Chapter 2569 Zhang Jiayi's direct
Zhang Jiayi looked at Liu Xin. She didn't know what kind of pain, torture a man would experience, so that he would show that trace of sadness between his eyebrows. Just a move and a little frown between his eyebrows could make Zhang Jiayi feel Liu Xin's sadness deeply.
"I always thought I was lucky. At least for me, after going through so much, I still have a chance to live. But I didn't expect that any woman around me would have any accidents and would die. None of my brothers had a good ending. It turned out that this was the so-called chaos of devils." Liu Xin continued.
"The world is full of war, and my arrival is like breaking the balance of war. Where I appear, all the spearheads are pointed at me. Do you know that feeling is really bad. The best brother turned against me and finally died in my hands. I never thought that all this would happen so suddenly and directly." Yue Hua told this story and the past.
Zhang Jiayi listened, listened quietly, she forgot to be afraid and thought about everything, but now, for Zhang Jiayi, everything that Liu Xin told was like a long-standing story.
Everything was buried in my heart for too long. After all the bitter water was poured out, Liu Xin suddenly felt a sense of relief for some reason.
Zhang Jiayi is a good listener. She didn't ask too much about the details. She just learned about the matter from Liu Xin's words and also understood why Liu Xin was so cold for so long. Although she always showed a faint smile, that kind of smile even more rejected others thousands of miles away.
"Is Siyi's mother also called Yue Shanshan?" Zhang Jiayi asked. This is what Liu Xin told me just now. From leaving to coming back, what she has experienced over the years, for Zhang Jiayi, she has to sigh psychologically. All this is like a scene and a movie, and Liu Xin is the male protagonist in real life.
"Well, I have never told Siyi what her mother's name is, because I am not sure. After Siyi knew all this, she would miss her mother even more. But as she grew older, her appearance became more and more like her mother. Many times, I am not sure. When Siyi discovered all this one day, would she blame me for not telling her all this?" Liu Xin said.
"Don't worry, Siyi is a very sensible child. Although she is young, she is much more sensible than ordinary children. Even if she knows this one day, she will never blame you, because everything you do is to protect her." Zhang Jiayi said.
"Maybe, I actually never want Siyi to practice, and I don't want Siyi to become a person like me, because once I start practicing, it is equivalent to entering the world. People in the world are sinister. Siyi is so simple, so many things are not something she can handle." Liu Xin said.
"I originally thought that I could stay by Siyi's side for the rest of my life, accompanying her to protect her, but after something happened, I found that no matter how hard I tried to protect Siyi, I could not experience and do many things myself, and I could not truly achieve perfect protection. In this case, why not let Siyi become stronger and have the ability to protect herself? Siyi's talent is something I have never seen. Her talent is even far more than me. If I really want to practice, I believe that as long as she works hard, her cultivation will definitely surpass me. But for such a long time, I don't know whether the decision I made is right or wrong." Liu Xin said.
"I support your decision. No matter what you do right or wrong, I support it. A father who loves his daughter will not be wrong no matter when or what decision he makes. Because you are a father, you have your own position and perspective, so don't think too much about many things. Moreover, this path was chosen by Siyi herself. Since this is the case, she should not blame anything and should not regret anything." Zhang Jiayi said.
"Maybe." Liu Xin nodded, looked up at the sky, not knowing how to answer, the night sky tonight looked bright, with stars dotted like a painting.
"For so long, have you ever thought about my position in your psychology, or because you think you are a chaotic devil, you never dare to accept my feelings?" Zhang Jiayi suddenly looked at Liu Xin and asked.
"The women around me have never had a good ending. I don't want to drag you down, because if you drag you down, I will only make me feel even more guilty. I can't make such a selfish decision. Even if you don't regret it, even if Siyi likes you, I can't accept it. Moreover, over the years, I have never forgotten Siyi's mother and those women." Liu Xin looked at Zhang Jiayi and said.
"But I am not afraid, nor will I regret it. No matter what I have to experience with you, I will not regret it." Zhang Jiayi said.
"But I'm afraid that after experiencing so much, I can no longer bear all the pain. For me, I have experienced enough. All my thoughts are on Siyi now. As long as Siyi can grow up well and grow up happily, it will be satisfied for me." Liu Xin said.
Zhang Jiayi was silent for a long time. She didn't know how to change Liu Xin's idea. This man was hurt too deeply by life, and too many pasts made people feel distressed. When she was truly calm and lived a peaceful life, she could not believe in that kind of life.
"Maybe for me, I will never be calm. I have been here for five or six years, but do you know, I have never felt calm, because life is always surging. Even if I want to live quietly, there are many things that I cannot change. I can be quiet. You can also see what happened tonight. Even if I don't provoke him, he will still find that no one knows whether there will be something in the future. All of this is uncertain. Bai Hongfei is an agent of the League of International Organization. For so long, he has never given up on his win over me, because of my strength. If I join the League of International Organization, it is important to him. Everyone knows this." Liu Xin raised his head and said.
"I don't know why, over the years, although there is a slight uneasiness under the peaceful life, I always feel that one day, all this will break out. When all this breaks out, I will never be able to calm down again." Liu Xin said.
"Maybe this is just your own thoughts and will not happen at all. You are not a god, and you cannot predict what will happen in the future. Everything that happened before may be just a coincidence. But now, it is incorrect to assert like this. Even if you don't think about yourself, you should also think about Siyi. You love Siyi, but all you give Siyi is fatherly love, and it will never be maternal love. I am willing to be Siyi's mother, and Siyi is willing to accept me. Why are you just unwilling to accept my feelings for you?" Zhang Jiayi was a little excited.
Zhang Jiayi, who learned about Liu Xin's psychological thoughts, wanted to convince Liu Xin to accept her feelings. She had never met such a man, a man who made her heart moved. For Zhang Jiayi, all this was the sustenance of her feelings, and Liu Xin was the best man.
"I can't accept your feelings because I'm afraid of hurting you. Although you don't care, if you really get hurt that day, I can't forgive myself." Liu Xin said.
"Then have you ever loved me?" Zhang Jiayi looked at Liu Xin with tears in her eyes, perhaps because of Liu Xin's story, or perhaps because of her own feelings, there was a hint of sadness in her eyes.
Liu Xin just glanced at him and found that he could not continue to look at Zhang Jiayi's gaze. For Liu Xin, he had already made many things clear, but when facing Zhang Jiayi's questioning, Liu Xin could not explain all this, so now he could only escape the other party's gaze. Perhaps in this way, there would be a good ending for both of them.
Zhang Jiayi did not give Liu Xin any more opportunities. She stood up, walked to Liu Xin, put her hands around Liu Xin's neck, and kissed Liu Xin's lips.
Zhang Jiayi's behavior was very hot and strong. Before Liu Xin could react, she was already wrapped around Zhang Jiayi like an octopus.
Liu Xin tried hard to push Zhang Jiayi away, and he had already made it clear, but now, facing Zhang Jiayi's actions, for some reason, Liu Xin's peaceful heart seemed to have caused a stir for many years.
Perhaps, no matter how strong a man is, he is hiding himself, there are some things that cannot be changed. For Liu Xin, he is willing to let himself be patient and hide his feelings for Liu Siyi, but after he really meets such a girl, he will still be moved, and Zhang Jiayi is the woman Liu Xin meets now.
Zhang Jiayi's strength is not as strong as Liu Xin, so she has no way to hold Liu Xin anymore. However, at this moment, Zhang Jiayi looked at Liu Xin, without any shyness in her eyes, and she was looking straight at Liu Xin, as if she wanted to see through Liu Xin.
"Why is it hard for you to do this? You have your own choices and you can have better choices. I am not your only one, and it is not fair to you that I bring Siyi with you." Liu Xin looked at Zhang Jiayi and said.
Chapter completed!