“Here!”

Xiaolan took out her arms and took out a piece of white letter paper. She saw a corner of the letter paper burned down, as if it had been burned by fire.

Xiaolan said, "This is what I found under the apricot tree that your father hung. He wanted to burn the letter, but it was blown out by the wind in the end."

Lu Shaoyu took the letter, and the beginning of the letter was a row of beautiful handwriting, which was the handwriting of his mother:

Hao:

Forgive me, I can't continue to be with you!

Our children are gone, so I have to take a step first.

If I have a next life, I will be your wife, do laundry and cook for you, send you away every morning, and stand in front of the door to wait for you to come back at night.

When I least want to live, you saved me, you gave me hope, happiness, and a reason to live. Although we live a hard life, the life with you is the happiest thing in my life.

There is no benefit, no harm! Some are just your love for me. Really, the days I have been with you are the happiest time I have lived in so many years.

I was born in a big family and knew nothing and was clumsy. You gave me tolerance, allowing me to be willful, and allowing me to make trouble without reason.

I still remember the first time I cooked for you, and I burned all the burnt rice. I also praised my good skills. I still remember the first time I sewed clothes for you, I would cut the cloth into pieces and sew it into a piece of rag, but you didn’t dislike it. I put it on my body and showed it everywhere like a fool. I still remember that one winter I was greedy and wanted to eat fish, so you braved the cold to catch me. You were sick and I cried. I still remember that every time I was angry for no reason, I always liked to bite people. You stretched my arms over and let me bite them. As a result, your arms were full of my teeth marks. You were laughed at by others, but you smiled and said it was the mark of the love my wife gave you. I still remember the first time I had Shaoyu, you smiled like a child...

Many...many!

Although they are all very dull, this is the life I like. It is you who gave me a happy home and happiness!

Forgive me for being a little selfish. If I really want it for the next life, will you give it to me?

Haha, I'm leaving. My family is too big and it's impossible to resist with my strength. You are the only one I love, and I will not let others ruin my body. So, I decided to jump into the lake to end my life.

I first jumped into the river and met you. I hope that this time the God of Water can also send me to you in the next life!

I'm leaving, but you have to live. Because we still have children and Shaoyu, he is alone and he can't take care of himself. He is a poor child without his mother, but he must never have his father.

It’s easy to die, but it takes courage to live. I’m sorry for you!

Xiaolan is my good sister. She will help me take care of you, and please treat her kindly. Our child is waiting for me below. He is lonely and scared on the road alone. I want to go down to accompany him. Shaoyu will leave it to you. Please help me take good care of him and take good care of myself!

Please!

Love you, snow

Lu Shaoyu read word by word, and his eyes gradually blurred. A trembling figure of his mother lying on the table and sobbing while writing letters appeared in front of him!

She was about to die, but she was still thinking about herself. The only thing she couldn't worry about was her eldest son.

The letter paper is very long, and there are dense handwriting in the blank space below. The handwriting is rough and elegant, which is exactly the handwriting of my father.

Snow:

Thank you for your love for me. Over the years, I have felt wronged you.

I am just an ordinary boy, with no father or mother, a life without stability, wandering and wandering. Meeting you is the greatest happiness in my life. You are the fairy given to me by God. I have been with you all these years, and I don’t feel tired at all.

To be honest, the days with you are also the happiest time in my life!

You ask me if I will give it to you in my next life?

Yes, sure!

When you left, my heart hurts a lot, and I want to leave with you. But you are right, I can't die, Shaoyu still needs me. Even if I want to go down to accompany you, at least until Shaoyu can take care of himself, I can feel at ease to find you.

A few days ago, I went to Xuanyang Sect and saw our son. I didn't want to worry about him and didn't tell him your news. But that kid gave me a big surprise.

Yes, a big surprise!

Do you know? That kid actually has excellent talent and was accepted as a personal disciple by the ancestors of the sect!

Haha, it's amazing, right! He is much better than being a father. He has grown up and no longer needs me to take care of him. So, you don't have to worry about him.

After I learned about this, I was really happy. My son grew up. He had a master, a senior brother, and a junior brother. There were also many people who would help us take care of him. I don’t have to worry about him anymore. I can leave with peace of mind and go down to accompany you!

On that day of Xuanyang Sect, my son invited me to a rich dinner. I used it as a gift he gave me goodbye. It was really delicious. I have never eaten it before. This is my son's wish and I am very satisfied. It would be great if you were still there at that time.

But don't be afraid, I will go down to accompany you soon. If there is really an underworld below and a next life, I can make a more sumptuous meal for you with my own hands.

Our other poor child, he has not been born, has not enjoyed the sun, has not seen the river, and has not even seen the parents before, and has left. I think my father is really cowardly and cannot even protect his wife and children. I am really sorry!

Very sorry!

But I still want to see him and pray that he can forgive me. If possible, I want to be his father in the next life, but I can swear that I will not let him suffer again and will not let him be sad again. I want him to be born, grow up, and start a family and start a business happily.

Snow, please wait for me for a while, I'll go down too, I...

The handwriting below is blurred and has been burned by fire, so you can no longer see what is written.

Before he knew it, Lu Shaoyu's eyes were covered with tears, and beads like broken lines fell on the letter paper in his hand.

"Dad, mom!"

Lu Shaoyu's voice choked and sobbed. His trembling hands were still holding on to the thin letter sign tightly.

My father died and my mother died, and even my unborn sister left.

In this world, only I live alone!

He has forgotten how many years he has not cried. He really wants to cry loudly and vent his voluntarily.

But it seems that it can't be done!

He has grown up, without his father, without his mother, without those two people who can listen to his crying, he is no longer a child, no longer has the right to cry like a child.

Now, he has become the cold, ruthless, lonely and lonely... lone walker in his previous life!

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