Chapter 499: Do it when you know you can't do it
Every year, you have a pair of good eyes that can not only see far, but also see clearly, and go deep into the essence without thinking.
In her eyes, the skin of the stripped legs of the twins is actually a series of data, colors, textures, touches and other information that are being deleted rapidly and in an orderly manner, from skin to bone, from blood to flesh.
At the same time, the twins walked through the game world, which were hard stone slabs, muddy forests, soft sand, cool streams, sharp grass leaves that crossed their calves, abrupt pointed stones that hurt the soles of their feet and fish that bite their toes.
Every year I saw the emptiness flashing in the twins' eyes, and seemed to not remember why I appeared here.
Niannian also saw the relaxation and calm smile that appeared in the next moment in the eyes of the two.
They also recognize themselves, even if they don’t remember where they come from, they know that it is safe.
She didn't beat the light shield any more every year because she saw the fine particles of light that were dissipating at the edge of the light shield, like dust and sand scattered into the wind, crystal clear and shining, like the eyes standing quietly behind the light shield.
Hyde smiled with relief, Jekyll smiled with lingering.
The land under the feet of the two men and the flowers on both sides were also constantly disintegrating and reorganizing. Every year, they knew that it was the "environment" resetting information to erase the traces of the two men entering this rose garden.
In less than three minutes, the twins will be restored to a blank piece of paper, and Hyde and Jekyll will not disappear, but the twins of the Christmas Clown Mercenary Group will never be able to come back.
In an instant, countless subsequent remedial plans were thought of, but all plans with high success rates were based on having a full understanding of the current situation every year.
In other words, she can't just watch this way. She needs to understand the core steps of memory data dissolution in order to develop corresponding solutions.
Even if the twins say they are prepared for a long time, they will not dare to stand by and watch obediently unless they confirm in person.
As long as she wants to get a glimmer of hope to save her twins, she must put herself in danger.
This is a trap set by Albert, upright, open, not tortuous, not hidden, and even the options are not cumbersome and fancy. If you save or don't save, choose one of two.
To save or not, it seems that the two choices are each 50% possibility.
The twins hoped to choose not to save them every year, so they came to the Pope because they knew that compared to other human companions, the two people as artificial intelligence had more ways to retreat.
The balance tilts towards the option "No Rescue".
The twins appeared together with Walton and intervened in Nian's conversation with Walton in a calm manner, telling Niannian that they knew the status quo and had long made calculations about the future.
The balance tilts toward the option of "not rescue".
They did not hide the consequences, and they told them clearly that the memory would be deficient, which shows that the old man was prepared for it, which is continuing to increase the bargaining chips for rational judgments every year.
Even the conversation about the change and unchanging moment ago was about psychologically paving in advance. Since her essence has not changed every year, no matter whether the twins forget the past or not, they will not change.
Yearnian has long speculated that Albert might start with the people around her in order to let her take the initiative to expose her backdoor, but she believes that decision makers like Albert and Walton who lead major projects should not act impulsively. After she reached an agreement with Walton, she would at most choose the conditions proposed by both parties, and would not use such a stupid move to cut off the backroads in a disagreement.
Even if Albert has some personal grudges towards him, Walton's project requires his own initiative to cooperate to achieve an ideal state. Walton and Albert are at the same level in H country, but have a long-term qualification and have a competitive relationship, so they should deal with it.
After all, Walton was so paranoid that he could keep his brains behind every year. If he was asked to confirm that he was really "alive", it would be impossible to allow any accidents to happen one step ahead of the ideal.
Nian Nian doesn't want to analyze the reasons why Albert forced herself like this. She had imagined such a worst outcome and decided her choice in advance.
She thought Albert would use Adam to threaten herself, so she left Adam with a trump card to protect herself.
She agreed with Nick to let the members of the mercenary group stay away from the Pope as much as possible, and only went with Qi Youfeng, hoping that when the worst result came, Albert would choose Qi Youfeng as his bargaining chip, and she would naturally surrender obediently.
When she chose to sacrifice herself to save people, the person she was rescued would definitely be in pain. Although she knew that thinking was selfish, if she chose one of Qi Youfeng and the Christmas Clown Mercenary Group to face the current situation, she would only choose Qi Youfeng.
At that time, she tried hard to persuade herself that this kind of experience that could be remembered unforgettably for the most suitable person would naturally be left to the most suitable person.
Unfortunately, Qi Youfeng was caught in danger halfway through, and she was taken into the Pope by Adam, which made her feel a little uneasy while she was a little relieved.
Since Albert is trying to target himself, there are too many difficulties that can create for himself. Even if Nick and others are thousands of miles away, they are really unable to ensure their insurance.
When she saw the twins, her attention was mainly focused on Walton. It was not until this moment that she finally confirmed that the twins had deliberately bumped into the door so that Albert would go far and away to hurt others.
Nian Nian really wants to stick to his original choice and save him.
But she hesitated when she clearly sorted out the twins' intentions.
Should she ignore the efforts made by the twins, ignore the intentions of the two of them, ignore rational choices, and stubbornly choose a "save" that is just to satisfy herself.
She will naturally suffer if she chooses not to save her, but she also believes that everyone else will understand and comfort herself, and her cooperation with Walton and Albert will also take the initiative.
When she chose to save her, she lost the initiative and her future was uncertain, and it is likely that others, including the twins, would be sad and angry for herself.
Never ever hated my own existence so much.
The part of the body that belongs to humans is trying hard to encourage herself to save the twins desperately. She has clearly seen and had similar experiences, so how could she be arrogant and think that memory data is insignificant?
How could the twins who met them again be the two people they used to be?
Every year that does not belong to humans is firmly discouraging oneself to be calm and to carefully analyze the consequences. From the pros and cons to the emotional psychology of his companions, every reason is righteous and harsh.
For this special existence of Nian Nian, the emotional impulse was only for a moment, and the rational calculation was also for a moment. When her finger joints that were tightly pinching the Ping An buckle turned white, tears just passed through her face.
With a clang, the staff in the twins' hands fell to the ground. They looked down at their hands blankly, moving their fingers curiously like newborn babies, grabbing the air.
The companion's shoulders, rough beer mugs, soft long hair and spiked rose stems, the world that once touched through these hands is also disappearing from the twins' memories.
Suddenly, a gust of breeze blew, and another pair of white, thin calluses held their fingers, gathered in their palms, and kept them tightly.
Chapter completed!