221 Failed Confession
Seeing Mai Jun dressed up carefully and holding a fiery red rose in his hand, he knew that he was going to confess his love to Sun Jingyi, and he also understood that he did not show up for the afternoon and was busy with what he was doing.
At first I couldn't understand, and I didn't know why he confessed at this critical moment. Later, I thought that he had liked Sun Jingyi as soon as possible. Now I know that Sun Jingyi is actually single, so of course I have to take this opportunity to express my feelings. Perhaps this will make Sun Jingyi happy. So although I felt a little strange in my heart, I had no other special thoughts. I stood outside the window and looked up like everyone else.
Surrounded by a crowd, Mai Jun had already entered the classroom and walked straight towards Sun Jingyi's seat. The classroom and the outside were full of people. I seemed dull in the crowd. No one could notice me at all. Everyone's eyes were focused on Mai Jun and Sun Jingyi, and the mixed voices also sounded around.
"Mai Jun is finally going to confess his love to Sun Jingyi. This is a once-in-a-lifetime scene,"
"Yes, I used to think they were very compatible, and it was quite a pity that they couldn't be together. Now I can finally see this scene,"
"Oh, the goddess is still with the male god after all. We ordinary people can only drool and envy them."
It can be seen that the onlookers are quite optimistic about their pair, and they also think that they will definitely achieve success and the atmosphere becomes joyful, as if it is a holiday, and everyone is discussing them enthusiastically.
In the classroom, Mai Jun, holding a rose, had already walked up to Sun Jingyi. Everyone knew what Mai Jun was going to do, but Sun Jingyi was shocked. She was obviously not mentally prepared. She stood up in a panic, like a frightened rabbit, looking at Mai Jun walking towards her at a loss.
But I have to say that they do look very compatible. Mai Jun is sunny and handsome, Sun Jingyi is beautiful and charming. They stand together like golden boys and jade girls in the sky. No matter who evaluates it, they will say that the match index is five stars.
As Mai Jun walked to Sun Jingyi, the inside and outside the classroom became quiet. Everyone held their breath and looked at Mai Jun, waiting for his true confession, waiting for Mai Jun to be able to hold the goddess back, waiting for this historic moment to arrive,
In the silence, Mai Jun slowly raised the rose in his hand and reached out to Sun Jingyi in front of him. His eyes were sincere and his face said seriously: "Xiao Jing, do you still remember the scene when we first met? At that time, we were all in the first grade of junior high school, and it was the first day of school. You and I went on stage to speak together as representatives of freshmen. When I saw you, I was really shocked. It was hard to imagine that there was a girl as beautiful as you in the world. It was from then on that time that I truly believed in the idiom "love at first sight".
Later, you always took the first place in the grade, and I always took the second place in the grade. I was very dissatisfied and always wanted to surpass you. But no matter how hard I tried, I was always a few points worse than you. It was the first time I was crushed so badly since I was a child. So I guessed if you had any secrets and took the initiative to lend your study notes to your competitors. Everyone knows that any student with some grades would not lend their notes to their competitors easily, but you gave them to me without hesitation. It was from then on that, not only your talent impressed me, but your demeanor made me feel ashamed.
Later, we not only became friends in study, but also friends in life, like confidants, and talk about everything. In the impression of others, you are always cold and as inaccessible as an iceberg. Only I know that you will also smile warmly in private. I always feel very lucky. Not only can you become your unique friend of the opposite sex, but also one of the few boys who have seen you smile. As I contact you more and more, I also found that I like you more and more. Every place on you attracts me, and in the end I can almost get rid of myself. Every day, every minute, every second, I think of you.
I originally planned to confess to you after I graduated from junior high school, but unfortunately we all know what happened later. You fainted in the exam room because of anemia, so I had to go back to study in junior high school again. I had to wait for a year helplessly. Now, you and I finally got together again. I thought we were alienated, but I found that there was no. We were still chatting and laughing like before, with a tacit understanding. Xiaojing, I will not miss it again this time. I want to be with you, take you to see all the clouds in the sky, and take you through all the bridges in this world. I will love you forever, love you, guard you, and protect you until the day when we are old... Xiaojing, please accept my belated confession,"
It can be heard that Mai Jun is really prepared, so he can express such a long confession of true love. After that, Mai Jun handed the rose in his hand to Sun Jingyi, and looked at her affectionately. There was also a burst of extremely warm applause and cheers around him. Everyone was shouting: "Promise him, promise him..."
The deafening cheers resounded in my ears, as if people in the whole world wanted them to be together. The girls standing next to me even had their eyes red, saying that they had never heard of such a touching confession, and the other party was handsome and had a superior family background, Mai Jun really envied Sun Jingyi or something.
However, although the cheers were rising and falling, Sun Jingyi never took the rose in Mai Jun's hand, and she did not show any joy on her face because of Mai Jun's confession. Instead, her eyes became more anxious and even a little restless. She wanted to leave this place, but she didn't know how to go.
Everyone also noticed this situation, so they slowly calmed down and looked at Mai Jun in unison. Mai Jun was a little anxious, and took a step forward, holding the rose in his hand and said, "What's wrong, Xiaojing, don't you want to accept me?"
But Sun Jingyi took a step back and said with a little nervousness: "No, no, don't do this, I just treat you as a friend, and I know I can't, I have a boyfriend..."
boom,
Sun Jingyi's words were like a small nuclear bomb suddenly exploded, and the students inside and outside the classroom looked shocked. Obviously, they couldn't believe what she said.
Sun Jingyi actually has a boyfriend,
This is explosive news. In everyone's eyes, Sun Jingyi has always been alone. Not to mention boys, even girls rarely come into contact with them. No matter how you look, they don't seem to have a boyfriend, so they are speculating around whether Sun Jingyi deliberately found an excuse to reject Mai Jun. Several girls next to me were also discussing in a low voice, saying what happened to Sun Jingyi, why did even a high-quality boy like Mai Jun refuse to accept it? It has already flown happily on ordinary girls.
Mai Jun was even more anxious, took another step forward, and said, "Xiaojing, you mean Wang Wei, you don't have to lie to me anymore. I already know that you are fake, but in fact you have never been together."
A hint of surprise flashed in Sun Jingyi's eyes: "How did you know?"
"It was Wang Wei who told me,"
Mai Jun walked forward again, with a little aggressive attitude, "Xiaojing, you actually don't like Wang Wei at all, right? He has told me all. You just wanted to motivate him to study hard, so you pretended to be with him and made an appointment with him for college. Xiaojing, I don't believe that the relationship between us for several years is fake. You must like me, right?"
But Sun Jingyi continued to retreat, constantly dodging Mai Jun's slightly offensive eyes, and always said stubbornly: "It's not like this, it's not like this..."
"What's not like this? Xiaojing, what are you talking about?" Mai Jun was obviously completely anxious. He worked hard to create such a big battle, dressed up carefully and held roses in his hands, not for being rejected by Sun Jingyi in public.
"Xiao Jing, just accept me..." Mai Jun was anxious to stuff the rose into Sun Jingyi's hand,
"No, I don't like you,"
Sun Jingyi suddenly screamed, and suddenly tweeted Mai Jun's hands. The bouquet of red roses fell to the ground with a bang. Taking advantage of this opportunity, Sun Jingyi reached out and pushed Mai Jun in full view of the crowd, then hurriedly ran away and ran out of the door. There was an uproar around. Everyone was puzzled and looked at Sun Jingyi in confusion. Sun Jingyi ignored anyone and quickly squeezed out of the crowd. After a while, there was no shadow.
In the corridor, everyone looked at each other in a row. No one expected that things would develop like this. In the classroom, the boys who came with Mai Jun were also stunned, while Mai Jun stared at the rose on the ground and couldn't speak for a long time.
At this moment, the most embarrassing and ashamed of being undoubtedly Mai Jun. He had been preparing for so long for confession, but it turned into nothing. The crowd slowly dissipated. Some people shook their heads and sighed. Some people said that Sun Jingyi was pretending to be noble, but she didn't even accept Mai Jun's confession. I heard a nameless fire in my heart. I really wanted to break his teeth with one punch.
In the classroom, a boy patted Mai Jun's shoulder while still in a daze and said, "It's okay, brother, we may be a little abrupt. We scared Sun Jingyi. If you work hard, you still have a chance,"
Mai Jun shook his head and said, "It's not abrupt. Actually, I did this on purpose to force out who the person she likes is. Now I understand that she does like that boy..."
All the boys were very strange. When asked who Mai Jun who was and where the charm came from, it made the goddess Sun Jingyi obsessed with. Mai Jun sighed and said, "Actually, I don't know much about that boy. I just met him for the second time at noon. I just heard that my studies are not very good, and I really like to fight with people."
The boys stood up to the point, saying whether Sun Jingyi had a problem with her vision, how could she like that kind of boy? Did she just use it as a shield, and said that Mai Jun was really at a disadvantage in losing such a boy, so she still had to find a way to recover it.
Mai Jun still shook his head: "You are wrong. Based on my understanding of Sun Jingyi, she is not the kind of girl who likes anyone when she is hot. She has absolutely mature and independent thoughts and personality. Since she likes that boy, that boy must have something extraordinary that I don't know. When she chatted with Sun Jingyi before, when she talked about that boy, her eyes would shine and her tone was full of pride, which was not like a fake. Now that I can recognize the reality, I'd better give up on her..."
Standing outside the door, listening to Mai Jun's analysis, my heart was naturally pounding. If I had just doubted it before, then after the guidance of a third party, I was finally sure: Sun Jingyi likes me,
Although, I still don’t understand why Sun Jingyi likes me. We have never even met each other several times, but I finally know why she cried, why she was distracted all afternoon and didn’t even listen to class well. It was obvious that I was hurt by my heart.
She was waiting for me to get into the same university and continued to work hard for this goal, but I ran over from afar and told her that I fell in love with another girl.
It is conceivable that she was so sad and desperate, but in order not to put pressure on me, she still had to show a relaxed look in front of me and made me love Li Jiaojiao more. But I actually believed it and thanked her for her blessings.
After understanding this, I feel that I am really too beastly. I am simply hopeless bastard. Countless regrets and self-blames surge into my heart.
My mind heated up and turned around and ran downstairs.
I'm going to find Sun Jingyi,
It was during school hours that there were students everywhere on campus. Some went to the cafeteria to eat, some took a thermos to fetch water, and some were sweating in the basketball court. I walked through the crowd and first came to the cafeteria, but after a whole circle, I didn’t find Sun Jingyi’s figure. I ran to other places to look for it, and I walked almost every place on the campus, and I didn’t see Sun Jingyi’s shadow. In this way, she should have returned to the dormitory.
Standing down the girls' dormitory, I couldn't help but feel a little anxious. I don't know how to call Sun Jingyi out. In this school, I don't know anyone except Mai Jun, and I can't ask anyone to call me. When I was in a hurry, I suddenly slapped my mind and remembered that I had just given Sun Jingyi a cell phone at noon, why did I have to work so much to find it?
When this person was anxious, his mind was indeed short-circuited. I quickly took out my cell phone and called Sun Jingyi. The speed of light was different from the previous time when I replied to my text message. This time, Sun Jingyi took a long time to answer the phone and asked me what was wrong.
Listening to her tone, she was still as relaxed as usual, as if nothing had happened. If I hadn't been in their school all afternoon and witnessed her refusal to confess to Mai Jun, I would have been tricked by her.
I was silent for a while before I took the courage to say, "Sister, can you come down? I have something to talk to you, I'm downstairs of your dormitory,"
Sun Jingyi was particularly surprised and asked me why I came to their school again. I didn't answer her question, but just asked her to come down and talk about it. Sun Jingyi was silent for a while before saying OK, let me wait,
I took my cell phone back and looked directly at the exit of the girls' dormitory. During the period when I waited for Sun Jingyi to come down, the impulse that had just disappeared, replaced by huge panic and inexplicable anxiety.
I couldn't help but think, after Sun Jingyi came down, I would say something to her, saying that I know you like me, and actually I have always liked you, so let's get back together, let's take the college entrance exam together,
Such a result seems to be very beautiful, but what should Li Jiaojiao do?
That night, Li Jiaojiao and I kissed at the door of their school dormitory. Although only a dragonfly squirted, it made me extremely excited and made me sure that I had an unstoppable emotion towards Li Jiaojiao. That day, Li Jiaojiao said that she would wait for me, wait for me to explain clearly to Sun Jingyi, and then be with her openly,
Yes, at that time, I thought Sun Jingyi didn't like me, so I almost made up my mind to be with Li Jiaojiao, so I ran over to find Sun Jingyi. Now, if I want to be with Sun Jingyi, wouldn't I hurt Li Jiaojiao's heart again?
Besides, even if I made it clear to Sun Jingyi, will Sun Jingyi still accept me? She already knows that I have feelings for Li Jiaojiao, how could she tolerate me being with her again?
I found myself in an extremely contradictory and terrible situation, neither moving forward nor retreating. No matter how I do it, I feel like a scumbag, and this contradiction was caused by myself.
So, I found that I could not face Sun Jingyi at all. No matter what I said, it was wrong. It would be better not to say it, but I didn’t see you. At this moment, Sun Jingyi happened to come out. I quickly flashed to the side, hid behind a tree, and looked out quietly.
Sun Jingyi stood at the door of the dormitory and looked around. She was obviously looking for me. She didn't find me. She took out her cell phone again. I quickly took out her cell phone. As soon as she dialed her number, I picked it up.
"Weizi, where are you?"
I held my cell phone, resisted the urge to walk out, and whispered: "Sister, I suddenly had something to do, let's go first,"
"What are you doing..." Sun Jingyi's tone was so funny,
"It's okay, I passed by your school for work. I originally wanted to ask you to come out for a meal, but suddenly there was something to leave. Sister, I'm sorry..." I closed my eyes, and at the same time, my son felt sour, and tears flowed down quietly.
With my tough character now, there are few things that can make me cry. At this moment, I am really in love, and my heart is full of shame and self-blame, so I can't help but shed tears. However, Sun Jingyi didn't know that my last words of sorry actually had other meanings. She thought I was just apologizing for letting her pigeon, so she laughed and scolded: "What's the matter? It's worth your personal apology. It's okay. Come and see my sister next time, I'll treat you to dinner."
"Yeah," I responded softly, and hung up the phone.
I poked my head out again and saw that Sun Jingyi had also put down the phone, but she stood there blankly without moving, with a look of loss on her face, which was completely different from the relaxed tone on the phone just now.
After a while, she sighed softly, turned around and slowly headed towards the girls' dormitory.
Looking at her slightly sad back, I was also extremely sad when hiding behind the tree. My heart seemed to be torn by something and then broken into pieces. How could I not be sad? I have been obsessed with her for so long. No matter what I am like outside, I have never given up on studying. I just want to be admitted to the same university as her one day. I have worked hard for so long and now all this has been ruined by myself...
I leaned against the trunk and squatted down slowly, then covered my eyes with my hands, letting tears fall from my eyes. I still remember when I separated from Sun Jingyi at noon, I was happy like a bird that had just emerged from the cage. I thought I could finally pursue happiness, but I didn't expect that one afternoon would pass and things fell into this place again.
Now I am not happy at all and have no intention of looking for Li Jiaojiao. Sun Jingyi is like a thorn in my heart, piercing me from the skin. Every time I think of her, my sadness increases a little.
I don’t know what to do, I only know that in my current state, I not only can’t face Sun Jingyi, but also can’t meet Li Jiaojiao…
"How is it, Sun Jingyi promised you?"
"I agreed and agreed. It's a dormitory at least. She's still giving me this little face,"
"Okay, then let's act as planned. We must help Mai Jun chase Sun Jingyi tonight."
"OK,"
At this moment, a conversation between a man and a woman suddenly came from beside her. Because they mentioned Sun Jingyi and Mai Jun, I also made me feel energetic.
In the same dormitory as Sun Jingyi,
Help Mai Jun pursue Sun Jingyi,
These keywords poured into my ears, and I immediately poked my head out to see. I saw a boy and a girl talking on the path next to me. I had seen that boy, one of whom I had surrounded Mai Jun to confess, wearing a black Li Ning sportswear; and I had never seen that girl, but from her self-reports just now, she should be a roommate in the same dormitory as Sun Jingyi, who looked pretty good, with a pair of pretty big earrings on her ears.
The sportsman and the woman with earrings bit their ears for a while and said they saw each other at the school gate, so they quickly separated.
I was surprised and always felt something was wrong. I didn't know what method they wanted to help Mai Jun pursue Sun Jingyi, why did he still have to go to the school gate? Isn't it going to evening self-study soon?
When I was puzzled, I saw that the earring girl and Sun Jingyi had already come down together. There were five or six girls with them. Judging from their intimate appearance, they should be in the same dormitory. I hid behind the tree. Sun Jingyi didn't see me. She walked with the earring girl and her, talking and laughing.
Judging from Sun Jingyi's condition, she obviously has improved a lot and her expression is much easier.
When these girls passed by me, they could hear the earring girl saying, "Xiaojing, today is my birthday. I have asked for leave with the teacher. We should be drunk and not return home."
Sun Jingyi said: "It's okay to celebrate your birthday, but let's just drink, we're still students,"
"Oh, why don't you give me any face? What's the big deal about drinking some wine..."
"If you want to drink, I won't go,"
"Okay, don't drink, don't drink..."
They said, and went away,
I didn't know why, and I felt a little panicked. Although I didn't object to Mai Jun's pursuit of Sun Jingyi, nor did I think that these students from key high schools would do anything to Sun Jingyi, I was doing a lot of things in society and had seen all kinds of bastards, so I was still not relieved and followed carefully.
Chapter completed!