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Chapter 1842 Expectation

Xia Xin felt that Luo Shui Narcissus was trembling with his little hands grasping his chest, his shoulders were trembling, his whole body was trembling slightly, and he could even hear her sobs in a low voice.

This made Xia Xin a little confused and didn't know what to say for a moment.

Did Luo Shui Narcissus cry like this?

What did Elizabeth say to her?

Luo Shui Narcissus suppressed voice sounded, "I thought... I had accepted this result for a long time, and I had already understood it, and no longer had any expectations for her. But when I saw her sickly look, holding my hand, and begging me to pass on the century-old royal family, I suddenly realized that she was old."

"She is not as young as her appearance. Her body...is really old. She is not as strict as before, nor as majestic as before. She looks... like a candle that will be extinguished at any time."

"It was not until that moment that I realized that I actually had expectations for her, longed for her recognition, and longed for this family, so everyone sat down and chatted and had a meal together."

Luo Shui Narcissus found that he was not as strong and decisive as he thought.

Her strength collapsed in a few gentle words from Elizabeth.

He knew that from Elizabeth, he would not get anything, and he would not have the home he expected, but looking at his weak mother, she could not refuse any request from the party.

After all, she still hopes to get some family warmth, or even a little family feeling from her mother.

"I think I'm useless...Woo~"

“…”

Xia Xin didn't know what to say at all.

How should I comfort her?

In the final analysis, Xia Xin didn’t understand why she cried, what was there to cry?

Because Xia Xin no longer has parents, although he once wanted to be recognized by his father, it was no longer possible. Xia Xin could still recognize the reality and would not think about his parents anymore. It was just a matter of sadness.

Therefore, he couldn't understand Luo Shui Narcissus's feelings.

Seeing Luo Shui Narcissus taking off his strong disguise and crying softly, Xia Xin found that he was actually a little heartbroken.

He hopes that everyone around him can be happy, and he doesn't like to see people sad.

Xia Xin has experienced major setbacks in life, so he can better understand the preciousness of life and the preciousness of life. This precious life should be spent in happiness.

Xia Xin stretched out his hand and gently patted Luo Shui Narcissus on the back, feeling Luo Shui Narcissus's body hot.

Then, he comforted softly, "It's okay, it's all over."

These are actually two perfunctory words.

Because he didn't know what to say.

"I think... this kind of relationship should be normal. No matter how you quarrel with your parents, I even hated my father in the past, but if I asked me to do anything, I would do it anyway. Maybe this is family affection, but... I have long lost my parents, and I don't dare to think about my parents' affairs. It's nothing wrong to cherish the people living in front of me."

"Did she... say anything else?"

Luo Narcissus sobbed softly and said, "Dark Council."

“…”

These four words made Xia Xin widen his eyes and his breathing became suppressed.

"What is the Dark Council...for?"

Luo Shui Narcissus sobbed twice again, and then whispered, "Join the Dark Council and continue our century-old heritage of the royal family. As long as the Dark Council is present, no one can disobey our rule."

"She told me about my brother Adam. Even if he is a genius who has been born in a thousand years, even if he has the support of the people of the whole country, even if he is a genius, even if he has the world's leading technology and half of the country's army, he is still vulnerable in front of the Dark Council!"

"She said... my brother went a wrong way and was unwilling to be loyal to the Dark Council. This is his result."

“…”

Xia Xin paused before asking, "Then what."

"Then she begged me and said that she was no longer able to do anything and might die. Even if she could live, she would be unable to manage state affairs for at least a few years or even dozens or twenty years. She said she valued me the most and hoped that I would replace her and protect this country."

"She needs me and join the Dark Council."

“…”

Xia Xin thought to himself, indeed...this is true.

But that's not just that.

Luo Shuixian said, burying her hot little face into Xia Xin's chest, burying it even deeper.

I cried for a long time before I said.

"Also, she asked me to marry Bees."

“…”

"Beevis is a person arranged by the Dark Council, and is considered a surveillance person... but he will not affect our royal family, but will also assist me. At the same time, our country can also get help from the Dark Council, which is a necessary condition for joining the Dark Council."

Suddenly, Xia Xin's mood became particularly complicated, and he felt mixed feelings and didn't know how he felt.

"Then what did you say again?"

"Mother said that as long as I promise to marry Beves, she will make the other party give up the duel with you, and you too..."

"You... agreed?"

Xia Xin felt that his words were also a little hoarse.

Then, Luo Shui Narcissus nodded gently in Xia Xin's arms, "You don't have to worry about the duel anymore!"

This made Xia Xin pause her back with a sudden pause.

He opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.

Luo Shuixian gently raised her little face, and her beautiful eyes were covered with tears, and her eyes were red, but she tried hard to look at Xia Xin with her eyes open.

The little mouth said flat, "I'm useless. I can't refuse such a weak mother. She said, "Only I can protect this country and the ancestral foundation of our family."

On the thin shoulders of Luo Shui Narcissus was responsible for the rise and fall of a family and the rise and fall of a kingdom. The burden was too heavy and she couldn't breathe.

Even if she is strong outside and has excellent abilities, she is only a little girl in her twenties who needs people's love, love, and caring. However, she already needs to bear the weight of a country alone, and no one can even share the burden for her.

Her mother's weak vision, the survival of the entire family, and the continuation of the kingdom were all forcing her to compromise.

No one can be her pillar, say a word for her.

Even...her current nominal husband.

Luo Shui Narcissus just opened his beautiful eyes with a pair of strange colors, staring at Xia Xindao without blinking, "Then..., you can be free too."

“…”

Xia Xin was so naughty that he didn't speak.

The beautiful eyes of Luo Daffodils gemstone seemed to emit a strange light in the darkness, looking very moving, but in its beautiful light, there was a heartbreaking sadness.

He stared at Xia Xin's eyes like this, as if he wanted to imprint Xia Xin's sight in his mind, as if he wanted to see the meaning of Xia Xin's sight more clearly, and he said softly, "This is what I promised myself, so you don't need to be responsible anymore. Now you don't need it, and in the future... you don't need it anymore."

"You know, I don't like hypocritical, hiding things, and when I find out, I... like you, I admit it, though, I don't know when it started."

"But, I think I really like you,... At the same time, I also know that you have a sense of responsibility to me, but I don't like me, but I am very proud, I am also very confident in myself, and I feel that I am not inferior to anyone in all aspects. I don't mind comparing with others. I think you will sooner or later find out that my goodness is good and I like mine."

Luo Shuixian said this, and stopped crying, but instead smiled gently. It was a beautiful and moving, but heartbreaking smile. "When I think about it now, I suddenly realized that this selfish and wishful thinking is actually a burden for you."

"In the future,... won't."

“…”

Xia Xin wanted to say something, but he was so dull that he couldn't say anything.

"There is no duel, and you... have no burden anymore, and you have no responsibility to me. This is what I promised myself, it is my own choice. Xia Xin... You are free, you can... return home early."

“…”

Xia Xin just stared at Luo Shui Narcissus in a daze, paused for a long time, opened his lips several times, and closed it again, but the last thing he said was only one word.
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