189 Li Li's Inferiority
Fu Xiaoxiao and Tang Hui said a few words there before walking towards the living room.
In the living room.
People on both sides just sat there, and no one spoke first, as if the person who spoke first was wrong and lost the opportunity.
I don’t know how long it took, but Chen Ziyu, who had been quiet, lowered his head and spoke first, "How is Lili now?"
Su Xiyan and others did not expect that the first thing he said was to ask Li Li. In their hearts, Chen Ziyu was a scumbag who deceived the girl's feelings and made the girl pregnant, and then disappeared. He was watching him keep his head down and could not see his expression, but his tone of saying this was cautious, just like a child who knew he had made a mistake, but he didn't know how to speak and ask for forgiveness from others.
"Lili is pretty good, now I'm on my side." Su Xiyan looked at Chen Ziyu like this, and was very dissatisfied with him and went a little bit, "It's just that she has been looking for you all the time." When she said this, Su Xiyan was a little unable to say anything, and she didn't know what to say.
Fu Xiaoxiao glanced at Su Xiyan, then stared at Chen Ziyu and said sarcastically, "Chen Ziyu, I believe you know Li Li's current situation, otherwise you wouldn't have used this trick to evaporate the world."
Chen Ziyu was stunned when he heard Fu Xiaoxiao's words, and then he began to become panic for some reason. His hands were swaying tensely, and his mouth was nervous and he only knew to repeat one sentence, "No, no, no, no..."
"No, what are you saying now? What are you not?" Lu Xiaoman, who had been looking at Chen Ziyu silently, suddenly spoke, and his eyes were just staring straight at him.
When Chen Ziyu heard this, he looked at Lu Xiaoman and found that she was staring at him all the time, and she kept staring at him without blinking. The eyes seemed to have no meaning, and it seemed to be saying something. He didn't dare to look at her eyes for a moment. He could only move his eyes away in panic, lower his head, and look at the ground. He was really panicked. He never thought that it would be Li Li's ex-roommate and others coming to the door, because he still clearly remembers one day after they moved out.
That day, Chen Ziyu returned to the house he and Li Li rented after school.
Li Li happened to have no classes that day. She had no friends here at all. Her original roommate Su Xiyan and her relationship is not good now. In fact, even at that time, even she herself didn't know why her relationship with Su Xiyan and the others became like this. But she had to admit that, except for her boyfriend Chen Ziyu, she was a little more familiar with Su Xiyan and the others. Now their relationship has become like this. Because she moved out, she naturally did not go to and from school with them every day, but even if she still lives in that dormitory
Now, they have not gone to and from school with them. I don’t know when this model started to become like this. It seems that it was the first time Su Xiyan’s brother invited them to dinner. She refused their invitation because of a little awkwardness. She slept alone in the dormitory for a long time, until they came back. She still clearly remembers how excited Fu Xiaoxiao was when she came back. She thought, the legendary fourth young master of the Su family was really handsome! Otherwise, how could a person like Fu Xiaoxiao still be so obsessed with him after seeing him?
In fact, after that, I also wanted to make peace with them, but every time they talked to me, I started to have a quarrel. Until now, even I couldn't figure out what I was thinking at that time.
It was also at that time that she realized that she had no other friend to play with except him. When she had no classes every day, if Chen Ziyu had classes, she would have to sit at home and stare blankly every day, and then wait for him to go home.
Such a life is nothing like the college life she originally imagined.
It turned out that before she went to college, she thought that she might have a better family background than her, so she looked down on her girls living in the same dormitory. Because of the different family conditions, they would not talk to them, let alone play with them. She also thought that one or two of them might have the same family background as hers, and then they would appreciate each other and get along well, they would talk about everything, and treat each other as their best friends.
She also thought that she would meet a senior or classmate who treats her very gentlely in college. She didn't care about his appearance. As long as he was very kind to him, she would be with him, go to school together, or wait for him to finish class. In her spare time, they could go out for dates and play around.
But now her imagination seems to be only satisfied with the last one.
Thinking of Chen Ziyu, Li Li's lips began to rise involuntarily. She had never thought that such an outstanding boy would fall in love with her. This was something she had never thought about when she was dreaming, but God treated her well after all, not only gave her such an outstanding boyfriend, but also made them fall in love with each other so much.
But even though she had never told Chen Ziyu, every time she was with him, she cherished such time very much. After all, she knew that she was also a few pounds and weights. She always worried that Chen Ziyu was with her just because she had never come into contact with a girl like herself. During this period, she probably knew his family background. His father was a professor in the history department of university, and her mother was also a university professor. Later, she resigned and became a housewife because she gave birth to Chen Ziyu. So what if Chen Ziyu was just his temporary freshness towards herself, who would have guaranteed how long can the novelty last? If he might leave himself and abandon himself before long, what should he do then?
As soon as Chen Ziyu entered the door, he found Li Li dazed there, not knowing what he was thinking, and the atmosphere around him was filled with frustration and uneasiness.
In fact, after they had been together for so long, he could see from one bit by bit that Li Li was actually a girl with a lot of inferiority.
Maybe it was because of her family that she was not very brave and felt very inferior. When they first started to come into contact with each other, any little movement would scare her.
At that time, perhaps because I had never seen a girl like this, I gradually went from pity at the beginning to finally trying to protect her from any harm.
In this process of changing her, I didn't think enough. From the beginning, she didn't dare to look at herself. She approached her deliberately. Then she slowly opened her own world and allowed herself to invade her little by little. Every time she got along with her, she had to keep more thought about her, because she was afraid that a word or action would cause all her previous efforts to be wasted.
I really love her now, but because I love her, I don’t want her to continue to be so unconfident. I want her to become girls of the same age as her and be happy every day.
So whenever I had time, I would take her out shopping, buy clothes for her, take her to eat delicious food, go to the amusement park with her, and hand over the amusement machine she had never played with. In this way, she would be a little better now and would not be so inferior.
But when I saw her like this today, I realized that she had not really become confident as I imagined. It was just because the person she was in close contact with now was the only one who was the one who was intimate with her, so her heart was only open to herself. When she was with other people, she still felt inferior.
And she seems to be usually at home as long as she doesn't have classes, and then she doesn't know what she is doing. When it's time, she starts preparing dinner and waits for herself to come home to have dinner with her. Sometimes when she comes back with her friends, she goes out to eat and play. When she comes back very late, she can see her sleeping on the sofa. The food on the table has never been moved. Every time she sees such a scene, it's not that she doesn't feel sorry for her, but every time she tells her that she doesn't have to wait for herself. If she comes back late, she will call her, and then she doesn't need to wait for herself like this. She can eat alone when she is hungry, and she can sleep alone when she is sleepy. But she also agrees well every time. As a result, as long as she returns late for some reason next time, she will always see her sleeping on the sofa, and the food on the table still has no signs of moving.
Since then, I have tried my best to avoid unnecessary play and try to stay with her at home to prevent her from waiting for me. When I am sleepy, I will fall asleep on the sofa.
For this reason, I was ridiculed by my buddies, saying that I had changed my sex life, but in fact, only I knew that I had changed for a girl who loved me deeply.
But I can't always be like this. It's okay now that I'm studying. After I go to work, there are some time I can't control. So what should she do?
Chapter completed!