460 identity, revealed
I stayed in school for half a month, and Feng Qianyue never came during this period. Hao Yingying and I had just made some extraordinary moves, but they were knocked out by Feng Qianyue who suddenly arrived. Sometimes I think about it, maybe everything is destined in the dark.
Hao Yingying never jealous of the relationship between me and Feng Qianyue. On the contrary, she even hoped that I could get closer to Feng Qianyue. According to her words, she couldn't bear to see Feng Qianyue sad. Under Hao Yingying's urging, I immediately chased after him.
Actually, I was in a very complicated mood at that time, and I didn’t know what to say after chasing me, but I still chased me with the bullet.
Feng Qianyue didn't go far, and I soon saw her. It was the lunch break, and there was no one in the campus. Under a bare sycamore tree, I finally grabbed Feng Qianyue's slender wrist.
"Let me go,"
Feng Qianyue shook her arm suddenly, trying to break me away, but not only did I hold on, but instead pressed her against the trunk of the sycamore tree, she also reached out to hold her shoulders on both sides, and then said angrily: "What are you doing?"
Only then did I see that her eyes were red and tears rolled down her cheeks. She looked really sad.
"What do you care about me? I want to go home," Feng Qianyue yelled at me: "You and Yingying continue to be intimate, why are you chasing me?"
Feng Qianyue's voice was full of hatred, but her eyes were full of sadness. I looked at her seriously and said, "Are you jealous?"
"I'm jealous, how could it be,"
Feng Qianyue pretended to be incredible: "You and Yingying were originally a couple, and Yingying is my good sister again. I don't know how happy I see you two being together,"
"Then why are you crying?"
My words stopped Feng Qianyue. Feng Qianyue's lips moved slightly, and she looked like she wanted to speak but stopped, but she didn't say anything after all, and her eyes gradually began to become dumbfounded, not knowing what she was thinking about.
I slowly let go of her,
Feng Qianyue did not run anymore, but slowly slid down the tree trunk. Finally, she squatted on the ground, buried her head in her knees, and started crying. I didn't know what to say, so I had to squat on the ground and silently accompany her.
I don’t know how long it took, Feng Qianyue slowly raised her head and asked me with tears on her face: “Wang Feng, do you like Yingying very much, right?”
I nodded,
Of course I like it, if I don’t like it, why should I have relatives?
"What am I?" Feng Qianyue's tears came out again, her voice became choked, her eyes were desperate, but she looked at me with a hint of hope.
This time it was my turn to choke.
I have to say that in the past period of time, Feng Qianyue and I have indeed developed extraordinary and friendship-like feelings. The ambiguity between us is well known to each other. We are extremely natural to do some small movements that only couples have.
Moreover, it seems that it is not enough to just say that we know each other well. After a martial arts competition, almost everyone on the provincial capital road knew about our relationship. They also watched the fun and were waiting for me to fight with the Liu family.
There are some things that I don’t need to be said, but Feng Qianyue and I understand them in my heart, but when this realistic problem is in front of me, it makes me difficult. Of course, I want to marry all the girls I like home according to my mother’s arrangement, but how can such words be said?
So I could only look at Feng Qianyue speechlessly,
"I see,"
Feng Qianyue suddenly showed a sad and bitter smile, slowly stood up against the tree trunk, and then turned around and was about to leave.
"Qianyue..." I grabbed her wrist again,
"Do you have anything else to say to me?" Feng Qianyue turned her head and looked at me seriously: "If not, I'll leave."
"Are you willing to hurt Yingying?" I asked suddenly,
Feng Qianyue was silent for a moment and said, "Of course I don't want to bear it, so I'm leaving,"
Feng Qianyue gently shook my arm away again, turned around and walked forward.
This time, I didn't stop her anymore, just watched her walk away slowly, and my heart became colder and colder. I thought about leaving, let's go, so that we can't get entangled. It's actually good to stay away.
But as Feng Qianyue walked, she suddenly stopped.
My heart also jumped suddenly,
Feng Qianyue suddenly turned around and ran towards me quickly, then threw herself into my arms, and her arms tightly wrapped around my spine. Her crying voice also sounded: "Wang Feng, I can't bear to leave Yingying, but I can't bear to leave you too..."
Feng Qianyue cried, tears quickly soaked my shoulders, but I didn't move, neither hugged her nor said anything, I looked up and looked at the sun in the sky, bright and dazzling,
Feng Qianyue hugged me, buried her head on my shoulder, and cried while talking to herself: "Wang Feng, I don't know when I like you, even I feel incredible. I used to like Tang Linfeng, but my heart changed, but really, I have never seen a boy like you, you are not very good-looking, but your wise and smart mind, outstanding ability, your every move, every word and action fascinated me, I am happy when you are happy, I am sad when you are sad, I am sad when you are fighting with others on stage, and a little hurt, my heart almost jumped out. That time, when you almost died at the hands of the meteor, you knew how collapsed, how sad, how desperate I was?
I almost thought I was going to lose you, but fortunately you survived, but fortunately you are still in this world. I want to thank God, I want to thank everything in this world. Yes, I know you still have many things to hide from me, and I know that you have many secrets on you, and even know that you are wearing a human skin mask on your face. Your face is not your real face, but these really don't matter to me. I just fell in love with you, hopelessly, and I can't help but fall in love with you. I like you, even if you have a face? Zi, so ugly that I admit it. I think your charm is not something that can be reflected in just one face. Yes, I often feel sorry for Hao Yingying, but I really can't deceive my heart. Wang Feng, tell me, what should I do?"
Feng Qianyue choked and said something buried in her heart for a long time while crying. I should have been moved by this sincere confession, because along the way, I watched how the two of us fell into it step by step, but I didn’t know what happened, but the more I heard it, the more I felt cold, probably because I thought of some very bad memories...
If I had known today, why should I be there?
If you were a little nicer to me at the beginning, you wouldn't have developed like this today.
"I remember, you have a engagement," I suddenly said coldly.
Feng Qianyue did not notice the indifference in my voice, but said seriously: "Yes, yes, you have known for so long. It's Liu Canjun from the Liu family. But it was arranged by my father. I never agreed. Wang Feng, don't worry, I will never marry him. I feel disgusted when I see him, and let me live with him for the rest of my life, without a door,"
I had known Feng Qianyue's attitude towards Liu Canjun for a long time, and I saw it all, but I shook my head gently: "No, it's another one,"
“One other door,”
Feng Qianyue's voice was full of doubts, and then she looked like she suddenly realized: "It was Yingying who told you, I only told her, yes, yes, yes, there is another one. Before I was born, my father made a reservation for me. That man was in Luocheng, a country bun, and looked very ugly. I also didn't like him either. He wanted to hit him when he saw him. Moreover, my father didn't like him either. He had planned to break the engagement with his family before, but he didn't agree and left directly. He probably wanted to slap my family, which was very annoying.
By the way, do you know? He still wants to deal with Emperor Li. You know how stupid he is and how overestimated he is. Hahaha, it happened more than 20 years ago. Who knows what my father thought, and he ordered it with someone randomly. Anyway, I am just in a bad mood. I either ordered this or that. No one ever asked me for my opinion. But I never took this seriously. I would marry anyone who I wanted to marry, and no one could force me to do it."
The more Feng Qianyue spoke, the more he felt, the more he spoke, the more he became, the more he became colder, and the more he listened, the more he became colder,
Sure enough, I can never forget all the shame I suffered in the Feng family. Even if my relationship with Feng Qianyue develops well and how ambiguous the relationship becomes, I can't forget. Those embarrassing past events, no matter how many times in the past, are like sharp carving knives, jumping out from time to time and poking me, making me blood flow and bruised all over my body.
Every time Feng Qianyue defamed me, the hatred in my heart increased a little.
Finally, it exploded completely,
Feng Qianyue, who didn't know my psychological changes, got up from me, took my hand, and said shyly: "Wang Feng, actually, the night I spent the night at Yingying's house, I had already discussed the issue about you. Yingying said, we have agreed to marry the same boy since we were young. Although that was a joke from childhood, now since we really like the same boy, why don't we turn this joke into reality,
At that time, I scolded her and said that she was ridiculous, but now I think about it, there seems to be nothing wrong. Wang Feng, why don’t you take us away? Let’s find a place to live in seclusion and live a free and easy life. Anyway, I don’t want to continue staying in that home. My father always forces me to marry Liu Canjun, and he doesn’t listen to him. He is so annoyed that he just wants to leave. OK, okay?”
Feng Qianyue said this and obviously had a great courage. The more she said, the less she heard her voice, she was obviously too embarrassed, her cheeks turned extremely red, like ripe apples on the tree.
If this was said before Feng Qianyue did not defamate me and said it before I recalled those bad things, I might feel very moved, even very happy. But now, I just feel very cold and sad, and my whole body seems to be about to explode.
"Wang Feng," Feng Qianyue finally realized something was wrong with me: "What's wrong with you?"
I gently pulled out my hand, slowly retreated, and retreated two or three steps away before I stopped.
Feng Qianyue looked at me with confusion.
"Didn't you always want to know what secrets are there in me? Haven't you always want to see my face under my human skin mask?"
Chapter completed!