However, lack of experience does not mean there is nothing to do.

Of course, it is not that you will immediately find a woman to fall in love, and then break up and experience this emotion. Kim Jong-kwon is not so perverted.

The solution that Kim Jong-kwon thought was very simple. He was not an actor, so he could try to imitate. More than 80% of Korean dramas are love-type, and each love is dead and turbulent. Kim Jong-kwon can try to bring himself in and experience that emotion.

However, after trying for a long time, I found that the effect was there, but it was not obvious. Although the actors can express the character's psychological state through performance, it is just a superficial expression and an external manifestation. It requires a setting of the surrounding environment.

For example, a man is crying, crying normally without any eye embellishment. The same expression and movements are placed in the cemetery, which means crying sadly, and some relatives and friends around him have passed away.

If it is placed in the delivery room, the surrounding environment is a woman holding a newborn child. Then now she is crying with joy as a father.

They are all crying, but their inner emotions are completely different.

Of course it's just an example. A good actor naturally needs to do it, distinguishing the same performance through various subtle performances.

It is possible to understand the inner emotions and ideas of the characters through observing performances, provided that the actors are in place and the observer has strong insight to do so.

However, this kind of emotional experience will appear very empty. After all, it is the emotions of others, not your own. At the same time, the experience will also be very blurry and impossible to be clear, and it always feels a bit plausible.

After trying for a long time, Kim Jong-kwon had to give up this method.

In fact, in his current state, it is not harmful even if he is emotionally poor. Even Kim Jong-kwon can consider singing in emotional replacement.

It’s like an actor who is playing a son who just lost his father, but in real life it is impossible for every actor to have lost his relatives. Have you ever experienced this kind of relationship?

In this case, actors usually use alternative methods, rather than finding another actor to play for him. Instead, they replace their feelings, such as replacing their beloved pets with death, or recalling the sad past they have experienced.

This is the "method school" in the performance.

In fact, the "Method School" is very similar to the "Experiential School". For example, if you want to play a homosexual, the "Experiential School" does not really experience being homosexual, which is a wrong idea. The "Experiential School" requires that you only have a little bit of your favor for a man in your heart and really use your homosexual side to show others.

It is to regard yourself as a character in the script and think and act with the character of "his" as the starting point. This is very difficult!

If a fake gun is pointed at you, you should believe it as a real gun, and require subconscious reactions in the situation rather than a designed performance.

Therefore, the "experience" is the most difficult way to perform.

However, the "Method School" has different aspects. The "Method School" allows actors to replace exchange objects, and also plays a homosexual role. The Methodist School allows straight actors to imagine their opponents as a woman, but the Experience School does not allow it.

So relatively speaking, the ‘method school’ is easier.

Of course there is also the ‘expressionist’, but the ‘expressionist’ emphasizes imitation, grasping and design. Generally speaking, stage plays are used more frequently. When acting in movies and TV series, it will be a bit artificial, giving people a little exaggerated and fake illusion.

However, Kim Jong-kwon didn't want to use this method, because it would evoke bad memories from him, which was something he didn't want to touch.

Just as Kim Jong-kwon was about to give up completely, he suddenly thought of the "spiritual light" that had been silent in his mind. The memory that did not belong to him, the memory that scared him so much that he needed to hide in the army to find a sense of security, but helped him gain a foothold in the entertainment industry.

Because these memories always appear elusive, as if they need to see specific people or objects before they are triggered. When Kim Jong-kwon was learning Chinese, he learned an idiom called "A light of inspiration", as if describing his situation at that time.

So Kim Jong-kwon called these inexplicable memory fragments "spiritual light", which means he would rather believe that this was a shining point in his memory than a special supernatural event.

Kim Jong-kwon has always been uneasy about this special thing that happened to him. Apart from looking up the contents of these fragmented images, he almost never studies it.

Today, Kim Jong-kwon was irritated for a long time and had an impulse to learn about such a magical thing that happened to him.

So, after a little hesitation, Kim Jong-kwon began to explore these scenes and tried to find something. Anyway, several years have passed, and no other strange things have happened. The novel says "taking over the body" or "resurrecting the soul with a corpse". Kim Jong-kwon was scared to death at the beginning, but nothing happened.

Because it is in the mind, the exploration speed is very fast. As soon as you think about it, the picture you want to close will appear, lifelike, as if you have just experienced it personally. However, his own unique memory cannot be like this. He is still like a normal person, forgetting and blurring, and naturally there will not be such a convenient function of checking at any time.

It seemed as if his brain was divided into two, on one side there was his memory that belonged to him. On the other side, it seemed to be archived with a computer. The sudden memory screen can be retrieved at any time, but cannot be deleted. Or Kim Jong-kwon has not found a way to delete it yet.

After some investigation, Kim Jong-kwon had no choice but to find that in these memory fragments, there were only relevant pictures of people he knew, and they were all from some artists. No famous artists or in the future, no relevant "inspiration" appeared, and no ordinary people were found.

The reason why I say this is because it can trigger Kim Jong-kwon's "spiritual light". It is shown in the memory fragments that are all very popular. I don't know why.

As for the pictures of songs, movies, etc., it was even more fragmentary. Kim Jong-kwon had pieced together for a long time to produce a complete song. Sometimes he had to write it himself twice.

However, meeting more artists will also help the emergence of "spiritual light" and inspire some related scenes. This is consistent with his personality, but Kim Jong-kwon would not do it on purpose, as that would be inconsistent with his original intention.

After discovering that there were no clues, Kim Jong-kwon didn't worry about it. Instead, he discovered many scenes that he had ignored before, and many of them could still be connected. It seemed that they were a movie or a TV series. Kim Jong-kwon watched it attentively for a while. After all, his "spiritual light" comes from the memory of the future, and the memory scenes triggered by them have never happened now.

Since we have the opportunity to observe future film and television, Kim Jong-kwon naturally needs to learn it, but the previous pictures have been too fragmented, and they are memories for a few seconds. Maybe because I have known more artists recently, the memory pictures have also been enriched a lot.

Kim Jong-kwon was picky and picked up many scenes that could be connected, which were about a scene where a man and a woman wanted to break up but were reluctant to leave. Such a fresh thing made him a little fascinated and focused.

In my mind, Kim Jong-kwon looked at the man in the picture carefully, trying to figure out how the actors in the future played such a breakup scene. I slowly felt like I had become a character in the picture. I felt the man's emotions at that time, and the reluctance and attachment of the woman in front of me...

Five minutes later, Kim Jong-kwon's head sank and his eyes turned black. It took about 3 or 4 seconds before Kim Jong-kwon's vision was restored, but his head still hurt slightly.

After recalling what happened just now, Kim Jong-kwon ignored the headache and felt very incredible. He seemed to have really replaced the man in the picture! Everything was so real! But everything that happened in the picture seemed to be unchangeable.

Kim Jong-kwon could only passively act according to the original picture, which was very depressed. However, it was strange that he could fully understand the emotions of the person he replaced, attachment, reluctance, pain, and helplessness...

This feeling is so clear that Kim Jong Kwon still left a deep experience and impression without the emotional entanglement of "him".

After silently savoring it, Kim Jong-kwon suddenly became a little excited. If he could really do it, wouldn’t he be able to experience various emotions in the ‘spiritual light’?

However, after being excited, Kim Jong-kwon suddenly remembered that his eyes suddenly turned dark and his head was dizzy. This undoubtedly cast a shadow on his heart. If there were any serious sequelae, he would be happy.

Kim Jong-kwon's face was unstable. He hesitated for a while before he decided to continue trying. After all, this newly discovered situation is very helpful to his acting career. If he can experience various lives at will, then Kim Jong-kwon has a reference goal for any role. Even if he cannot get that emotion at once, he can slowly experience the integration and become his own thing.

After all, emotions are also a kind of memory to put it bluntly, but they are expressed in different ways.

Now Kim Jong Kwon has a high starting point that any ‘experience’ actor does not have.

In the next few days, Kim Jong-kwon calmed down to study this situation. After many investigations, Kim Jong-kwon also roughly understood the pattern of this situation.
Chapter completed!