Life is sometimes like this. It allows you to have hope, but it makes you never feel the source of hope, hanging you in the air that is neither up nor down, and you cannot survive or die.

I was in this state before the night was quiet.

Actually, I have always understood love, and I have always held it. I have a better attitude and no more impact than it has.

Perhaps it is just like it is sung in a song. I can’t figure out who sang it. Those who are favored are fearless.

I am so powerful that I hold Suo Tian so hard that no one can let him leave me. I face the relationship between us with such a fearless attitude.

Just like after I learned the fake news from Gao's surname, I didn't know how to deal with it, so I could only let myself avoid it as much as possible. But this time I had no choice but to avoid it, and there was nothing else except to let myself go crazy and go crazy after avoiding the crowd.

Time is still passing day by day, and I have followed the team members into the mountains to search once, but when I was in the jungle, the feeling of being surrounded by trees always makes me miss Suotian even more. That kind of thought comes from the bottom of my heart and cannot be removed even if I dig my bones.

Whenever I think about Suotian, I may not have the chance to meet him. When I see his beautiful face again, I can no longer use any existing words to describe that feeling.

Since then I have never been willing to enter the mountains again.

If you wait for him outside, you will feel better.

In the third month, when I went home to get my clothes to change, Shen Feng pulled me into the bathroom and said with a shaking expression: "Chen Yang... are you sure you will be ready to go like this in the future?"

I was a little stunned: "How to go?"

......Shen Feng should have had a lot of things to say, but when he heard my answer, he was stunned for a while, and then he seemed to have lost his strength: "Nothing..."

When I came out of the bathroom, I suddenly realized that Xu Shu was standing quietly in front of the toilet door. When I came out to run into her, I looked at Shen Feng behind me slightly and said to Xu Shu: "If you don't go to the toilet in front of the toilet door, do you have to brew before you urinate or defecate?"

For a moment, Xu Shu and Shen Feng were both amused and crying.

My mother caught a cold, and my dad wanted me to take care of my children more, so I simply planned to stay in the mall for a night and play with my children for an afternoon.

Seeing him swaying back and forth with his little fat legs, the accumulated emotions he has been eased a lot.

He clapped his hands at Xiao Suotou and said, "Baby, come here to mom."

He stuck out his butt and was on the ground. I wonder what he would do, so he ran towards me.

I held him in my arms, patted the dust stuck on my body, and kissed his little forehead. I asked, "Baby, will you sleep well with my mother tonight?"

Xiao Suotou nodded fiercely, and shouted in a vague tone, "Mom."

I felt aroused when I heard this, and I couldn't help but smile and asked, "Son...what did you say to my mother just now?"

He glanced at me and suddenly said, "Baba..." When he said these two words, his tone was very clear. I don't know if his parents had taught him anything. When he called out the word "Dad", there was a clear flash of caution on his small face, as if he was afraid of being frightened.

My nose became sore almost instantly, my eyes were sore, and I asked in a hoarse voice: "Son... do you miss my dad?"

After thinking seriously for a while, Xiao Suotou nodded seriously: "I miss you..."

He hugged him and tears immediately fell out.

"I miss your dad, too."

At night, Xiao Suotou rarely asked his parents to sleep with me, but instead slept with me obediently. This was absolutely impossible in the past. Even if he slept with Xu Shu, he would not want to be with me.

Because I always care about him, and the rest of the people are right no matter what he does right or wrong, and don't say a word of blame.

Everyone sings the sing of the bad, but I am the only one who sings the bad.

After just taking Xiao SuoTou and throwing it on the bed, a sound suddenly came from outside. Soon Yang Yang ran up to notify me that the man surnamed Gao came over with someone.

Xiao Suotou made a fuss about not wanting to be in the house by himself. My mother caught a cold and had reminded me not to send my child tonight. Uncle Gazi wanted to take two children, so she simply carried him downstairs.

There are guards outside the mall, so it is very safe.

After getting off the helicopter, they ran straight towards us.

There used to be a sofa selling place on the first floor of this mall, and the model room was used as a living room by us. When we sat on the sofa, a light was lit up slightly. I spoke and asked Gao, "How could anyone come here at night?"

The people with the surname Gao are now guarding everyone outside. Yang Yang and Shen Feng, who were originally following in the room, have also retreated. At this moment, there are only two people with the surname Gao in the whole model room.

After looking around, Gao said, "It's good that you have cleaned up."

Frowning: "I'm asking you..."

Before I could finish the question, Gao said to himself: "I came here because of some things. I thought about it for a long time and still wanted to tell you."

I was stunned for a moment, and he continued: "If I don't say it...then you will never know these things at any time."

After staring at him for a while, I asked, "What's the matter?"

He glanced at Xiao Suotou, who was playing with the buttons of my clothes and was having fun, and said randomly: "When you were pregnant, I mean when Suo Tian first found out, were you so happy that you were going crazy?"

Although I don’t know what this question has to do with what we are going to say, I still nodded obediently and replied: “Yeah, I’m very happy, I’m almost out of control. But... people who become dads basically do this.”

The surname Gao Shuo looked like he said: "He has been sleeping for nine years."

"What?" I was not used to the sudden change in the topic.

"You are very smart. You should have guessed the general situation before. Suotian's age is nearly ten years old, which is not right... This problem should have troubled you for a long time."

I nodded, and before I could speak, my hands subconsciously hugged the child tightly... I always felt that the person surnamed Gao seemed to really say something important.

"After we went in there... we understood everything...but now, I should be the only one who knows those things," said Gao, with a wry smile, explaining: "The only ones who entered at that time, Suotian and others were outside."

"what is going on?"

"When Suo Tian was young, he was picked up by the old captain of Team C. As for the place he picked up... it was next to an ancient tomb deep in the Qinling Mountains... Because the deep place was really incredible, Suo Tian's life was not very comfortable when he was a child, and he was watched like a monster. You almost learned about what happened later from Zhu Weiyuan. In order to protect his son, the old captain put Suo Tian on. In fact, you can understand it after thinking about it carefully. How could such confidential things be fooled so simply? Those people in the middle may be the first to be the first to think about it.

He was interested in studying Suotian... So in the days after Suotian was brought in, he injected many developed drugs, and after being injected with an unnamed drug again, Suotian fell into a state of fake death, and his brain responded to the outside world, but he was sleeping, and... he slept for nine years, and this matter has been unsolvable so far, because although his body has been growing in these nine years, it is still in some ways. Do you understand this? That is to say, these nine years are actually equivalent to stillness for Suotian, and will not make him old or anything."

‘Chen Yang…do you believe there are ghosts in the world?’

‘Chen Yang…I am also a human being, and I will die too.’

‘I can see things at night too.’

‘I don’t know who I am and where I come from.’

As soon as I finished speaking the words of Gao, my mind was like a slide show, constantly replaying what Suo Tian once said to me.

My heart suddenly felt as painful as it twists. He asked me so many times, are there ghosts in the world? Are you doubting yourself?

I suddenly remembered a sentence I saw in the Tomb Raiders' Notes. It would be more appropriate to use Suotian.

‘I am a person without a past and a future, and I don’t know who I am, where I come from, and where I am going.’
Chapter completed!