After saying these words, it took Chen Xian's most of his efforts.

But she still wanted to continue, "You knew he would be sent to the palace early in the morning. You didn't plan to tell me that you stopped the imperial edict and hid it from me, nor did you plan to let me go back to Beijing. You planned to let me abandon him because you decided to make him a abandoned pawn from the beginning, right?"

Chen Xian pinched the edge of the table with his nails tightly, and his chest was churning and burning. He couldn't help but cry, and then he gasped deeply and suppressed his head. He lowered his head, and tears fell down and fell on the back of her hand.

She gritted her teeth and said, "Su Zhe, you admitted it personally. He is your and my flesh and blood. How can you bear it? If you don't want this child, you can tell me clearly, I didn't force you."

Her face was full of pain, "But why do you have to be so cruel?"

Su Zhe paused, and although Chen Xian warned him not to get close, he walked towards her step by step.

Chen Xian didn't want to be disturbed by his breath, so she stepped back step by step.

Until she had no choice but to retreat, there was a bed behind her. She tripped under her feet and sat on the bed in exhaustion.

Su Zhe's breath was overwhelming, and she heard him say lightly: "When I have nothing, I can even give up myself, let alone my calves."

He wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with a cold hand, and whispered softly: "But now that I have so much, I realize that I can't bear to give up this and that."

"You want to know why, not only because it will implicate Lian Qingzhou, but also may expose the industries that are spread throughout Da Chu under his command." Su Zhe leaned down and slowly approached Chen Xian.

"Why can't it be exposed? Because from the first day he started business, all his efforts were to prepare sufficient food and grass for you to send troops to the future, and to have enough financial resources to calm the hearts of the people as soon as possible after pacifying the Great Chu."

Su Zhe seemed to be muttering love words to her and said softly: "Even if I know that the calf is my son, I can only send him into the palace. If he is really a chess piece that can be abandoned at any time, it would be great."

"Axian, I regretted it from the moment you were allowed to return to Beijing, or earlier, from the moment I gave him a name."

Chen Xian swallowed even more: "What do you regret? Do you regret not let me come back? Do you regret not let us be imprisoned like we are now?"

Su Zhe smiled bitterly and said, "It's the first time I've been a father. Before that, I didn't care about anything, I didn't care about blood thicker than water, and my family affection. I only care about you. If necessary, I will abandon him without hesitation."

Chen Xian burst into tears, "Su Zhe, he is your own son. Why are you always so cruel to yourself? You can give up if you say you give up?"

Su Zhe said, "If you ask me what I regret, what I regret is that I read the word "abandon" too easily."

"Axian, I don't know how to be a father. At the beginning, you didn't know how to be a mother, but you learned faster than me. Fortunately, you were teaching me little by little. It was too easy for me to abandon him before, and maybe I won't do it after I could."

She should have blamed him, but in the end she found that the heartache Yuanda was too blamed.

Su Zhe tried to kiss Chen Xian's tears, but Chen Xian turned his head away. His warm lips gently wiped through her neck.

Chen Xian said in a muffled voice: "Since your calf is so hindering you, you probably don't want this child. It's not false to say that you don't want this child at all."

She stared at him with red eyes, but paused and asked in a hoarse voice: "What are you doing?"

In front of her, Su Zhe raised his hand to untied his clothes, slowly took off his black clothes, and hung them lazily on the wooden shelf next to her.

Su Zhefeng Qingyuebai said: "As you see, I am taking off my clothes."

Chen Xian couldn't react a little, "What are you doing to take off your clothes?"

Su Zhe said: "Didn't you want to sleep with me for a long time? I have time to sleep with you tonight."

Chen Xian angrily scolded: "The matter is not over yet, don't even think about changing the topic!"

As soon as Su Zheleng finished speaking, he suppressed himself without any warning. Chen Xian was overwhelmed by him.

The eyes are opposite, the tips of the nose are opposite, and the breathing is rising and falling, and it is instantly entangled.

Chen Xian supported his chest with his hands and tried to push him away. But after one go, she lost all her strength and she had no strength at all.

She knew that she could not resist him.

Chen Xian said, "Get up, I haven't finished speaking."

"It's okay, it's still a long night."

"But I don't have the heart to sleep with you now!"

Su Zhe bent down, hugged her neck, and breathed in her ears, "Then can I sleep with you? Just the moment you opened the door, I wanted to sleep with you. I imagine this:1;148471591054062 pressed you and rub you into my arms with force."

As Su Zhe said, there were thousands of ants gnawing in Shen Xian's body, and the pain hit her limbs and bones.

Chen Xian still asked softly and stubbornly: "Didn't you know all my letters clearly? Since you don't want him, why do you still want me to have him? Can you get up and answer me seriously?"

Su Zhe stood up, hugged Chen Xian and lay in the quilt with her, and said, "This way you won't be cold anymore, and I can warm up too. Sorry, I can't get up yet. I have a feeling that my next words will be difficult for you to accept. But since I have to make it clear, I can't hide them from you anymore."

Chen Xian was close to him, and Su Zhe's body temperature gradually reached her, and she realized that he was actually cold all over. But Su Zhe's words made her feel cold gradually.

Chen Xian asked again: "Why do you have to touch me, why do you have to get pregnant with him..."

She had already struggled, and Su Zhe still grabbed her wrist with both hands and pressed against her pillow.

Su Zhe touched her ear, kissed her earlobes carefully, and said with his ears: "I did calculate your letter period accurately, knowing that you are prone to conception at that time. You must have a child to divert everyone's attention and make you survive. I can't let Qin Ruliang touch you, so I have to do it myself. But you keep muttering his name, probably you always think I am him."

Even though Chen Xian had no strength, he began to struggle hard when he heard Su Zhe's words.

While suppressing her, Su Zhe continued, "I have never considered the hard work of being pregnant for ten months, and I have underestimated the blood and blood relationship between you and the child. What I thought, I planned to sacrifice this child at the beginning, as long as I could save you."

"Su Zhe, you bastard!"

"I'm a bastard," Su Zhe's eyes were filled with light, "But later it changed, I can't bear to leave. You finally gave birth to him, and you have the glory of a mother. I can't bear to leave him day by day, and take him away from you."

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