Chapter 1135 and Xiaomin meet again
After that night's heart-to-heart talk, their relationship became closer and they cherished the remaining time they could be together.
Girls' Generation is on track again and gets busy.
Taeyeon was also "crazy" in the dormitory for several days and finally gave up her back. After she came back, she almost asked for leave again by Kim Jong-kwon. I don't know why she was so energetic.
The "Little Snowball" (book friend) who happened to see this place was ashamed and shouted: This kind of plot in the novel is fake, fake! I can hold on for up to 5 seconds at a time. Why can the protagonist last half an hour at a time? Sometimes it is still several times a night, which is unfair!
I can only say, don’t ask, kneel down and hold it in your mouth! You don’t understand the world of big dicks!
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ccm...Ah no, it's time to call 52k now. It's the first time since the last time since Kim Jong-kwon has met Hyo Min, and a lot of things have happened in the middle, which makes him not know how to speak for a while.
“oppa…”
"you..."
The embarrassing tacit understanding that cannot distinguish the occasion made the atmosphere silence again.
Finally, Xiaomin forced a smile: "I saw the news. Congratulations to Oppa, I'm a little busy recently, so I didn't have time..."
"I know...thank you."
He chose to pretend not to know about Xiaomin's clumsy excuses, and pointed out that everyone was embarrassed, so why bother?
The words "Thank you" made Xiaomin, who had torment and speak, return to silence again. His nose was so sad that it seemed as if he had just been punched hard, and tears seemed to burst out in his eyes in the next second.
Xiaomin immediately pinched the bridge of his nose and raised his head, not wanting Kim Jong-kwon to see him in such a miserable state.
The only thing a loser can still save is this final self-esteem. Crying, yes, but never crying in front of him. Xiaomin gritted his teeth and said to himself.
The tears that had already poured into her eyes were forced back by her, and then she wiped her eyes casually.
"I accidentally got confused just now."
"Um"
Kim Jong-kwon also felt uncomfortable with his chest. He wanted to go forward to comfort this stupid heartbreaking woman. Maybe a warm embrace could make her come out of her sadness at this time, but he couldn't!
The only thing he could do was to make up his mind and pretend that he didn't know anything, and he completely turned into a blind man!
He had completely injured one woman and could no longer hurt another.
Xiaomin suddenly felt that the person in front of him was so strange, as if all the past were illusions, and those warm and touching would never be seen again.
This made her very sad, as if something had broken out of her body.
"Is this the result of crossing that line rashly?" Hyo Min murmured to herself, as if she was asking Kim Jong-kwon, and as if she was asking herself.
Kim Jong-kwon said nothing.
At this time, Xiaomin raised his head and asked him: "Can we still go back to the past? It's just friends, there is no endless silence now, no distance that needs to be kept at all times, no blindness or indifference... It's just like before, you can joke and fight together, and you can put your drink on my shoulders and brag and chat, and get along easily and freely..."
When Xiaomin talked about it later, his eyes had lost their focus, as if he had fallen into some kind of memory.
This time Kim Jong Kwon answered.
"able!"
His tone was very firm, but his eyes that had been fluctuating still betrayed him.
Xiaomin, who was interrupted by the memory, looked at him and suddenly laughed. At this moment, the delicate and pale Xiaomin was a little suffocating and even more heartbreaking!
Kim Jong-kwon was in a daze for a moment, then saw Hyo Min shook her head with difficulty and said, "I can't go back, Oppa knows, but I don't regret it. At least Oppa knows that there was a man named Hyo Min secretly liked you. How great would it be if I was not that cowardly at the beginning? As expected, I would have to pay back what I owe sooner or later. But I didn't expect the price of repayment to be so painful, so painful that people want to escape at all costs..."
Tears passed through this delicate face. I endured it for so long but still couldn't hold it back. Damn...
Xiaomin bit his lips tightly and scolded him for being useless!
Kim Jong-kwon stared at the figure in front of him who was only one meter away but seemed to be regressing rapidly. He knew that as long as he stretched out his hand and pulled it gently, he could pull this figure that seemed to have retreated ten thousand meters away to his side...
But then what?
What kind of promise can he give her?
How many good things did he do in his previous life to gain two precious feelings!
Is he worthy?
At this time, Kim Jong-kwon followed his instinct and gently held Hyo Min's cheeks full of tears. While gently shaved off the tears from her face with his fingers, he sighed softly: "I'm sorry, I don't have the qualifications to give you happiness in this life. Taeyeon is a good girl, and you are also a good girl. If you can reap the feelings of one of you, I have already thanked God for your arrangement."
"So, I'm really sorry, I won't say anything to make up for you, that's disrespectful to you, and you're a strong and good girl and don't need the sympathy of anyone, including me."
"What I can guarantee is that I will not be silent to you again, no longer deliberately keep a distance, and no blindness. I will treat you as my best friend of the opposite sex. No matter how you look at me, whether you hate me or scold me, I will accept it happily."
"You have something right. We really can't go back to the past, but we can start over as friends."
Kim Jong-kwon finally suppressed the throbbing in his heart. It was not until this time that he realized that this girl had left so many traces in his heart, and it was difficult to eliminate them.
But if he wants to use this to hurt Taeyeon, he can do nothing. He can only say that luck is a mess of people. Unfortunately, there is no if in this world.
Xiaomin felt the warmth and gentle gaze of his palm, and knew that the familiar person was back.
But this person's gentleness can only be distributed to her so much, and he still belongs to others after all.
"oppa, has anyone told you that you are the worst, worst, worst, worst, worst, and worst big bastard in the world!" Hyo Min, who had completely recognized the facts, rushed into Kim Jong-kwon's arms and cried loudly!
Kim Jong-kwon did not push her away from suspicion, but after a stalemate for a second or two, he gently put his back on her back and slapped her slowly, making it easier for her to cry. I believe that it will be much more comfortable when all of this emotion is vented.
As for Xiaomin's words crying and shouting, it touched him again.
Chapter completed!