Chapter 741 Self-stubbornness(1/2)
"Oh, it's really chilling to see how you look now!"
Di Yun saw her sitting in the pavilion dull and staring at the morning haze outside the pavilion with empty eyes, just like a living dead, and she immediately said angrily.
To be honest, she knew her character and she had hardly been angry over the years.
Even if I am angry, I will shed tears alone and sigh that my destiny is not good.
It was an anger that was so angry that his heart was broken, his heart was dead, and he didn't want to live.
Just because the Di family gave her life, no matter how bad they treat her or even curse her, they deserve it. What else can they do?
You can't blame your elders as a junior who is a short-lived ghost who is waiting to die, right?
Wouldn’t that be more of an unfilial insult?
Therefore, at that time, she could only endure it, and could only get angry in her heart, complain about herself, and wait for death.
Later, her husband changed her fate as a short-lived ghost, no longer complained about herself and waited for death, and she became gradually cheerful and lively.
At this time, she realized how ignorant and narrow-minded she was at that time.
Because at that time she lived for herself, was unwilling to accept herself, and was waiting for herself to die with regret. Everything was considered for herself, and then nothing happened.
Just because she has no hope for her own life, how can she still care about other people's affairs?
It is difficult to protect yourself, and you can't do anything to manage it.
After a long time, she developed the habit of ignoring everything outside and waiting to die!
So she doesn't know how wonderful it is to live a lifetime.
Now, her ideas are completely different.
She felt that even if she lived one day and one more second, she should live happily and sincerely, and it would be best to be with her lover and walk the final path of life.
At this time, even if she died immediately, she felt that she had died with a smile, and she died to the point!
Because after understanding the true meaning of happiness, even if you live for yourself, and bloom your own charm with a smile, you can always infect people around you.
As long as you are not so selfish, you dominate other people's things.
Rely on one's own strength, manage your life with your own hands, and leave an aura of being governed by others by doing nothing.
If you don’t need to do anything deliberately, you will naturally win a lot of praise, which is enough.
This is a heart-deep effort!
Because of sincerity, gold and stone are used to open up. This is how the great sigh comes from?
So she was reborn.
Now, I saw Xianghe following her old path and returning to life, how could she not get angry?
All her experiences were all under the care of Xianghe.
Xianghe is a witness, an unqualified guide, and a sister who shares weal and woe. She can be said to have experienced it personally. How can she live back to the past?
No progress at all?
Is this a person who has been instilled with new ideas, new knowledge and broadened his horizons?
She could say for sure, no.
Because there are all military and civilians in Wuliang Palace today, and they can be said to have been reborn once and many times, and they are living happily.
The military and civilians subtly abandoned the secular constraints.
I am trying to let myself go.
But let’s look at Xianghe, who was the first person to follow the husband, or the maid who was close to each other, and who lived a less enlightened life than the military and civilians. What’s that?
Just because Xianghe's strength failed, it turned out like this?
She doesn't think this is the case.
It should be that the extreme factor breeds in Xianghe's bones.
Even if she continues to stay in Wuliang Palace, as long as Xianghe does not try to change her personality, Xianghe's extremeness will definitely lead her to a desperate situation and on the road to no return.
To put it bluntly, it is a paranoid self-inclination.
This is mine, that is mine, everything is mine...
With this kind of thinking, we do not lose the acceptance of new things, learn new abilities, cultivate temperament and influence others, rather than dominating ourselves.
This kind of thinking is terrible!
Xianghe was roared by her and turned to her and said, "What's the point of being so upset?
You are now in a happy and happy life, and you are happy. It’s so ironic to see me fail like this!
You're very happy doing this, right?"
"You, you are hopeless..."
Di Yun stood up angrily and lingered by the table. She didn't know how to persuade her for a moment, and she burst into tears with grievances.
To be honest, if Xianghe had not had the maintenance and support for those years, she would have died long ago.
Just for this, she also wants to do something for Xianghe!
Otherwise she would not forgive herself.
Even if Xianghe is jealous, misunderstood, hatred, hatred, incomprehension, sarcasm, even insults, humiliation, etc., she can accept all negative effects. As long as she can help Xianghe have a good destination, all grievances are nothing.
For this, she knew that the husband had done something against his will, but she still did not regret it.
In her heart, the husband understood her feelings. Even if she was sorry for the husband once, she was willing to repay the husband's efforts with her lifelong love, and she would still help Xianghe once!
Maybe her persistence and love are too paranoid.
Maybe she helped Xianghe just to be at peace and not owe anyone favors.
Or you can repay Xianghe with kindness, win praise from outsiders, and leave a good reputation.
The reason for everything is not important to her, what is important is where her love comes, and she has no regrets in this life!
It’s that simple because she doesn’t want to imprint the mark of regret in the depths of her soul.
There is a secret relationship of cause and effect.
"rustle"
Wang Langjun couldn't listen in the corridor, so he walked up to see the two of them in tears in surprise, turned to the east, raised his hand to point to the red glow that had just risen in the sky and said, "The light is right ahead, that is where the human centripetal is.
Whether it is sunset, sunrise, or sunrise, or sunrise, or sunrise.
It is the sun that gives humans light and life factors that cannot be lived without.
This person should be, and it is also the way of heaven that gives people the way of moving towards the light and surviving. People should look forward, walk towards the light, and persevere to the end of their lives.
Can you understand that?”
"I, am I wrong?"
Xianghe originally misunderstood Di Yun's words as ridicule and humiliation, but did not think deeply about it. Instead, she shifted the direction and spoke ill of each other.
Now listening to Lang Jun’s explanation, she realized that she was wrong.
But what was wrong? She really didn't think about this problem.
This is her paranoid thinking. She never thought that her mistakes were like a habit, and she did not belong to her.
Even if someone else talks about it and criticizes her, the left ear goes in and the right ear goes out.
When the day comes, I forget everything.
She doesn't know how to reflect on herself, but she doesn't realize her mistakes.
Wang Langjun listened to her ambiguous answer, and after a moment of speechlessness, he stared at her and said seriously: "Tell me, are you so sad that you were planning to give up on yourself just now?"
"You don't want me anymore. I have no place to go. I'm bullied to death. How can I not be ashamed?"
Xianghe roared and cried excitedly as soon as she heard this, as if she was the biggest victim in the world.
Everyone was bullying her.
I complain about the world and complain about this life. The big sigh lies in her mentality, right?
This made Di Yun cover her forehead and she had a headache.
Wang Langjun understood clearly that this kind of woman will prosper when she is in line with her, and she will abandon when she is in a rebellious way. She is completely a kind of person who is too much of himself.
Born in this era, there are two extreme ways to live.
Everything is good when you are rich and noble, and you give up on yourself when you are poor.
As for the enterprising spirit and the will to struggle, it has nothing to do with this amazing woman?
When you encounter setbacks, you will struggle hard at best, and then there will be no more...
Weird, really a weird thing.
With a thought, he sneered and said, "Okay, since you talk about me, then I ask you, what have you done for me?"
To be continued...