This is a sad story about first love and secret love.

First love is a synonym for the germination of ignorant, beautiful and fragile love.

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The boy saw the girl in a plain white dress, with black shawls and bright sunny smile. At that time, the boy felt the sunshine and bright at that moment. At that moment, her smile was imprinted in her heart.

Her name is Wang Ya.

She is a classmate sitting in the back row of the teenager.

Not long after, the boy learned that she was his distant cousin. Many years later, he realized that he was a cousin of four generations, the same age as him but a few months older than him.

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The first time the boy saw the girl wearing a slender jeans and a light red grid shirt, with a gentle temperament, soft facial features, and a gentle atmosphere. She had gentle bangs and a graceful smile. She sat in the back row with Wang Ya and greeted him softly.

"Hello, my name is Song Yue, where are you?"

At that moment, the girl's soft voice came into the boy's heart.

Before that moment, he didn't understand what love at first sight was, but after that, he seemed to know what it means to like someone...or maybe two people.

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Wang Ya and Song Yue, two girls who returned from a big city to go to middle school.

They sat in the back seats of the teenagers, and their original school was in a big city.

In 2002, the school's loan fee policy had not been cancelled. All non-local students from other provinces and cities had to pay high loan fees when going to middle schools. Their parents were not the bosses of a company, but were just ordinary working class and could not afford such high loan fees, so they could only choose to go back to their hometown to go to middle school.

Wang Ya and Song Yue are relatives and cousins.

The boy and Wang Ya are distant cousins. Specifically, the boy's grandfather and Wang Ya's grandfather are cousins. Even the boy can't figure out whether it is a fourth-generation distant or a fifth-generation distant.

At that time, the young man already knew a common sense of human ethics at that time, and those with the same surname could not intermarry within five generations.

The young man and Wang Ya are distant cousins ​​of the fourth or fifth generation, and it seems that it is impossible to get married.

A love that cannot get married is a hooligan, and a young boy naturally does not want to be a hooligan.

The boy's thought of Wang Ya was extinguished by himself. It was not until many years later that he realized that the legal limit was that three generations of blood relatives could not get married, and four generations later, but when he knew about this, it was time for years to pass.

At that time, after the young man's Qi Nian was extinguished, another silk of Qi Nian rose up. The young man's youthful first love, more accurately, was a secret love, which began to be with another girl, Song Yue.

If first love is beautiful, then secret love must be bitter, because it is just a unrequited love relationship.

The emotions of a boy are ignorant, while the feelings of a girl are always poetry.

Whether it is a teenager or a girl, the young emotions are always difficult to detect, and they cannot even detect them themselves. Until a year or two years have passed, the teenager suddenly understood what the expectation and joyful emotions were when he saw the girl Song Yue.

He wrote a love letter in a daze, but he didn't send it out. What's even more troublesome is that he didn't send it out but was already known that he wrote a love letter.

The girl behind her seemed to understand why the boy always dodged his eyes when he looked at her. She remained silent and could only pretend that she didn't know. Yes, the girl already understood a lot.

Because at that time, it was not only the teenager who liked her in the class, and someone had even sent love letters.

The girls who returned from big cities have a good appearance and are naturally superior to other girls in their class. This is not because they have a sense of superiority, but because the girls grew up in big cities, their eyes are stained with their eyes and eyes, and their horizons are higher than other girls.

Therefore, the girl is more confident and has a higher vision. At least she knows what excellence is and what mediocrity is.

The height of the eyes and the light in the eyes make the girl more attractive than other girls.

The two girls in the back row once aroused collective resistance and rejection among other girls in the class.

Wang Ye did not notice these things at that time. It was not until many years later that he recalled the details of the past that he suddenly realized what had happened in those three years.

Sometimes, wars between girls are much more terrifying and secret than wars between boys.

It's off topic, and the topic is back to the original topic.

The psychological age of girls of the same age is always precocious than that of teenagers of the same age, and it is less than two or three years older than that of teenagers.

The girl who returned from a big city had long seen the hardships and hardships of life in her hard working parents, and her psychological age was much more mature.

Faced with her classmates' love letters and pursuits, she gradually learned how to handle it skillfully without a teacher.

The girl knows how to deal with the secret love of a mediocre boy.

A few casual words and a few details.

The boy knew the result.

The boy was so inferior that he didn't even dare to send out his love letters.

The boy had read a lot of romance novels and TV at that time. Naturally, he knew that if he had figured out some things, he might not even have friends to do, and even chatting was no longer possible, because when he refused, he would inevitably encounter speechless embarrassment when he met again.

Youth is easy to grow old, and young is the easiest to be frivolous and the easiest to be inferior.

The boy was obviously the latter. He was afraid of the scene where it would be embarrassing to talk when he met. He felt that he could go to school together every day, study together, and occasionally talk and laugh. This was beautiful enough, so why bother to force more?

Until graduation came, on the last day after taking the graduation photo, the boy finally sent the love letter to her after countless psychological hesitation and struggle.

But the handwriting of the love letter was very ugly, and there were even typos.

Can she really accept me?

He left with relief and panic.

The love letter expressed the boy's feelings for the girl. He knew that he was not outstanding enough, but he said that he would work hard, study hard, get into college, work hard, make money until he was consciously excellent, he would look for her and chase her, just asking her to give him this opportunity at that time...

Two and a half years later, the high school has not yet graduated. The girl Song Yue is only 19 years old. The boy has not yet been admitted to college. He knows that she has gotten married and had children...

This news came from a bolt from the blue, completely shattering the boy's heart.

It was as if the girl had never read the love letter, and the girl had not waited for the boy's efforts to become excellent, and time had not even passed for three years.

The boy knew what he shouldn't resent, but how should he deal with his heart?

It seems that even efforts have lost their meaning.

You have to understand that she has never promised you anything.

You have to understand that maybe she hasn't even read the letter.

You have to understand that maybe she has seen it, but forgot it, or she has never believed it.

You have to understand that maybe she just met someone who is excellent enough.
Chapter completed!