All day, Shang Zhen still went out to collect wood and barbecue for the little cat, but he looked absent-minded.

At night, Shang Zhen sat cross-legged again.

This time he wanted to ask again.

Yesterday, he was meditating and entering into meditation, and he finally got a good night's sleep.

But although he slept very well without dreams, he was also worried about it without dreams.

This time we have to start with the truth he figured out when he was meditating yesterday.

Last night, when the storm of meditation and meditation suddenly started to sound, Shang Zhen suddenly realized what he was unchanged.

The wind outside one's body and mind always changes, changing tone, or from noisy to tranquility.

And my own thoughts are always changing. I can use the method of counting breaths to subdue my own thoughts but I can't subdue the changes in the outside sounds.

So, the question is, what is the constant change in yourself?

At that moment, Shang Zhen suddenly realized that his instinct of seeing, hearing, and perception when listening to sounds was unchanged!

A person can hear something outside because he has this kind of hearing.

But when the movement outside is gone, will my instinct disappear?

It definitely didn't disappear!

Not hearing is also a way to hear, the feeling of being mysterious and knowing that the cognitive ability that you cannot hear is unchanged!

In other words, no matter how the outside world changes, no matter how the body and mind world changes, it seems that there is another person who is just indifferent and bystander.

He has never had any changes in his thinking and emotions. He is like a mirror that reflects his joy, anger, sadness, seeing, hearing, feeling and perception from beginning to end.

Since Shang Zhen discovered that this "self" was unchanged, he would just take care of himself with all his mind.

This feeling is very wonderful. Shang Zhen doesn’t know how to describe it. It’s very laborious to describe it in words. It may not express the meaning of the words, but this unchanging feeling really always exists!

Shang Zhen gave this indescribable thing, and even the "thing" was just a synonym. He named the "thing" and the "self" "reflection".

Last night, Shang Zhen found the unchanging under this reflection. Soon after, he had "forgot" the wind outside, "forgot" his physical and mental world, and of course, including the faint pain caused by drinking spring water.

So, he was extremely lacking in sleep and entered deep sleep.

Now, in order to regain his previous life that he thought was necessary, he came up with another move.

That is, you can also visualize that way tonight, but don’t go deeper, you need to dream!

Before the wind could sound, the little cat fell asleep again.

Since they and the beast must drink the sip of water from the spring every day, Shang Zhen finally discovered the changes in the little cat.

That is, the little cat is sleepier than before.

The result of drowsiness after drinking spring water is that Shang Zhen found that the little cat grows faster and its body is much stronger than before.

Shang Zhen was really shocked when he saw the little cat jumping up the big rock in the past two days!

The little cat actually jumped up to the second step of the big rock.

Just this time, the little cat jumped and was three or four feet tall!

It is not surprising that a lynx cat can jump as a lynx.

Which animal in the cat family, cat, tiger, leopard, and lynx, cannot jump?

But how old is the little cat? Now it is not even a half-big cat, but it can jump so high at once. This is very abnormal.

While Shang Zhen attributed the little cat's ability to jump suddenly to that sip of spring, he couldn't help but wonder, will this little play drink so much spring water be remembered of its past life?

When he thought of this, Shang Zhen even looked at the little cat's eyes.

He was really afraid that when the little cat looked at him, a wise or cunning look suddenly appeared in his eyes.

Fortunately, the little cat looked at him in a cute way.

However, just as Shang Zhen endured the pain on his body and gritted his teeth and climbed up the big rock, he saw the little cat lynx lynx's body.

It is windy here, so naturally there are no scorch-eating old pikes or vultures coming to peck and bite them.

Also, because the weather was cold, the female lynx did not rot, but under the influence of madness, its body had shrunk a little, and it must have been drying.

Shang Zhen had no feelings about the corpse of a lynx. Even though the life and death of a lynx touched his heart, he was not yet at that age of emotion.

However, the little cat was lying beside his mother and putting his chin on the stone and staying quietly.

Because of some kind of wise concern about the little cat drinking the spring water, Shang Zhen went to look at the little cat's eyes.

But he couldn't see the little cat at all.

Shang Zhen finally lay down on his side, and just as Shang Zhen's face was also pressed against the cold stone, he clearly saw a certain feeling in the eyes of the little cat.

That kind of feeling can be called sadness, the sadness of a child losing his mother!

That kind of feeling can also be called attachment, a child's attachment to his mother!

At that moment, Shang Zhen had an illusion that the little play in front of him was still a wild little cat? This was clearly a child like himself!

At this moment, Shang Zhen thought of his parents.

My mother, like my father, is an ordinary villager, and even in Yukou Village, she is incomparable to some shrewd families.

They all have short arms and legs like themselves. They usually know that they will never be short of others when working.

However, that is my own parents. There are countless people in the world who can only have one parents.

My mother will cover herself with a quilt at night.

Dad will sew the best and warmest leather boots by himself.

If parents are honest, children will be bullied.

Whenever I was bullied by the older children in the village, my father would rush forward like a soldier and blush with his face and argue with the parents of other people who looked so smart.

My father was stupid and said for a long time, and his face turned red by the sharp-tongued and sharp-mouthed person. But he felt that he was reasonable but couldn't say it. He just repeated the sentence repeatedly, why should he hit me?

And my mother protects herself behind her like an old man holding a child to protect a chicken.

In the eyes of Shang Zhen of childhood, my mother would always be in front of him. In the eyes of others, my mother might not be good-looking, but in his eyes, my mother is a mountain that can block all disasters for him!

When he thought about all this, Shang Zhen cried.

I don’t know how my parents stayed in the village were like. Shang Zhen, who had dreamed countless times on countless nights, was ultimately different from the original “small bench”.

And when he saw the little cat attached to his mother, he suddenly had the urge to be a mountain and block his parents behind him!

I quickly drank the spring water and didn't feel afraid no matter how painful it was. I quickly dreamed and found a way to go back to Yukou Village. Shang Zhen felt urgent.
Chapter completed!