During those days in China... she never took me out to meet people, but she would teach me a lot of things. She spent all her time and energy on me... Brother Li, I was not born autistic, I was acquired.

My mother said, I am very smart, smarter than ordinary people, and I learn things very quickly, which made me learn so many things.

She was afraid that one day, she would be gone, and I would not be able to live alone... It taught me a lot of children's survival instincts.

She never thought that I was so young... I accepted so many things and my brain would collapse, and I only knew that I was forcing me to learn...

While living like that, Ji Yunshu sent someone to chase her mother... Mom took me around and suffered all the hardships... When I fell asleep, I would be awakened by my mother's nightmare... I was very scared, especially scared... But even my mother was so scared that she shivered in her dreams, and she collapsed and cried...

I couldn't find any sense of security in her... She kept shouting in her dreams... Ji Yunshu let me go,

So I heard of the name Ji Yunshu very early...

I didn't want to hide myself in my own world, I was forced into it... I was scared, but my mother couldn't give me a sense of security, she would only force me to learn... I haven't come into contact with a few people since I was a child... I'm afraid of communicating with people, and if others speak loudly, I'll be scared...

I don't want to be myself... Brother Li, Nie Cheng and I are the same kind of people, so... he understands me, and I understand him,

It's just a pity... He has someone he wants to protect for the rest of his life.

I'm late, Brother Li... Last night Ji Yunshu chased me, Nie Cheng tried his best to protect me, hiding me... When I came out of the trash can to find him this morning, he was covered in wounds... I couldn't help but hug him and said goodbye to him.

I hope he will be fine in the future... The person he wants to protect is Ji Yunshu, Ji Yunshu wants to kill me... I will bring him bad luck..."

Li Yanchen looked at her with complicated eyes and said, "I feel uncomfortable?"

"Well... it's very uncomfortable, but it's useless... As long as people are still alive, they have to continue living, so are mom... so are me, so are everyone."

Li Yanchen walked over and rubbed her head and said, "It's not good to have experienced too much since childhood, but that's his own life, I can't choose it. You are like this, Nie Cheng is like this... But when people live, they must have faith.

Don’t always think too much about your mind... Remember, you are still a child.

I can help you hide what happened last night... try to be a carefree child."

"Thank you Brother Li... Does Brother Li know the story of Nie Cheng? Every time I trick my story into telling me, he refuses to tell me his story... a big liar."

"The story of Nie Cheng is not suitable for children to listen to... When you grow up, ask him and he will tell you."

A Yao immediately knew that Nie Cheng's story was probably even more cruel and darker than she had imagined.

"Really? But by then... maybe I won't want to know."

"Then don't ask... Your experience is already dark, and there is no need to know more dark things, which are not good for your growth."

"How can I grow up... I can't even realize my dream of living with my parents."

"You haven't even tried it, how do you know it can't be achieved?"
Chapter completed!