Chapter 131 Love is clear but hurt
Xi Jie left Pangu Cave in anger and stayed peacefully outside the mountains and forests for a few days. In the past few days, she had never approached Pangu Cave because she was afraid of seeing Zongzheng, and she was not ready to face her junior brother.
During the days outside Pangu Cave, in the few days after leaving her junior brother, Xi Jie's restless heart gradually returned to calm. She began to think deeply and began to experience her own heart. The beautiful memories of her past with her junior brother always appeared before her.
She realized that since her junior brother came to Pangu Peak, her mood was no longer as lonely and no longer so indifferent as before. Her junior brother's arrival made her begin to feel the beauty of life. Life could have a different taste, instead of sticking to the rules and having a new way of living every day.
In the past few days, she began to experience her dependence on her junior brother. She could not imagine what she would do after her junior brother left her one day. Today's sorrow and pain are probably the demonstration after her junior brother left. At this moment, Xi Jie, who has been alone for a long time, finally had to admit her deepest but most sincere emotions in her heart. Perhaps, she didn't know that this is love.
Once a woman gives her heart to a man, from beginning to end, she will last for a lifetime. This confident and pure relationship is like the white lotus on the snowy mountain peaks, which makes people unable to desecrate you and cannot bear to blaspheme.
However, poor Xi Jie didn't know that the junior brother he liked had already belonged to, and he was always concerned about the only love in his heart.
Zong Zheng's love is also pure. In his heart, there are only one cup of water that can only be taken by a drink. Xian'er has completely occupied his heart and can no longer tolerate another person.
Love is always selfish, there is no fairness at all, only you love and I will. There is always a kind of love situation in the world that will hurt everyone, that is, you love him, but he pretends to be someone else in his heart.
Although Xi Jie understood her feelings, she knew that she knew that her junior brother was worried and always wanted to go out, but she never thought about going out. This was a contradiction.
After some deep thought, Xi Jie finally made up her mind that she wanted to take this step. She wanted to tell her junior brother what she wanted to be with her junior brother. For the sake of her junior brother, she was willing to go out with him and achieve her concern for her junior brother.
Zong Zheng has been studying the Bagua Yi principles as usual these days, and he still looks at the map of Pangu peaks every day. However, whenever he is tired, he will go out to find his senior sister and call him.
After not seeing my senior sister for several days, Zong Zheng was always uneasy. Whenever he looked at the map of Pangu peaks, he always felt impetuous. He couldn't help but miss his senior sister, and he felt the slightest discomfort of being around him.
On this day, Zong Zheng looked at the Pangu peak map as usual, and suddenly, the figure of his senior sister appeared in front of him.
Zong Zheng was very happy, unable to contain his longing for the past few days, and shouted happily: "Senior Sister, you are finally back, I thought you didn't want your junior brother." As he said that, he lowered his head and felt guilty.
Xi Jie looked at Zong Zheng. She had made up her mind and wanted to tell her junior brother what she thought.
"Junior brother, it's too boring here. Let's go outside for a walk!" Xi Jie said,
Zong Zheng nodded in agreement, and the two came outside the cave. After walking out of the cave, Zong Zheng suddenly remembered that he had not fed Wu Yi yet, so he turned around and returned to the cave to pull Wu Yi out. Xi Jie wanted to stop him, but she had thought about how to tell her junior brother for a moment, so she left.
Zong Zheng led Wu Yi out of Pangu Cave, and the two of them went all the way to the mountain stream.
The stream water is Tingtong, circulating between the mountains and forests. Zong Zheng is soaked in the flowing stream with barefoot, and a coolness spreads from the soles of his feet to his whole body.
"Wu Yi" stood obediently in the stream, allowing Zong Zheng to wash his back with dead grass.
Xi Jie sat on the stone rock on the shore, looking at Zong Zheng carefully, looking at Zong Zheng's bathing for "Wu Yi", and suddenly remembered that he had not seen Zong Zheng practice Yuan Ji Gong in recent days, so he asked, "Junior brother, how have you learned Yuan Ji Gong?"
Zong Zheng has been focusing on studying the principles of the Eight Trigrams and Yi for many days, but he still can't forget his original intention of getting the Pangu peaks as soon as possible. Therefore, Yuan Jigong was put on hold for a while. When the senior sister asked this, he couldn't bear to deceive him, so he answered truthfully.
"Recently, I have been reading books such as Xuanmen Yishu, so I put down Yuanjigong. However, I have finished the middle volume, and as for the second volume, I have not read it yet."
When Xi Jie heard Zong Zheng’s answer, her happy face suddenly became dull and covered with a little sadness, and then she whispered: “I see you staring at the topographic map of Pangu Peak every day. Junior brother, tell your senior sister honestly, do you want to go out?”
Zong Zheng actually wanted to tell his senior sister about Xian'er, but every time he said that when he saw the senior sister looking at her, he swallowed it back. Today, the senior sister asked again. Zong Zheng stopped his work, looked at his senior sister affectionately, and replied in a low voice: "I have to hide it from Senior Sister, I have always had a concern in my heart, so I really want to go out." Speaking of this, Zong Zheng suddenly felt guilty and couldn't help but fall down slightly.
Xi Jie actually knew that her junior brother was worried. Many times, she would hide behind the cave wall and see her junior brother inexplicably. When she asked this, looking at his expression, she knew that this matter had been in his heart for a long time and was quite uncomfortable. Now that she had decided to be with her junior brother, she had already decided to share her worries with her junior brother, so she asked: "Junior brother, what do you have? Are you your relative? You can tell her senior sister completely, so you don't have to keep it in your heart."
Zong Zheng was stunned for a moment and replied: "I have no relatives in the world, but there is indeed one person. Not a relative is better than a relative, and I am very worried about it."
When Xi Jie heard her junior brother's words, she couldn't help but understand. Her nerves were harshly stimulated by the four words "better than relatives". She seemed to have guessed a little in her heart. Although she was unwilling to believe or accept, Xi Jie's already dim face became even more gloomy. In the end, she mustered up the courage to ask weakly.
"Who?"
People are not plants and trees, so who can be ruthless? In fact, during the few days after Xi Jie left, Zong Zheng was thinking about what her senior sister said that day and why she was angry. In the dark, Zong Zheng felt his senior sister's affection for him. However, he had already had Xian'er in his heart and could no longer tolerate another person. He also knew that his senior sister had saved her life, so he felt guilty in his heart, so he couldn't bear to tell the story of Xian'er.
Now, when he saw his senior sister asking, Zong Zheng was also ready. After careful consideration in the past few days, he made up his mind to tell his senior sister what he thoughts were, because he was kind enough that he should not deceive him.
Zong Zheng looked at his senior sister's sad eyes and stammered, "That's right, the person I grew up with was Xianjie."
When talking about Xianjie's name, Xi Jie suddenly remembered the situation when her junior brother woke up on the first day. She vaguely remembered that at that time, the junior brother mentioned Xianjie's name. At that time, because she was sensitive to this name, she did not think much about the relationship between her junior brother and Xianjie, and later she forgot about it.
Now that the junior brother mentioned Xianjie's name again, Xi Jie couldn't help but tremble in her mind, as if she had an impression, and her heart was as sensitive as she heard it again. She didn't know why, but whenever she heard Xianjie's name, she always felt very familiar.
Although Xi Jie had guessed the relationship between Xian Jie and her junior brother in her heart, she still wanted to hear her junior brother admit it in person, and then she forced her broken heart and asked, "Xian Jie, who is you?"
Zong Zheng replied weakly: "Xian'er is mine." Zong Zheng suddenly stopped. In his heart, Xian'er was already his wife, but they were not real couples, so when they talked about this, they didn't know how to describe the relationship between the two.
Seeing Zongzheng suddenly stopped, Xi Jie looked at his awkward expression. Even if she didn't say it, she understood it. She stopped forcing it and wanted to leave a last bit of comfort for herself. She said loudly: "Junior brother, you don't need to say it, senior sister already understands it!" After saying that, she could no longer hold back her inner emotions, immediately stood up and ran away anxiously.
Zong Zheng immediately passed through the stream, went up to the shore, put on his shoes, and was about to chase him.
Unfortunately, it was half a beat late. When I chased me out, I could no longer see my senior sister, so I shouted loudly: "Senior sister, senior sister."
There was no echo in the valley, but there was no answer from my senior sister.
Zong Zheng knew that he must have hurt his senior sister's heart, but he also knew that he really didn't love his senior sister. Senior Sister Yu only had gratitude in his heart, and Xian'er would have to tell her about this matter sooner or later. Perhaps, after the senior sister calmed down for a few days, he would figure it out. Thinking of this, Zong Zheng stopped looking for it, but returned to the stream in disappointment.
"Wu Yi" still stood obediently in the original place. When it saw Zong Zheng coming back with a drooping face, it seemed that it knew Zong Zheng was unhappy, so it called Zong Zheng a few times.
When Zong Zheng thought of how he was so hurtful of his life-saving benefactor, he felt very guilty. So he pounced on the stream, took a breath and pierced his head into the water. When he raised his head again, his wet head dripped with water, flowing along his cheeks to the corner of his mouth. Zong Zheng stretched out his hands, slapped the stream, teased the stream, and vented his life.
Xi Jie ran away sadly, and she ran wildly, full of tears. She once thought that the concern in her junior brother's heart was his relatives, or his wishes and thoughts that were unfinished in the world, but when she learned that she was her junior brother's sweetheart, all this disrupted her original intention, and everything was caught off guard and could not bear it for a moment.
She gave her purest first love to her junior brother, but her junior brother had already had a sweetheart. This unforgettable stimulation was beating and ravaging her tender heart every second.
The mountains and forests are endless, the emotions are floating; the flowing water is endless, and the concerns are endless. It’s a pity that things in the world are messing with people.
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