Chapter 761(1/2)
"Of course I'm not kidding! I'm discussing with my mother very seriously about going north to worship my ancestors."
Emperor Xiao Chengwen had a solemn expression, and he did not mean to be a joke.
Empress Dowager Tao became more and more shocked, and her eyes changed when she looked at him, as if she had known him for the first time.
"Why should I let my palace go north to worship my ancestors? Are you not worried that Liu Zhang would seize my palace or even kill me? Or do you have the idea of killing someone with a knife?"
The more I talked about it, the more I felt that this was the case.
Empress Dowager Tao looked at him and became resentful and vicious.
Emperor Xiao Chengwen was not angry. He said slowly: "Did Princess Pingyang go north to worship his ancestors, and Yan Yunge also had the intention of killing people with a knife?
The queen mother should not think randomly, nor should she think of people to the disadvantages. Back then, the court went south and walked in a hurry, and there was no time to comfort my ancestors.
Now, since Liu Zhang is willing to open up the imperial tombs to worship his ancestors, if Princess Pingyang did not submit a memorial, I can think that I don’t know about this.
Since she submitted a memorial, I must respond, otherwise the world will scold the royal family for forgetting their ancestors. The father has passed away for many years, and it is reasonable for the mother to go and see it."
Empress Dowager Tao sneered repeatedly.
Her heart was cold, cold.
Her eyes were also cold, she was angry, and she was resentful.
"It is indeed necessary to send someone to worship the ancestors north, but the candidate should not be the one in this palace. I am old and weak, and I am afraid that this time I will die on the road. If you are cruel enough and are determined to die in my palace, then you will issue an order to force me to go north. If you still have a little conscience, you will pretend that the conversation has not happened today."
Emperor Xiao Chengwen looked at her, "The father passed away for many years. Did the mother remember him? The late emperor never buried him. Did the mother cry for his sadness?"
"What the hell do you want to say?"
"I know that it is a bit difficult for me to ask my mother to go north to worship my ancestors. Liu Zhang has no credit and may turn against him at any time. However, I have to send someone to go north to worship.
Since my mother refused to go, I could only choose another suitable person from the royal family, go north to sacrifice and comfort my ancestors. I hope that my mother will not feel ashamed to see her father below a hundred years later!"
"You should be ashamed of you!" Empress Dowager Tao angrily rebuked, "It was you who forgot the kindness of the late emperor, it was you who suppressed the three princes regardless of their love, it was you who were cruel and heartless. You still want to force me to death now, but there is nothing you can't do. If your father had a spirit in heaven, he would definitely chop you up."
Emperor Xiao Chengwen lowered his head and smiled, showing a sarcastic look on his face.
"The Queen Mother is too slouching on her father! If the Queen Mother has a spirit in the sky, she will definitely praise me, say that I have done a good job and fulfilled her duties as an emperor. On the contrary, the Queen Mother, who fights for power and profit, stirs up the wind and rain, and makes the court unstable, will definitely be scolded by her father."
Empress Dowager Tao was so angry that her heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys were in pain.
She picked up the teacup at her hand and smashed it hard on the ground.
"Just because I refuse to go north to worship, you curse me in such vicious words. Where is your filial piety? This dynasty governs the world with filial piety. It is really time for the people of the world to see your face at this moment. What qualifications do you have to sit on the throne."
Emperor Xiao Chengwen coughed lightly and smiled indifferently, "In the mind of my mother, I have never been qualified to ascend the throne. Even if I have done well for all emperors of all generations, I will not be recognized by my mother.
My mother hates me so much! If I hadn't checked the birth records of that year and interrogated the Wenmo who delivered the baby back then, I would have thought I had picked it up, not my mother's biological son."
Queen Mother Tao was obviously surprised, "What did you say?"
She pointed at him, as if she was greatly stimulated, "You actually investigated your own life experience? You actually suspected that you were not born in this palace? What are you thinking? How could there be someone like you in the world?"
He laughed at himself, and he laughed quite interestingly.
It seemed that even he himself didn't understand why he had such a strong curiosity at the beginning.
but……
He still said in a very strong tone: "I did this because my mother forced me. Over the years, my mother has never had any good looks on me. I personally would doubt whether there was something wrong with my birth.
After searching, I found that there was nothing wrong with it. I was disappointed for a while. I really couldn't find an excuse to excuse my mother. I could only convince myself that my mother hated me from the bottom of my heart. I asked myself if I was not ugly, why was it so annoying?"
Empress Dowager Tao laughed loudly, laughing quite arrogantly and viciously.
He hated the laughter, his brows frowned slightly, and soon returned to his expressionless face.
Empress Dowager Tao laughed enough before saying, "I have said a long time ago that you are born weak and sickly and are not likable. You can't help me to be favored, and because you are not strong, your father neglected me for a while.
There are some things that I have never mentioned to anyone. It doesn’t matter to tell you now. During the period when I was neglected by your father, I thought a lot, and once wanted to exchange your life for your father’s attention.
At that time, you were like a newborn kitten, and your crying was weak. If you didn't listen carefully, you wouldn't be sure if you were crying. Thinking that you couldn't keep it anyway, you might as well just do it while you had your last breath... It was a little bit too close, just a little bit.
Surprisingly, you survived. Although you have been sick, you have been living strongly. Every time you see you, it will bring back the most painful memories of this house.
Those days were so miserable that I almost ended my life and didn't want to live anymore.
When you give birth to your brother, the fortune of this palace will be as high as the sun.
Even your father followed the times, and good things could not be stopped one after another, and he was finally named the crown prince. You said, who should I do with you and your brothers? What would you do if it were you?"
Emperor Xiao Chengwen really doesn't know that there is still such a past.
He showed sarcastic expression and said self-deprecatingly: "It seems that I was born at the wrong time!"
"It's indeed not the time. A little earlier or later may be another situation. Everything is fate. You are my own biological child. Even if I hate you, you can only bear it."
After Empress Dowager Tao finished speaking, she laughed and looked a little vicious.
She seemed happy to see his frustrated look.
In fact, when she was born to Huangdi Xiao Chengwen, she was the first time she became a mother and was not used to the change in her identity.
In addition, the child is always sick and does not receive the care of her husband, so she suffers from a typical postpartum depression.
Although the disease finally cured, the hatred and disgust were always hidden in my heart and never forgotten.
Some people, as mothers, hate their children all their lives.
She blamed her children for her misfortune.
I always thought that life would be very beautiful and happy without giving birth to this child.
That's all self-confidence...
If you don’t have children, your life will be messy. You will still be unhappy every few days, and you will still not like anyone else.
Emperor Xiao Chengwen smiled at her and smiled happily.
She was stunned for a moment.
Because, his reaction was obviously not as expected.
This made her a little disappointed and dissatisfied!
She wanted to continue to attack him, but he took the lead and said, "Thank you, my mother, for telling me the truth. In fact, if you had told me these truths a decade or two earlier, it might have really hurt my confidence. Now, my mother really thinks I will care? I have long been older than the age of caring about others' vision, and my mother made the wrong plan."
Under the table, Empress Dowager Tao was holding the handkerchief tightly, and the blue veins were raised on the back of her hand.
Her heart was burning, and the raging fire could destroy people's corpses.
"Yes, I am old and my brain is not as good as when I was young. If it were more than ten years ago, how could you be qualified to be arrogant in front of me? If I asked you to go east, you wouldn't dare to go west."
He lowered his head and smiled, as if he had heard the funnyest joke in the world.
After laughing, he said seriously: "My mother's words are reasonable. I would like to thank her for her ignoring her respect for her, so that I have the opportunity to live until now."
boom!
Queen Mother Tao was so angry!
This is a great disobedience!
What qualifications are an unfilial son qualified to sit on the throne?
absurd!
However……
Emperor Xiao Chengwen obviously didn't want to continue talking with her.
He stood up and took the initiative to end today's conversation.
"My mother takes care of her health and will change her life tomorrow. I will come to visit her again."
After saying that, he got up and left.
Queen Mother Tao: “…”
She had a stern face and said nothing.
Long, long...
Perhaps it was after the anger subsided, she spoke to Mei Shaojian beside her: "If one day the emperor walks in front of me, he will definitely try every means to kill me before he dies. He will never let me live to restrain the new emperor and Yan!"
When Mei Shaojian heard this, his heart suddenly jumped.
I was almost scared to death!
Can you stop talking about these deadly topics?
He hurried to the palace gate to look at it, making sure there was no one, and then he would hurry back to Empress Dowager Tao.
"My Empress, beware of the ears of the wall."
"What are you afraid of? Give him a hundred courage, and don't dare to attack me at this time."
Young Master Mei was anxious, "Empress said a few words. Your Majesty is not that kind of person..."
"He is such a person. If I were sitting in his position, I would have done this."
Young Master Mei was careful and lowered his voice, "Your Majesty is in good health and will definitely live for a hundred years."
To be continued...