Su Zhe held Chen Xian's chin with his fingers and gently tilted her head away so that he could see her side neck.

The kiss marks on the side neck spread downwards, extending to the collarbone covered by the quilt.

Seeing that the kiss mark was very deep, Su Zhe couldn't help but ask softly: "Does it hurt?"

Chen Xian lowered his eyes, quietly red his ears, and said, "I don't remember very much."

When Su Zhe kissed her like this, she didn't care whether it hurts or not. She just felt that everything was thrown out of the sky in the clouds.

He had the medicine he carried with him to apply it to Chen Xian on his neck. Like last time, the true energy of the qi merged into it and dissipated faster.

Su Zhe's fingers went down the edge of Chen Xian's lapel and stopped, saying, "There are still some under the neck, do you want to wipe it too? If you don't want to, I won't wipe it."

But Chen Xian thought that if she still wears a style similar to today's dress tomorrow, she would not be able to hide it if she didn't apply the medicine tomorrow.

So she loosened the quilt and exposed her shoulders under the quilt. She raised her hand to untie the cloak, and the soft cloak slowly slid down, revealing her collarbone and shoulder blades.

That was where Su Zhe lingered tonight, and now it was presented to him. Even if his kiss marks were left, it was extremely beautiful and tempting.

While applying medicine to her, he said, "You don't want me to get close these days, and you don't want to say a word of extra. Are you still blamed and hated me now?"

Chen Xian didn't answer, but couldn't help but lean his neck towards him.

Su Zhe said: "Actually, I don't want you to know those things. I also want to keep a beautiful side in your heart. If I had known this, I should have done it more concealedly, and there would be no trace of clues for you to find."

"I am not greedy for power and am not keen on conspiracy, but this is a means that I must use to get to where I am today. I am still alive today, so I am destined to not have a clean hand."

Chen Xian knew that it was impossible for Su Zhe to struggle out of the whirlpool of the previous dynasty to rely on Chunliang. Otherwise, in the court where people eat and don’t spit out bones, he would have been gone.

Only means and scheming can disguise him and protect him.

"I have done many bad things when you can't see it. If I don't say it, you won't know, but it doesn't mean it hasn't happened. Because I'm always like this."

Chen Xian saw that he spoke calmly and calmly, and said, "A man who thinks he is hopeless and cannot be saved."

Chen Xian felt sore and her eyes were awkward.

Yes, what she remembers the deepest is always his clear and white side.

But if he had not protected him from his dark disguise, how could he have been able to breeze and moon white?

People are complicated. There is no perfect person in this world, nor is there a perfect perfect person.

He went up the mountain to suppress bandits and rescued her, he helped her countless times, he saved her and He You's lives, and he also set up a dilapidated clinic outside the city to treat the refugees' illness.

How could he be a pure bad guy?

"Axian, if Su Zhe is not bad, he will not be able to protect you from growing up day by day; if he is not bad, he will not be able to eliminate dissidents in the court; if he is not bad, he will not be able to stand on his own in a situation where he is enemies on all sides; if he is not bad, he will not be able to help you support the Great Chu."

"You still have time and opportunity to regret it. You can still think clearly. Maybe a person like me will not be able to walk side by side with you in the future, nor will he stay with you until old age. If you think clearly, you and I will be the king and the minister for the rest of our lives."

He is less sad and happy, "If you don't want to have emotional relationships with me anymore, you don't have to worry about yourself. Just tell me, I will cut it."

All he is bad to others, even to himself, is to be good to her alone.

Chen Xian felt aching in his heart.

How could she bear to cut off their relationship?

Su Zhe said, "The depth of fate between people is probably determined. I don't force it, but if I can have it, I will cherish it for a day.

So for me, I always feel that every time I say something to you, every time I hug you, every time I kiss you, every time I feel less."

Chen Xian had tears in the corner of his eyes and said, "I think about it for the rest of my life, but you think about it every day."

"On this day, you also have times when you alienate me, sometimes when you are angry with me, and sometimes when I have to restrain myself from causing trouble and confusion to you, so there are very few things left."

Chen Xian said: "So I wasted so much time on your part."

What she heard from his words was insecure and full of anxiety about her.

But she never ignored these things.

She took a deep breath and asked, "Why do you still have to think clearly? If I cut off my relationship with you, won't you be gone day by day?"

"But that will make you feel relaxed."

Chen Xian looked up at him, his eyes wet, "You are not me, how could you know I feel relaxed. If you can't have the life you wish for, it would be great if you will be so entangled with you for the rest of your life."

She choked and said hoarsely, "I didn't blame you for a long time, I just blame myself. If it weren't for me, I wouldn't have turned you into this. I hate myself for being useless."

"Su Zhe, it's because I'm too useless that you are so desperate."

"I have always been like this, and I haven't changed, not because of you." Su Zhe brushed her fingers across her face, covered with wet tears, and said softly, "I have always made you cry recently, Axian, it's all my fault."

Chen Xian said, "Yes, even if you are not good, I'm useless. Even though I know you are not good, I just want you."

Su Zhe was stunned and said, "I'm really happy to hear you say that."

Su Zhe kept looking at her, his eyes as deep as the sky.

When Chen Xian reacted, she could no longer take back what she said. She was still a little awkward, and she looked away from looking at him, and said in a muffled voice: "It's getting late, you go back and rest."

Su Zhe applied medicine to her and got up and was about to leave. Chen Xian suddenly said, "Give me some time to think about some things myself, but it doesn't matter if I can't figure it out, because I will never change my mind from beginning to end."

Su Zhe paused.

"What I can do is to work hard to speed up so that I can keep up with you. Whether it is dark or light, I will entangle with you."

When Su Zhe looked back at her, he saw her lying down, with his back facing him.

She whispered softly: "Don't say that I will be relaxed if I leave you, I will never do this. If I leave you, I will only be more painful."

The dawn outside the window is slightly bright.

Chen Xian heard the sound of the door behind her gently closing, and she closed her eyes peacefully.
Chapter completed!