Rebirth.

It is more cruel than Tang Ling imagined. This process is not a joyful process of recombination and growth, but a tearing process.

At least that's what Tang Ling saw.

This high-level creature, the only three, in this fragment of time and space, struggled violently in front of Tang Ling's eyes. The calm lake was shattered, and even felt like a storm.

But struggle can't change anything? Tang Ling watched helplessly as the sunlight Netherfish's skin began to shatter, the muscles began to be decomposed, and blood flowed out and was inhaled by some force...

In just five minutes, the original form of this sunlight Netherfish disappeared and turned into a ball... Yes, it was a complex organism, and Tang Ling could feel that the organism was filled with vigorous vitality.

Is this considered successful? Is rebirth like this? Turning into a piece of meat? Tang Ling looked at him silently, unable to say what he felt. He was shocked and filled with some indescribable awe.

Is that awe of life? Tang Ling couldn't say it either. He only knew that the process of rebirth was far more than that. According to the owner of the desert island, a large amount of energy is required. During the whole process, Tang Ling also needed to help replenish energy in time.

It's just time? When? In short, Tang Ling can't judge the time node now.

It was at this time that the Sunlight Nether Fish had completely turned into a "meat ball" full of vitality, which looked inexplicably familiar.

"Embryonic?" Tang Ling was always concerned about the other side of the world. Although everything in front of him was shocked, he didn't care too much, but at this moment, he still thought of this word.

I couldn't help but feel awe of life in my heart. This is also a way of inheriting life? A sunlight Netherfish actually degenerated into an embryo? The vitality is even more vigorous than before! Even with Tang Ling's six senses like a "weak chicken" now, you can feel its powerful fresh vitality!

"I don't know how to define my rebirth, and I often think about this question. Am I completely reborn, or am reborn with the selected parasite? Or do we no longer exist and become the third new life form with the shadow of me and parasites? You must tell me the answer in the future."

Tang Ling remembered a conversation with the Desert Island Lord. As a super-level beast, the Desert Island Lord could not see through the essence of life, and as a young man, he could not see through it.

I just hope he can wait to get an answer and tell the living body in front of him, even if it may not care anymore, because it is not necessarily the owner of a desert island.

After becoming an embryo, the "meat ball" was no longer struggling, but slowly sank into the bottom of the lake. With this process, an energy appeared on the lake surface where it sank, forming a thin shield, covering the lake surface.

At this time, the energy shield swayed gently, and Tang Ling received an extremely simple but strong emotion, just like the emotion conveyed to Tang Ling by the initial Xiaosei - it requires energy and food.

Of course, Tang Ling would not ignore it. After all, this was his promise, so he picked a small piece of meat, a piece of bone, and a pot of gift from the Sea God on the shore of the lake, and slowly approached the energy shield.

It should be throwing the food into the energy shield? At this time, the owner of the deserted island could no longer give Tang Ling the answer, and Tang Ling could only guess and do it in his own way.

What he didn't expect was that when he tried to throw the small piece of ferocious beast meat the size of a fist into it, a clear and excessive energy came from the energy shield.

"So that's it." Tang Ling tore half of the ferocious beast meat and then successfully threw it in.

I tried to invest a little more and received it smoothly, but no matter how much I had, it wouldn't work.

Such discovery made Tang Ling feel a little more interesting, and he felt like he was feeding a pet.

This is also a touch of adjustment in this lonely life?

The appetite is much smaller than you think. You should know that the owner of the deserted island has left at least one ton of ferocious beast meat, so don’t think that a ton of weight is as large as a ton.

Just like the volume of equal weight of fat, it cannot be compared with the volume of muscles, and the volume of a ton of wood cannot be compared with the volume of a ton of steel. When a ton of super-level beast meat accumulates, it is probably the size of ten wooden boxes.

In this way, this embryo needs half a fist size for the first time, and even has more super-level ferocious beast meat, so its appetite is really not low.

Just like Tang Ling, he can only eat a little bit of it every day... but at least he is getting better and better day by day. If he is just an ordinary person, he may have to work hard to pick up the meat, bones, etc. of this super-level beast.

"Don't eat too much. What should I do if you eat up all these resources before you grow up?" Tang Ling patted the energy shield and said this.

Tang Ling thought he was not afraid of loneliness. Now he realized that if he had been practicing alone for a long time, he would not feel lonely. It was just because he knew that if he wanted to, he could return to the crowd at any time.

And now... without such affirmation and hope, loneliness is like a violent poison, and it takes only three days to cover every corner of the heart.

I wish I could seize every reasonable opportunity to say something?

So...humans love from the bottom of their hearts, are reluctant to leave, and care about their own ethnic group. It turns out that this is the reason for the group of animals.

Tang Ling thought, walked up from the lake, and he tried to communicate with Xiaozhong, but Xiaozhong's sleep this time was deeper than ever before. It had no response. Its leaves, which were originally full of vitality, were filled with a breath of listlessness.

Even the roots that were pierced in Tang Ling's heart felt a little shaky.

If it weren't for the super-level ferocious beast meat left by the owner of the deserted island, which was replenished with precious energy every day, Tang Ling felt that the small seed would probably wither completely.

When Tang Ling thought of this, he felt a little sad.

In fact, if you have more energy, you can recover more, right? But your current body cannot bear more.

I originally thought that in this world, it doesn’t matter whether it’s weak or something. I realized that a strong man would slowly destroy his mind and feel that he could not protect everything he cared about.

I don’t know what season is in this fragment of time and space, but Tang Ling’s heart is filled with autumn.

I don’t know if it will rain in this fragment of time and space... but Tang Ling’s heart has been poured through the cold rain.

You still have to be strong. This time, Tang Ling suddenly realized that the difficulty of life sometimes does not lie in the life and death of the body, but in the heart or like ashes. You also have to ignite a fire desperately. There will always be people who want to illuminate and warm, and of course, including yourself.

**

Tuesday rain on the 17th day of the doomsday

I woke up this morning and it was raining.

I never thought that I would be ecstatic about a rain, and the changes in the weather meant that the season would not disappear? Then I would wait until winter and then until spring?

If spring comes, will it recover? For example, when I wake up, I will be happy to see that my neighbor, Mr. Wu, has set out to the lake and is preparing to practice a set of Tai Chi before returning home, while Mr. Wu is watering the flowers and plants in the yard.

The Shiba Inu I hated was still being led by its owner around, and then when I saw me, I was still very unfriendly howling at me.

No, I don't want to steal your master, although she is very beautiful, I am also moved.

But I have a girlfriend. Do you know what it means to have a girlfriend? That means there are many beautiful girls in this world, but you are destined to be crazy about you in the future, a thousand times, or even ten thousand times, but you cannot take action.

So, I think love is a lock that locks all your ability to move. What do you think?

x, what am I talking about? Have you started to fantasize about communicating with a dog? If there is really a dog now, I would be willing to communicate with me, really! I would even cry for excitement about it.

But no, the surroundings are still quiet and crazy.

In fact, this is not quiet. After all, there is the sound of rain, the sound of wind, the sound of rain falling on the leaves, and the sound of lake... What I want to express is - loneliness! Loneliness leads to inner silence!

I'm going crazy, I miss her very much, my lock.

I have regretted it ten thousand times, why did I go to the so-called adventure?

I, a thirty-two-year-old man, still fantasize about using such behavior to prove that I am a little boy and a teenager?

Or is it that my family background is good, and my career is easy to be smooth, and then I am extremely bored and want to look different.

I have fantasized countless times that if I were just an ordinary citizen, I should go to work and check in, squeeze in to the subway for dinner on such a day... Then I would not be tragically awake from the mountain and face such a nightmare!

Zhang Anyi, my lock, I should date you this day, go for a delicious meal, watch a movie, do the most ordinary things, and then disappear together.

Really, I regret it very much!

It's raining outside now, and I realize that I have never been wet with you. If I hadn't had this despair, would I remember to do such a thing with you in my lifetime?

I have no idea.

Suddenly I felt that my life was wasted, and suddenly I felt that I was very cheap. In despair, I realized a lot of the meaning of life, but...

Well, I'm going to sleep, and I don't know if I can fall asleep.

Am I a cowardly man, or am I extremely strong? I haven't died, I am still alive.

**

Gently, Tang Ling closed the diary. Tang Ling's voice disappeared, leaving only the faint breathing sound of the other side.

The diary was on the seventeenth day, and Tang Ling had been trapped here for twenty-one days.

Because the diary started reading on the fourth day, I also read it with the other side. To be precise, I read it while reading it to the other side.

After all, Tang Ling has no problem reading the text in the diary. Isn’t it just the Chinese text passed down from the Ziyue era?

But Tang Ling couldn't bear to read it at once, just like a book in this room, Tang Ling stipulated that he could only read ten pages a day.

Tang Ling only watched one of those movies and the like. He was also planning to collect more interesting things in the town, which can be watched once every ten days and played once...

Slowly study everything and slowly find something for yourself to do. If everything doesn't slow down, the hollowness of your mind will grow bigger and bigger until you swallow it.

Putting the diary on the other side of the bed, Tang Ling picked up the cigarette, walked to the window, and lit a cigarette.

After smoking this cigarette, I went to the lake to feed it.

Next, should I practice combat skills or try to start practicing again? Tang Ling deliberately refused to give himself an answer.

Because he doesn't want to remain unchanged every day, he has to support himself and always deliberately find something special.

But you need to have a high degree of self-discipline.

For example, you cannot let go of cultivation, take care of everything on the other side, and feed that pet.

Only with a high degree of self-discipline can make people become stronger and stronger.

This is a sentence Tang Ling saw in the book these days, and he deeply agreed with it.

The cigarettes were finished quickly, and Tang Ling did not continue to smoke. Although cigarettes can make people quiet and soothe, this small town should be a rich town with 17 supermarkets of all sizes and sizes. It is not necessary to cherish cigarettes as in the Ziyue era...

You cannot rely too much on anything, this is a kind of self-discipline.

When he arrived at the lake, Tang Ling started feeding. Recently, this guy's food has increased a little, and he can eat a piece of ferocious beast meat as big as his fist, but that's all. The beast bones left by the owner of the desert island are still unable to eat... It seems that he can still enjoy rich resources in the future, right?

I am really not used to counting without accurate instinct. The size of a fist? The size of two fists? A small piece? A large piece? Tang Ling smiled self-deprecatingly and then frowned again.

It's been twenty-one days now...

Tang Ling pursed his lips. He didn't know if he could use these resources in the future!

The other side...

Tang Ling was not in the mood to speak, but just patted the energy shield that had no change, walked to the lake silently, lowered her head, and sat down.

He no longer had the courage to look at the other side. Even though the other side had been asleep quietly in that room, he could stay by her day and night if he wanted.

But he still doesn't!
To be continued...