him to be my relative?
In the corridor, footsteps sounded...——
Chapter completed!