By dusk and sunset, we finally inevitably talked about that issue - murder.

Killing. This incident has always been an indelible shadow in the history of human civilization since the day when humans appeared on the earth and until today's highly developed civilization.

After resurrection, there were already seven people who died at Li Zhen's hands. Seven lives... these days, when he gradually got rid of his almost crazy state, he thought the most in his heart.

Even a professional soldier, even a professional soldier who went to the battlefield, would not be able to bear seven lives for his whole life, right? However, since he entered this world... he felt that he was in control.

If he doesn't ask for trouble, trouble will come to him. He has never figured out whether the life that had spent 17 years safely was real, or the life full of gunfire and blood was real.

He had read a novel before, and it said that few people would feel excited and happy after killing people. If so, it would be an idiot or mental illness. He seemed to be so careless, and he could not remember it clearly. When he read this passage, he thought it was very reasonable, but he did not expect that he had actually experienced this situation now.

However, what scared him the most was not the murder itself, but...

Why don’t I feel that strong?

Even police and soldiers took the life of a living person for the first time while performing a mission. Even if that person is unforgivable, they will receive psychological counseling in the future, right? That is to say, they are actually a little unacceptable to that kind of behavior?

But for Li Zhen, he still clearly remembers that on the night when he first came into contact with the world of Capabilities, after he threw the "electric eel" to death, he leaned under a tree in the barren mountain, and he didn't feel too uncomfortable in his heart.

On the contrary, there seems to be a little more, not obvious... pleasure.

It’s not because of killing a bad person and being happy, but also a subtle, extremely slight sense of catharsis.

Therefore, every time he thinks of this, he feels a chill in his heart and feels that he... seems to have become something else.

Not that much like a person anymore.

Even at this moment, when he tried to tell his past experiences to his parents as calmly as possible, the strongest feeling in his heart was not the feeling of guilt. It was... It was similar to when he was a child, he ran out to play secretly and was discovered by his mother when he returned home, fearing being scolded.

Many things are done by one person, but it doesn’t feel inappropriate. But if you think of your parents and relatives’ reactions after they know this, your heart will become strange. It’s like many prodigal sons who can chat with him without any scruples when they are single, but if their parents are sitting next to you...

I always feel restricted and even embarrassed to speak out, right?

Li Zhen is in that mood right now.

Obviously, when I killed those killers last night, I was filled with worry and anger, and I blamed them for how dare they dare to try to break up their short reunion with Kesong again.

However, now I say it... I just feel that my parents may be disappointed with me, or I feel that I have become the kind of tyrannical butcher who regards human life as nothing.

Therefore, his voice gradually became lowered, and in the end he could not continue, but sat by the bed and lowered his head.

The orange sunset shone in, pulling his shadow to the ground. My parents and Kesong didn't speak for a long time.

So Li Zhen mustered up the courage, looked up slightly uneasy again, and glanced at her mother. But she found that her eyes were filled with tears. She stretched out her hand to gently hold herself in her arms and whispered: "Don't be afraid, let your father find a leader in two days and arrange a psychiatrist for you... Is it all necessary?"

In the last sentence, she asked Li Kaiwen.

Li Kaiwen sighed heavily and patted Li Zhen on the back: "It's okay - those are not good people. You are like going to the battlefield, those are enemies-" His "ah" voice bit hard, as if he wanted to use this to calm Li Zhen's heart.

So Li Zhen put his chin on his mother's shoulder, and his eyes passed through the glass window to see the sunset above the empty field - the blood of the sun dyed the sunset red, and then slowly fell behind the mountains.

He really settled down.

But what he thought was-ah... they did not blame me.

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The confidentiality regulations of the Northern Base of the Special Office are quite strict. After entering the Northern Base of the Special Office, military ranks below the school official will receive a "confinement order" - for two years, unless the task is carried out, they are not approved and are not allowed to go out.

Now Li Kaiwen has not yet ended the "in prison term" of the past two years. It was just because Li Zhen's incident really alarmed many people, and the situation was indeed special, so the North Court gave him and Song Chenxiao a 10-hour holiday.

In fact, Song Chenxiao had no superpowers. Because he was married to Li Kaiwen, he moved to the family area of ​​the North Courtyard and lived a life similar to "incarceration". Of course, this is just a joke in private. In fact, the living area of ​​the northern base is quite vast. Living here is actually no different from the previous work life from 9 to 5. It’s just that you can’t walk around in various shopping malls and cities like ordinary people.

However, in the past, their family was only a working class, and they had fewer opportunities to travel. They spent their entire lives just moving between the three urban areas of Pingyang. Song Chenxiao had never even been to Pinghe District farther.

Now that I learned that my son was safe and sound, it was very likely that I would reunite with me in such a place, the tide that had been accumulated in the hearts of the two elders for a long time disappeared.

So they went to the first-floor restaurant of the headquarters hospital for a dinner that was not rich, but was particularly warm. This kind of warmth was of course compared to Li Zhen's family of three... In fact, Kesong was still depressed and even forced to smile.

All three of them knew this... but they were really powerless. Apart from themselves and time, there were probably no words of comfort that could quickly and effectively heal the wounds in their hearts?

After all, Zhang Chaoyang is her only relative.

It took a long time to eat. Because it has been nearly nine hours since the Li family and his wife came here until now - Li Kaiwen had to return to the North Courtyard before 22 pm.

In order not to be disturbed, the four of them ate in a small compartment. Therefore, although there were occasional dining outside, they never noticed them.

But at the end of this meal... an uninvited guest arrived.

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At the beginning of this volume, we will answer several questions that everyone has been guessing. For example, the source of Li Zhen's ability, etc. At the same time, it will also lay the foundation for the first real big ** in the book. Therefore, if you feel that the previous few chapters are not very passionate, please be a little patient and will not disappoint you. It is also possible that some readers will become more confused when they see me writing about Li Zhen next, and then they will get confused, and then complain that they are not happy enough, or that his personality is weak, etc. However, I am trying to write a real person, not an NPC who only knows how to kill monsters and grab treasures. If you are a person, there will be many contradictions. I think there are probably not many people in front of the screen that can slaughter sheep without hesitation. Therefore, I must write psychological things, otherwise I will still not be able to pass my own level.
Chapter completed!