Chapter 267 Those sufferings will only be legends
Mr. Du raised his eyes, looked at Lin Suyin with a smile, and asked, "Empress, the leader of the Youth Club was a throne that everyone envied, and could almost control the entire night of Mingzhu. Such a great authority was inherited by my woman who was not qualified to inherit. At that time, many people said that I was too lucky. What do you think?"
Lin Suyin looked at her bright eyes, and at this moment she finally pulled out of Mr. Du's story and came back to her senses.
She also understood that Mr. Du was not only telling her own story, but also sloganing her identity as the Princess of Ming.
That's right, now I am also envious of you.
It can be said that since the return of the Ming Dynasty, regardless of his identity and background or talent, among the young men today, it is afraid that it will be difficult to find the right one.
How noble should the identity of the Princess of Ming be in the eyes of outsiders.
And with his own pearl in the palm of Lin's hand and his identity as a direct disciple of Shangqingshan, who is more lucky than his woman in this world?
But just like Mr. Du, the shocking bitterness that was hidden under all the beauty of all, I could never taste it by myself.
"I don't want to be a leader, but I have to do it. What can I do?" Mr. Du's voice was still gentle, without any change: "I can only do it!"
Lin Suyin's eyes seemed to have a light leaping, but then it sank again. After a while, he asked softly: "Can you only accept your fate?"
She also felt powerless to ask this!
The Princess of Ming, everyone in the world knows that she is the legitimate Princess of Ming. In terms of her reputation, she is now dead, and the title of Princess of Ming is also on the tombstone!
And after that night, she closed her eyes slightly, even in fact, she did it herself!
So what if you don’t accept your fate?
Can you get rid of it?
"Of course I don't accept my fate!" But she didn't expect that Mr. Du answered almost without thinking.
Mr. Du's voice was very powerful, without any hesitation.
Lin Suyin opened her eyes and looked at her face that had already closed her smile, full of seriousness and no joke: "Don't accept your fate?
"Don't admit it!" Mr. Du confirmed again. Although his voice was no longer so high, his words were even more powerful: "If I accept my fate, how could I still sit in front of the empress at this moment? I am afraid that more than ten years ago, I would have buried the loess. I can only wait for my 14th and 15th-year-old child to burn incense for me."
Lin Suyin couldn't understand what she said was that she refused to accept her fate: "Senior sister, you ended up being the leader of the Youth Club!"
"Does the Empress think I shouldn't do it?" Mr. Du asked back.
Lin Suyin was slightly stunned. Is this a question that should be done? This is forced to do and cannot be escaped.
"The Youth Society was founded by my great-grandfather, and the leader of my youth society for several generations, all of which were my Du family. All their efforts were spent in the Youth Society. As the last person of the Du family, even if I am a daughter, who is more qualified than me?" Mr. Du's attitude turned against the moment. At this moment, she might be the legendary Mr. Du, with a soft voice but a sound.
"But..." Lin Suyin felt that the conversation between them was off topic, and the previous conversation should not mean this.
Mr. Du smiled again: "Empress, this is the difference between me who was more than ten years ago and now. At that time, I naturally would not think about whether I should do it. Yes, those days were difficult. I sat on that chair and looked at the vicious elders with timidity. When I stared at my eyes with murderous aura, I was so scared that I trembled. I wanted to escape more than once, and even wanted to commit suicide. I couldn't stand it, and I couldn't stand the endless intimidation and psychological burden! No one can help you with this feeling.
I can only bear the pain in my own way. But today, my thoughts have changed completely. I think more about it. If I look back, maybe even if they didn’t force me back then, I didn’t have to do it because of my life. But as long as I didn’t die back then, I will try my best to do that chair sooner or later. Even if I risk my life, I will still sit there, because that chair itself is correct. As a child of the Du family, I should be in my position. Why not sit there?"
Lin Suyin's eyes suddenly became panicked, and her heart suddenly felt like thunder.
She didn't know what she was panicking, but she subconsciously shook her head: "No, senior sister, this is not the problem. What we just said..."
Mr. Du seemed to notice Lin Suyin's panic, and her voice became softer again: "Empress, this is what I want to say!"
Lin Suyin's eyes shook again, staring at Mr. Du and couldn't speak any more.
That's it?
What is it?
What Lin Suyin heard was not the dragon head, but the position of the Ming Princess.
"No, different!" Lin Suyin finally shook her head. She let out a deep breath and said repeatedly: "Senior sister, I am different from you after all. You can say whether I should sit on that chair. I am different, and I should not say at all!"
Lin Suyin has never told anyone about her heart. At this moment, her vague words may be the first time she has expressed her most embarrassing heart in front of others to the greatest extent.
Mr. Du frowned inadvertently, but soon she let go: "Maybe the chair is different, but the reason is not that complicated sometimes. My chair is inherited from the family, and yours may be legitimate. Sometimes, the authorities are confused. Just like when I was back then, how desperately I wanted to escape, I repeatedly thought that I should not accept this fate, I did nothing wrong, why should I face such a tragic situation? This chair that has caused me to endure endless depression and fear, why should I give it to me? Since everyone wants to grab it, let's take it. I never want to sit with people. Just give me a quiet corner and just ask not to face these people, I feel satisfied."
"But some things are like this, but they only look at the problem from different perspectives. All tortures that did not need to be endured will become meaningless." Mr. Du's voice paused slightly, but he continued in the end: "What I experienced back then has now become a legendary story of "Mr. Du". Without this situation, I would not have been able to become the most prestigious leader in the history of the Youth Society! So Empress, I think that among some things, the most embarrassing and unacceptable twists and turns, is a wonderful story, the content that must exist. After a few years, when you think about it, you will not even feel the pain of those days anymore. You will only feel that it is the most valuable memory in this story. It is precisely because of these twists and turns that you cherish it more and more."
Lin Suyin's eyes were still wet, and the corners of her mouth were slightly opened and closed, but she could not make any sound.
Many words are not enough to express to outsiders.
She is not stupid, she can understand Mr. Du’s advice.
Indeed, there is nothing wrong with the chair of Princess Ming, but the mistake is that it has long been destined to pass between them.
She used to be a girl and wanted to marry Tanhualang!
But in her eyes, the Ming King at that time, there was only endless disgust.
But she was so disgusted, but she married her like everyone was like a joke.
And, even so, she is still "envied" by climbing the dragon and raising the precious treasure!
It would be fine if this is the case, but how magical this world is, it has become a blood feud that cannot be understood on the wedding night.
She went to the place of the Qing Cultivation in amidst the rumors.
And he disappeared among the swords, guns, swords and halberds.
In fact, it is so simple, it is just a wrong marriage, no, a bad fate.
I thought that this bad fate would be lonely and he would be forgotten by the world in this life.
People have a long mind. Some things have never been said or some things have never been mentioned, but it does not mean that people have not thought about them.
Mr. Du said that the chair was right, she could sit on it. Yes, she was justified and did not violate the prohibition, so why can't she sit on it?
I had a girlish heart back then, but now the talent of the Ming King is not Tanhualang?
What other reasons are you unwilling to do so? Don’t follow?
But how can you wish and how can you follow?
The cause and effect have been formed back then, and there is a grudge between the two families, and the result is unique except for the death and the irreconcilable ones.
The most important thing is, who is not proud of the two of them?
Even these unbearable causes and effects will really become the most cherished memory in a passionate marriage.
But who can bow his head?
Is it really that easy?
She knew that she could not bow her head!
She also confirmed that she was not wrong. She left that year and did not regret it!
Even if you are extremely expensive today, I will never turn back and be humiliated. There are always some things that people have to stick to in their lives.
Born to be arrogant, how can you be humble?
"Of course, I only feel this way when I think back now. It was not easy when I experienced it myself." Mr. Du's voice sounded again: "Especially when I felt that I couldn't hold on, my uncle hit me hard again. He told me that my brother might not die in that fire. Originally, I couldn't hold on, but in the end I had to face the enemy who might be my deep blood hatred. He was treated as a puppet by them, and it was indeed almost collapsed."
"But what? If I give up in the end, I will lose all the money. Outsiders may say mercy on me after I die tragically, but I know very well that my ending will not be related to them in the end, everything about me has nothing to do with them, and my future ending will only be related to myself. Even my uncle will not really do anything for me after I die. He has his home, his interests, and out of affection, he can help me, which is already very good."
"How my life is actually just my own business. Fortunately, I didn't give up, but I became more and more tolerant. Even when they talked about my father in front of me, I was very patient with conscious patience. I began to be a puppet seriously, or I began to learn to be a successful puppet. This was not simple. It would make me think about dealing with it all, but I didn't want to, after I got busy, I didn't have time to think about what was there, and my mood was no longer so depressing. Life was much better, and escaping was not a solution after all, so I chose to face it."
"No matter whether my wish to live in the end can be fulfilled, or whether my desire to take revenge can be fulfilled, I have to do it, and I don't want anything. I will do it little by little. Sure enough, there is an old saying that is good. There is no way out. I will wait for the arrival of Huangting Mansion!" At this point, Mr. Du's voice was a little unstable and he was silent.
Lin Suyin had not responded, and she listened silently.
It was not until she mentioned Huang Ting Mansion that she remembered that the first time this conversation started was because of the Taoist sect.
She looked up at Mr. Du, but saw that the smile on Mr. Du had already disappeared: "The Huangting Mansion has actually been in business with my Du family, and the Du family has been helping the Huangting Mansion provide resources in the secular world. He once went to Huangting Mansion to believe that I have the qualifications and hope to enter the Taoist sect. However, later my father passed away, and this matter was delayed until my father's friend came to Mingzhu for reasons, and happened to remember this matter again..."
"The Taoist sect cannot get involved in local forces, but my appearance gave Huang Ting Mansion a sudden excuse to get involved in local forces. It is not a taboo to take me into the entry, and it can also make the Youth Society more closely aligned to their secular power from now on. In this way, with them becoming a backer, I have more capital to save my life from now on. Although the price I paid was actually very high, it was the ancestral property that my Du family had managed for several generations, and from then on, it will become the private property that Huang Ting Mansion wanted!"
Mr. Du said so bluntly that Huang Ting's true face made Lin Suyin silent.
Many things suddenly became different, such as this sect. Once upon a time, it was the quietest place in her heart. Now, the Taoist sect in her eyes seems to be very far away from the real Taoist sect.
Mo Bai once unveiled the lid in front of her. Now that Mr. Du said again, her reaction was no longer as firm as she was at the time, but she chose to remain silent.
Because of Chong Xuan's arrival, she really allowed her to see the side she had never seen before.
"But I didn't hesitate. This is the choice. I have to choose the path. I must live first and then do things. If I want to do things, I have to pay the price. No matter how embarrassed or unwilling it is, I have to pay this price. And this pain can only be borne by myself."
The topic ended, and what Mr. Du wanted to say finally came to an end.
Mr. Du tried his best, and she stood up and fisted at Lin Suyin: "Empress, some things are really not that difficult. Just think about them from a different angle, or don't think about anything else at all. We always have many things that we have to do. Just as I have to live, take revenge, and keep the family business. Now, I have an enemy of the barbarians. I have a reason to do everything. Then there is no time to think about how embarrassing it is to escape from Mingzhu like a betrayal dog. I just need to think about it. This is what I should do, but the same thing, if God does not let me down, when one day Mingzhu recovers, this embarrassment will only be another glory in the legend of my life worth writing into history. On that day, I will not let my reputation down, and I will not let my life down! I will take care of my honor, and there will be a time later!"
Chapter completed!