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Chapter 33 Secrets in the Shadows

In fact, Zhang Kesong feels a little lonely recently.

For example, now she is sitting alone in the corner of the window of the school cafeteria, with a cup of latte in front of her, and a book of "Analysis of Dreams". She has been reading this page for fifteen minutes and has not turned over. The soft golden sunlight shines from the window, and the pages of the book emit the fragrance of ink, which makes her feel a little drowsy.

The laughter of other students in the restaurant came vaguely in my ears, but I couldn't hear it clearly, as if there was a layer of misty white veil.

Speaking of which, it should be blamed by Li Zhen...

Since I learned that he was the "Serraine" a few days ago, my classmates have suddenly become far away from me. Even the boys who would talk to me from time to time seemed unfamiliar and cold, and they just smiled slightly when they met him.

It’s not that she enjoys the feeling of being sought after by everyone. In fact, if this situation can make Li Zhen feel happy, it doesn’t matter. After all, no one will like her girlfriend to be picked up by others all day long.

However, it is really boring. He hardly comes to class these days - because he has to go to the Security Bureau to do a lot of things, such as adaptive training, military appearance training, confidentiality regulations training, etc.

The two of them can only get along for a short time after school. It can be seen that he is really busy... It seems that his whole body is full of a erectile scent.

But what about myself? It seems to be abandoned by the world.

It would be fine if the classmates kept a distance from themselves, but what puzzled her was that she had signed an employment agreement, why did her life still be the same as before? For example, in training classes-

Others are working hard to practice grouping and directional training. Only by themselves seemingly idle and can only sway around bored in front of the simulator. Instructor Guan looks very kind to himself, and even tells himself from time to time, "If you are tired, take a break."

But she had long had enough of the days of becoming a "burden". She at least wanted to be more "useful". But every time she mentioned her training course to the instructor, he would squeeze out that smile from his face and say-

"Your abilities are quite special. Don't hurry up, take your time."

However, her troubles never told Li Zhen. She didn't want to cause trouble for him at this time - in a few days, he would be awarded the title and received the title, right?

I was obviously an ordinary high school student a year ago, but now I have become a little dazzling, making me...

It seems that I often feel very uneasy.

So she sighed softly, and scratched her fingers on the pages, trying to find the paragraph she hadn't finished reading.

However, the sunlight around me suddenly became dark and someone blocked it.

Then she smelled a scent of perfume, looked up again, and An Ruosu stopped beside her.

She hurriedly stood up and said, "Ah, Miss An."

An Ruosu smiled and waved his hand, and sat down beside her: "I'm reading alone."

"Yeah." Kesong looked at her - the new teacher who had just arrived last week. It was only last week that she realized that Miss An had two doctoral degrees, one in psychology and the other in biology. The two had had contact with each other before, and they were one of the few people in Kesong's northern base and had close relationships.

Today she wore a chestnut flannel dress, tied her hair up, and added a pair of flat-glass mirrors to the bridge of her nose. She had already given people the feeling of weakness and shyness, but she became a little capable.

But her voice is still soft and glutinous, making people feel very comfortable.

She ordered a cup of grapefruit tea, took off her glasses and put them on the table, and smiled and said, "What's wrong, I'm bored alone?"

Kesong looked at the light spots reflected from the lenses on the desktop, nodded, and smiled again: "I feel like I'm almost abandoned by the world."

Miss An stirred the cup with a straw, then held her cheek with the other one, and a warm and gentle smile was everywhere between her eyebrows and eyes: "If you have any worries, you can tell me. So far, I am still a psychologist with you and Li Zhen."

"Ah..." Ke Song was slightly stunned and lowered his eyes again, "Actually, he was worried about some courses. He always felt that he was deliberately ignored..."

Then she told An Ruosu everything that happened these days. However, she didn't expect Miss An could really change anything - after all, she was not a capable person, nor an instructor, but just a teacher. However, she felt a little better when she was able to find someone to express her thoughts.

At least there is no need for a person to sit in a cowardly position.

Miss An is an excellent listener. She listened to Kesong's words with an understanding and approval expression, thought for a while before saying, "Oh... that's it."

Then he took a bite of her grapefruit tea thoughtfully and said slowly: "Maybe it was intentional."

Kesong raised his head in surprise.

"You also know that everyone is optimistic about Li Zhen. What I want me to say... I probably don't want you to participate in those dangerous tasks in the future. Li Zhen must be very nervous about you - everyone knows this. Or - whether this is the meaning of the base or Li Zhen himself - I want you to be a civilian job like me." Miss An smiled a little lonely and shook her head, "Many times, people with roles like us, as long as they make someone feel at ease, they have already done their job well, right?"

Kesong looked at her in a daze: "Miss An, you too..."

An Ruosu looked at her with a smile and nodded gently: "Everyone knows... I am engaged to someone. So we are actually quite similar."

But Song heard Li Zhen mention this by chance. However, he didn't expect that Miss An's identity, Uncle Liu Yang's daughter, would have such feelings. Who can make her do this?

But she was quite surprised... She actually told herself about this.

By the way, Kesong accidentally asked the question: "That person is..."

Miss An seemed to mind at all, so she approached her and said a name in her ear.

Kesong couldn't help but open his eyes wide: "He?"

An Ruosu shrewd softly: "The little secret between us."

And it seems that because of this little secret, the relationship between the two became close. After saying a few more private words between the girls, An Ruosu suddenly asked her: "So what do you think?"

Kesong was stunned.

"You want to be such a person yourself, just stay here safely?"

She shook her head and said softly: "Actually, I want to be...a little more powerful. At least I won't cause trouble for him anymore. It would be even better if I could help him..."

Miss An looked at her for a while, as if she had made up some decision and said, "Maybe, I can help you."

Then she blinked: "Don't be this kind of expression, I also have a degree in biology. In fact, I will do some research by myself in private - I am also a psychologist, so the direction of research is--" She gently tapped her temple, "The development of the brain."

Kesong looked at her expression. He didn't say "ah" until he found out that the other party was really not joking, "But... is this OK?"

Miss An tilted her head and said with a smile: "Why can't it be possible? It's all my own research results - as long as you are not afraid of becoming my guinea pig. Just kidding, they are actually some more conservative training methods, and they are not very confidential information in the base."

Kesong hesitated a little. But suddenly remembered that night, when he said he could find Long Haotian, Li Zhen's tone. He should be a little proud and surprised.

In fact, she really wanted to hear that sound again.

So she bit her lip and nodded.

"If possible, then thank you, Miss An."

"It's also a little secret between us. One day, they will be shocked." An Ruosu put on the flat glass on the table again and stood up. "Look, you're in a much better mood in this way. So, you'll get moldy after being idle for too long."

After An Ruosu left, Kesong sat by the window for a while.

The cup of almost unmoved grapefruit tea and latte were placed securely on the table, pulling out the oblique shadow. She looked at the snow outside the window and took a deep breath.

Then, start tomorrow.
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