Chapter 88 The New Era (8) (two-in-one four-thousand-character chapter)(1/2)
"This is really…perfect…"
It is still in that city, at No. 183 Mingshi Street, Lin Ming looked at the theoretical model that was finally formed on the computer, as if he could feel a harmonious and natural beauty of physics. This seemingly self-consistent and clear theory seemed to accommodate all theories of the past, and also innovated based on previous cognition, successfully opening the door to a new world.
Although there was an indescribable fatigue in both mentally and physically, when he witnessed this theory that was almost like Revelation unfolding on the computer, he could not suppress the joy coming from the depths of his heart.
“Yes, it’s a work of art.”
Standing beside Lin Ming, Huang Yangwen smiled calmly, smiling without any emotion, seemed very happy, and seemed just nothingness.
"Your tone sounds like Einstein... pursuing simplicity and symmetry, believing that God does not roll dice..."
Because the joy in my heart was too strong, Lin Ming ignored Huang Yangwen's expression for a moment, and still said casually as if he was discussing with him in the laboratory for several years.
Huang Yangwen's pupils were dark, and they looked like darkness, with a sense of stagnation. He shrugged casually and suddenly changed the topic:
"By the way, now you have escaped from the state of 'spiritual connection'. How do you think of the power of this magical technique?"
Hearing this question, Lin Ming's expression suddenly suffocated, but he returned to his original state for a moment, but there was still a bit of amazement in his expression.
"Unbelievable...that feeling is simply unbelievable..."
As if he was sighing, Lin Ming continued:
"...Did you know that when I was connected with the spirit of tens of millions of people, and there were thousands of researchers who were performing every command accurately and stably as my hands and feet, I really felt like a god... At that time, I felt that my brain was constantly running like the most perfect computer, and compared with a simple computer that could only mechanically execute commands, new ideas and new inspirations were always produced in my mind...that feeling, that feeling..."
“…It’s really addictive!”
After sighing, Lin Ming shook his head.
"yes……"
Huang Yangwen forced a smile and nodded, "In the past, in order to study the 'great unification' theory, I had been immersed in this state for several months. It was not until I encountered these difficult points that I could not break through, and I was withdrawn from that feeling and returned to my current state... So I can understand your feelings."
"Um……"
Lin Ming's eyes suddenly flashed, as if asking someone, and he said to himself:
"I suddenly became a little curious... If all the top scientists in the world could have such conditions and be able to get the help of tens of millions of people's thinking coordinating when solving the difficulties... Then, maybe we will not be able to surpass the Three-Body Civilization in scientific research..."
Huang Yangwen smiled, but his tone did not change at all, but it made people feel much more depressed for no reason.
"You'd better give up on this idea."
"Hmm?" Lin Ming glanced at him in confusion.
Huang Yangwen did not look at him, but looked straight ahead in a daze and empty way, as if staring at the air, and as if he was focusing his eyes on a ubiquitous existence.
Then, a calm and plain voice came out from his mouth little by little—
"In a sense, the so-called magical arts of our gods are all borrowing the power of our gods... or in other words, they make part of the essence of our gods manifest in the present world... and the spiritual connection of this magical art particularly highlights the essence of our gods... Therefore, every time this magical art is used, in a sense, it will make believers essentially closer to the core of our gods..."
"Isn't that great for believers?" Lin Ming was stunned when he heard this.
"Very good?" Huang Yangwen glanced at him lightly, and his smile became more and more bizarre.
"It is of course a good thing to be a believer's perspective, more and more in line with the essence of our God, more and more belief in the authority of our God, and more and more close to the essence of our God... But what if it is from a person's perspective? From the perspective of an independent, free, purely individual person?"
"Those who are close to God will eventually be assimilated by God... Even if it is the most basic divine art, after you use it for a long time, you will find that your essence is gradually being assimilated by my God, and your mind is leaning towards my God... What is the Supreme God? Indifference? Arrogant? No, these are not the foundation of the gods... The real God should have such a mentality: that is nothingness-or not caring."
"so……"
Huang Yangwen suddenly turned his gaze and looked at Lin Ming suddenly, with a wildfire burning in his eyes!
At this moment, a thunder suddenly erupted in Lin Ming's heart! At this moment, he finally vaguely grasped the mentality of the man in front of him!
In an instant, his eyes were filled with a little horror when he looked at Huang Yangwen-
"You... it turns out you..." At this moment, he couldn't even say anything.
But Huang Yangwen did not consider his feelings at all, but continued to speak indifferently, with a deep sense of fate, but also a heavy sense of nothingness.
"...If we continue according to the so-called 'destiny', then all mankind will definitely become believers of our God. In the end, everyone can learn divine arts and gain God's authority. It seems that they have stronger power, but in the essence of their hearts, they will gradually approach the mentality of our God and be assimilated by the essence of our God. Until the end, everyone seems to be blooming in a hundred flowers and each of them is formed, but in a sense, they are just clones of our God... Although they have each other's feelings and memories, the essence of our God will eventually invade each of them, so all mankind will only have a brain, regard our God as the supreme only, and even see it from the bottom of their hearts as a higher thing that transcends their lives..."
“…and then—”
Huang Yangwen continued, the tone of voice was not changed, but the atmosphere in the room became more and more silent.
"Maybe it's: 'Big Brother is watching you'."
A cruel smile suddenly appeared on Huang Yangwen's lips. Lin Ming listened to Huang Yangwen's voice, as if he could hear a heavy muffled thunder suddenly exploded.
"... So all mankind will have an extra one more hidden, but greater, and even have a unique status in history, respected by everyone from the heart - Big Brother."
The sound finally stopped.
The silence returned to the room, but Lin Ming could even hear his heartbeat.
The saying "Big Brother is watching you" is a sentence in the masterpiece "1984" that described totalitarianism centuries ago. The sentence "Big Brother is watching you" in the book can also be said to be the most famous totalitarian declaration in the world. In the book, "Big Brother" as a symbol of totalitarianism represents supreme power. Any offense to Him, whether it is language, action, or even thinking, can be sentenced to death.
How could Lin Ming not understand Huang Yangwen’s meaning until now?
but……
Lin Ming still felt that his tongue seemed to be tied, so he stuttered Huang Yangwen and said, "Maybe, or, things are not as bad as you think, maybe, maybe the assimilation of the Supreme God is not that serious. You see, you are thinking like before..."
Before he finished speaking, Huang Yangwen laughed cruelly and indifferently, and suddenly asked: "How do you feel when you have entered the spiritual ocean? Are you very bright, pure and kind, and gentle? Are the people inside very calm when they communicate their minds, and have strong concern?"
Lin Ming thought for a while and nodded.
Huang Yangwen's lips twisted strangely for a moment and said coldly: "Then haven't you noticed anything strange?"
"What's up?"
"Look, even though a person's heart is the most real thing, in reality, everyone is definitely not as pure and harmless as he appears on the surface... But why is everyone's thinking so pure and gentle in the spiritual ocean where inner activities are completely exposed?"
A cold sweat suddenly broke out on Lin Ming's back!
In a moment, no prompt was needed, he had already thought of the reason behind this...
Huang Yangwen's voice continued to ring:
"Why is this happening... There is no trace of evil and shamelessness in the thinking activities of tens of millions of people... There is only one reason, that is, everyone's evil thoughts have been castrated by some unknown existence-or in other words, this is because my God wants this, so everyone's thinking has become like this!"
Lin Ming's heart suddenly became cold, and all the joy disappeared without a trace.
Huang Yangwen stared deeply, and suddenly a hint of helplessness appeared on the corner of his lips, but his eyes were still as empty as usual.
"And... as you said before, I still look normal... Then I want to ask you, "My God" is spoken of. You obviously have strong expectations for maintaining your self-existence, and you don't want to give up on yourself at all, but why is my words always inseparable from respect for my God and recognition of the "Supreme God Church"?"
"So...you..."
Lin Ming suddenly closed his eyes, and the temperature between his tone continued to drop.
"Yes, you guessed it right, I have indeed become a faithful believer of my God."
Huang Yangwen responded calmly.
"But you can't imagine how I feel now."
"Now, while I am enduring the strong desire for faith in my heart, while enduring the strong disgust of 'losing myself' in my heart, I keep hypnotizing myself, I want to think independently, I want to maintain my original thinking, but I cannot suppress my mentality being constantly assimilated by my god..."
"...I kept telling myself that 'self' is the most important thing, but on the other hand, the light of faith is constantly entangled in me, making me unable to bear my own half-heartedness, forcing me to regard my God as the supreme only God. I want to resist and rebel, but this emotion was extinguished by myself as soon as it arises from the bottom of my heart..."
“…So, as you can see, I cannot suppress my respect for my God even in the simplest language…”
"...So, for the past few days, I have been fighting with myself, suppressing my believer impulse, and using the simplest and most effective method of hypnosis, the simplest and most effective method to split myself, forcibly split my mind into two, so as to maintain my original pure self-existence..."
"... But so far, I can feel that I can no longer maintain this. At most one day, I will completely convert to the power of God, and from then on, I will maintain my emotions and memories, but regard everything that God says as a golden rule. I will not doubt or question. Although I still maintain the passion for scientific research, I have fundamentally lost the existence of 'me'."
"So what can I do?"
Lin Ming opened his eyes, calmed down his breathing, and looked at Huang Yangwen's pupils calmly.
For the first time, he saw the strong self-conflict and painful torture from the nothingness in his eyes.
The smile on Huang Yangwen's face felt a little "comfortable" for the first time.
"After you entered the spiritual ocean, although you received part of the influence of the spiritual mark of my god, you later took on the fourth level of divine art - spiritual connection. But I will bear the cost of the essence being assimilated... Therefore, from this point of view, you have not been subject to the evolution of the limit..."
"... And what I want you to do is to go to Europe with this model of the 'Great Unification' theory. There are still few believers there, and there are more people who know the existence of the 'Supreme God', and they enter the spiritual ocean, but still maintain their pure self and the existence of scientific people in the world who doubt my God..."
"...The development of our believers comes from fear of the end of the world, but with the theory of "Great Unification" and with your efforts, we will definitely find a way to crack the water drop weapons and the psycho. In this way, human beings have hope, and with your shouts, although it may not have much effect... but perhaps it can leave some individual existences in human civilization that still maintain their independence."
"With these people, then at least, human beings will not be completely the Lamb of God."
The words were gone, the room was silent for a moment, and the air suddenly became silent.
"But there is a question...that is, will the Supreme God allow us to do this?"
After a few breaths of silence, Lin Ming asked.
Huang Yangwen lowered his head and his voice suddenly became deep.
"Didn't I say it... the Lord doesn't care."
So there was silence again.
Compared to being hated, being ignored makes people feel more depressed.
After a while, Lin Ming suddenly laughed at Huang Yangwen.
"I thought that compared to the tenacious and stubborn you in the past, you have changed now, but I didn't expect you to have not changed yet..."
He suddenly shook his head again.
To be continued...