Jiuqing raised his eyes, his eyebrows were quiet, his tone was gentle but calm, "Fourth brother, it's not that I restrained myself from killing you, but that the idea of ​​getting rid of you has never appeared in my heart."

From beginning to end, all her thoughts were just to protect the Southern tribe and prevent the disaster from happening. She never thought that she should kill this person who once destroyed the Southern tribe, ruined all her hopes, and let her taste the unforgettable pain.

Han Yu leaned quietly against the head of the bed, lowering his eyes quietly, his emotions on his face had been cured, and he could not see the thoughts in his heart.

Jiuqing got up and walked outside, took two tea cups, picked up the teapot on the table, poured two cups of tea, and walked back.

He placed one on several tables at the head of the bed, held it with one hand, and sat down again on the chair.

He took a casual sip of tea and put the teacup aside. Jiuqing relaxed and leaned against the back of the chair, and his voice became much quieter. "I didn't think about killing you, but it was impossible to get close to you as I did before. The disaster that once was placed in my heart was to erect an insurmountable wall between you and me. No matter who it was, it was impossible to cross the wall in this case, and pretend that nothing had happened."

"I have made up my mind to keep a distance from my fourth brother from now on. Even if I ascend the throne as the emperor in the future and the fourth brother enters the court to serve the king, I can only regard my fourth brother as an ordinary subject, just like treating other emperor brothers. As long as the fourth brother no longer has any thoughts that should not have, then everything in the past may be kept in my heart and will never be mentioned again."

"I know that when the fourth brother has no memory, alienating the fourth brother is an invisible and ruthless punishment for the fourth brother. Regardless of whether the fourth brother remembers what happened before, or whether the fourth brother feels wronged, in my opinion, this is the punishment that the fourth brother deserves."

"But later, when I was not expecting it, the fourth brother ruined his martial arts with his own hands and left him with a cold disease that he could not cure for his whole life. This made me unable to understand and all my plans and ideas were disrupted."

"I thought this might be the fourth brother's trick, but later, the most real feeling could not deceive myself. Although I told myself over and over again that it was the fourth brother's own choice. No matter what you want to do, I will not feel distressed, and I will never cooperate with your plan. With so many precious medicinal materials in the Imperial Hospital and the Great Nei Miku, you can always hold your life."

"But after many times, I found that I still couldn't really make up for you, even if I was deliberately indifferent, every time I heard that the Fourth Brother was sick and the Imperial Doctor had no choice but to hurry up, just worried that something happened to my fourth brother - even if I really hated him, I still couldn't ignore the life and death of the Fourth Brother."

The noise in the imperial city continued and would continue until dawn, but even though the sound of jubilant laughter and fireworks clearly reached the eardrums, the room with only two people was still as quiet as if a needle could be heard.

After Jiuqing finished speaking, the room fell into a brief silence. Jiuqing raised his eyes and said lightly: "Fourth brother, I can now clearly distinguish responsibility and emotion, and the two will never be confused. I can also clearly realize that I have an inseparable feeling for you, but reason tells me that I shouldn't have such thoughts."

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Chapter completed!