Chapter 107: Watching in the past, I don't seem to be my generation (1)
He couldn't remember it for a moment, and his mind moved slightly. He no longer looked at the general idea. Instead, he searched for information about the Huangquan Secret Mansion and prepared to take a closer look at Mrs. Huangquan's actions in the Northern Wilderness.
Under the clear classification, it is really easy to find, but after reading a little bit, Yu Ci felt that it was strange and amazing.
It seems that it's all someone else...
What he means is that looking at Mrs. Huang Quan’s memory is like watching a big show, you can clearly know what the situation was like at that time, what the people in the play did, and what joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness.
However, this understanding is from "Yu Ci", not from "Madam Huangquan".
What did Mrs. Huang Quan think?
It’s just that the two of them are watching the show at the same time, and both sing and writing on the stage, but the person who is watching the show by your side has no expression and will never know what she is thinking.
No...not only, it should be said that there is nothing around me.
Yu Ci could know everything that happened at that time through Mrs. Huang Quan's perspective, but she didn't know what Mrs. Huang Quan thoughts, thoughts and feelings as the core of everything.
It is like a mirror that can reflect the world, but it has no thoughts or feelings.
How is this possible?
Yu Ci remembered the unique emotional feeling before strangling Mrs. Huang Quan; and also remembered what Zhao Xiangshan just said:
There is no other affectionate heart, she is the only one in the world.
Now, not only is it ruthless, but it has no "thinking", so what is it?
It was clearly in the void in his heart, but Yu Ci felt a faint coldness in his heart.
He didn't care about anything else, and his mind entered the depths of Mrs. Huangquan's spiritual power, and he had to see clearly.
Here, the familiar feeling that can at least be called "life" reappears.
All emotions, or spirituality, are integrated into life, and other than that, there is no involvement in the side.
At this moment, if Mrs. Huangquan still has consciousness in her darkness, then:
There is nothing else except life and death.
After realizing this level, Yu Ci also realized something:
Perhaps Mrs. Huang Quan's memory originally had emotions and thoughts, but when it was transferred to the Lingshu, it naturally "cohesively contracts" and completely bet on the core issues at present.
What kind of control is this and what kind of instinct is it!
Moreover, this brings another problem.
What people call "integration of scenes" can be understood as this:
Without the environment at that time, naturally, there are no emotional thoughts at that time.
Yu Ci, who was thirty years ago and Yu Ci, who is now, faced with the same thing, the way of thinking and emotions they develop must have different sizes compared to the present, which is "this time is the same, and that time is the same."
It is these differences that make people feel that changes, ups and downs in their emotional thinking, and gain various different experiences and experiences.
But in Mrs. Huangquan, "love", "scenery", and "thinking" seem to be completely separated.
Emotion is emotions, thinking is thinking, and the environment at that time was just an environment.
In a trance, Yu Ci felt this way:
Just like him now, Mrs. Huang Quan has entered the "other people's perspective", completely withdrawn from the world, and has a unique emotion to observe.
The difference is that Yu Ci's feelings only exist in "now";
For Mrs. Huang Quan, emotional thinking is there, and no matter how time passes, it will remain independent and unchanged.
This is the case a thousand years ago, and it should be the case a thousand years later.
Yu Ci thought of a treasure, which was the Forgetful Treasure Fan that Xue Pingzhi gave him back then. At this time, it should have been thrown into the Shaoyang Sword Cave, and I don’t know who picked it up.
There is a saying above the treasure fan: The supreme forgets love, but the lowest level is not as good as love, and the love is the only thing that is popular among us.
Yu Ci could not classify Mrs. Huang Quan as one of the "our generations".
However, is she the lowest person who is closer to being "unfavorable"?
Chapter completed!