She was not the only one affected by Lan Tian's incident, but also me, as well as my classmates who had truly thought about it from her perspective, and those of us who also had dreams of acting.

Even Li Hua encountered unspoken rules of comedy in a small art troupe, let alone mediocre girls like us who are gearing up and planning to make a big splash in the entertainment industry.

For the first time, I felt so confused about the future I had planned and determined. Is there any meaning in our persistence and blind pursuit? How much does it cost? I have thought about these questions before, but it is far from happening.

Being around me, this impression is more profound.

When I joined the crew this time, I worked hard and wanted to do a good job. However, I worked hard on the crew, but what I got was dissatisfaction from other people. After seeing Lan Tian's current situation, my energy suddenly evaporated.

I was like a frustrated ball, limp and in desperate need of someone to rely on. This support could not be my family, it could only be Li Hua. I wanted to see him, and I wanted to be like a rocket and launch it in front of him in seconds.

Li Hua woke up from my fright and asked me a little worriedly what happened. I talked to him on the phone and couldn't figure it out. Anyway, I just wanted to see him, life or death.

I got into a taxi and hung up the phone. Li Hua would not turn on the phone and would not give me a chance to refuse, so I would do the same. After several inquiries, I bought the latest flight ticket to the city closest to him.

, I had to go through a transfer, and when I was waiting at the airport, I felt much calmer.

Then I started thinking again, this is really a surprise, a big surprise for Li Hua.

I have always been very afraid of trouble. In the past, I often wanted to grit my teeth and go see Li Hua's sex. But when I thought about the eighteen bends on the mountain road, I lost my mood.

But this time it was different. This time I had the determination to either see him or die.

That day, before Li Hua rushed to the airport to pick me up, he took a shower for an hour and a half, and his skin was almost rubbed off.

When I saw him, it was already dark in City W and dusk in City K. I was wearing summer clothes from Hengdian to City W. I felt a little cold in City W, let alone here.

When walking outside, seeing everyone wearing warm autumn clothes, I felt like I was mentally ill. But thinking about seeing Li Hua soon, I no longer had the intention to use the external senses of my body.

But when I actually saw him, it was not the kind of surprise that was like a dream, but a kind of sadness that seemed unrecognizable.

He stood there, guarding the direction in which I might come out. When he saw me, his eyes began to shine, but it took me many eyes to find him in the crowd.

How did he become like this...

After more than a month of separation, he lost a lot of weight. He was already tall and looked very harmonious before, but now he is thinner and suddenly uncomfortable. He looks like a big ginseng with long arms and legs. His outline seems to be

It is not as clear as before. After exposure to wind and sun, the skin becomes darker and dry, the eye sockets become darker, and the color of the lips becomes heavier.

It's like seeing another person. Is this still Li Hua at that time?

Maybe it was because we hadn't seen each other for so long that these changes were magnified a lot in a short period of time. As I got closer and closer, I became more and more certain that it was him. When our eyes met, I even had the urge to stop.

The only thing that remains unchanged about him is his innate noble posture. Even though his youth and beauty are not as good as before, he is still a star that attracts attention in the crowd, at least in my eyes.

He just stood there, waiting for me to approach, no matter how slowly I walked, he waited.

The person in front of me is strange yet familiar. I have said this many times, but this feeling is the strongest at this moment. It is as if there are many years of distance between us, as if he has aged overnight.

I saw the smile on the corner of his mouth. It was not warm, but very kind-hearted, with a bit of excitement and confusion about meeting him, and a hint of shyness.

I would be ashamed. If one day, I suddenly become not as good-looking as before, and I would be ashamed to see him.

When I was on the plane, I envisioned the scene of meeting him. I thought I would run up and hug him, or kiss him on the mouth, and then shrink into his arms and cry hard because I missed him.

It is true that I am crying now, but I cannot cry as vigorously as I expected.

I stood right in front of him, not wanting to look at him again, grinning and saying, "What's wrong with you? How did you become like this... You look like a migrant worker..."

Of course, my description is exaggerated. I just wanted to use exaggerated words to cover up my inner excitement as usual.

I cried, and he became even more at a loss. He stretched out his hands and wanted to hug me, but his movements were not very firm. Forget it, let me hug him.

So I still threw myself into his arms.

Why saying "I love you" is not as good as "together", why saying long-term love is not as good as long-term companionship, because a real body is much more real and profound than illusory longings.

Thinking about it day and night, it was like a powerful air current finally found a small hole through which it could spray. The feeling of bursting out in an instant is really hard to describe except for the word "exhilarating".

He tied his arms around my waist, and I hugged him tighter, wishing he could wrap me up in the wrapper like a dumpling.

There is a description called "I wish I could rub it into my bones and blood." This is the sentence that couldn't be more appropriate.

But the feeling of holding him was still different from before. His waist was thinner than before, and his chest didn't seem as full as before.

He has really lost a lot of weight. Thinking of this, I started crying again.

Li Hua didn't know how to comfort me. He just hugged me, said nothing, rubbed my hair with one hand, and lowered his head to kiss the top of my hair.

I really wanted to kiss him, but I didn't dare to look up at him, for fear of seeing that changed face and feeling heartbroken.

It was cold, so he probably thought that I might show up like this, so he prepared a coat in advance. It was a coat that I was familiar with, the one he wore when he was in school. There was a sealed smell on the coat, and he probably hadn't worn it for a long time.

The smell of perfume that was left on it.

Li Hua used to wear perfume, but she probably doesn't use it now.

Today he came, driving a very inconspicuous van. I can't imagine what happened to him, but there must be many, many things that happened to him, so he didn't want to tell me.

He wanted to take me to a hotel to settle down, but I refused and said I would go to his usual place.

He said: "It's very far there."

I shook my head, he couldn't convince me. Don't be afraid, no matter how far it is, we will walk together all the way, as long as he is by my side.

He added: "They are all men, so it will be inconvenient for you to go."

He just didn’t want me to go, and he didn’t want me to see his current life, but I felt that I had to go. I said, “Either you are hiding a little lover over there, or you take me with you!”

He was helpless, "Who would follow me now that I'm like this?"

In these words, I feel a trace of sadness.

"I'll follow!"

He smiled, reached out and touched my hand. The palm was rough, but it felt quite manly. Then he drove to the place where he lived. It was indeed very far. It was dark on the road, and there were almost no buildings on both sides.

The headlight illuminates a short area ahead.

Then I turned my head and looked at him, beginning to get used to his new appearance.

In fact, when we first met, the contrast was too great and I thought it was exaggerated. Now that I have looked at it more, I think it's okay.

"What are you looking at?" he asked with a smile.

I said: "Ugly."

He said: "If you don't hit me, will I die?"

I said: "When you become short, ugly and frustrated, I will be completely relieved."

He said: "Then why don't you just run away with someone else?"

"whee……"

I suddenly felt that it was quite romantic. In the wilderness, a car and two people were moving forward unimpeded. At this time, if a northwest wind folk song was played again, it would look like a movie.

But Li Hua didn't play songs, and kept his ears open to listen to my chatter. After seeing him, I didn't really want to talk about those nonsense anymore. After seeing enough of him, I turned to look out the window and asked about this and that.

, listen to him tell me.

He is already very familiar with this place. Li Hua is not like me, a road idiot.

"Stand forward, sit tight." He reminded me gently, and I sat upright obediently, like a primary school student.

After driving intermittently for five minutes, we finally arrived at the place where Li Hua lives, which can also be considered the place where he works.

In the residential area, there are a few sparse rows of private houses, which are not too shabby. They should be of temporary construction. There is a large chimney made of bricks and stones in the distance. I don’t know what it is called. Through the night light, you can see some machinery.

Shadow, there is a lighthouse.

Other than that, it's almost endless.

His grandfather made his fortune in real estate in his early years, and later started to engage in energy. In those years, coal bosses were rampant, and the Zhang family was one of them.

At first I felt it was new and didn’t make any comments. When I got out of the car, Li Hua asked me: "Is it cold?"

I nodded. They say there is a big temperature difference between day and night here, so I have experienced it.

He didn’t visit much and there wasn’t much to see. He put his arm around my waist and walked towards the small house where he slept. He met a middle-aged man who came out to relieve himself. The man looked at us and greeted us kindly, “Xiao Li, daughter.

Oh my friend?"

Li Hua smiled and nodded.

The man said: "She's so beautiful, she looks like a movie star."

I tilted my head towards Li Hua. Li Hua knew that I couldn't stand compliments, so he pinched my waist.

Pushing the door open and entering the room, he pulled open the light cord next to the door. I looked at this simple living room and couldn't get out of my mind anymore. Bed, table, chairs, washbasin shelf, plastic storage box, nothing else.

Already.

It was just tidied up, everything was neatly placed where it should be, and the quilt looked very thick.

I wanted to cry again. I couldn't live in this wretched place, let alone Li Hua, a rich young man who was born with a golden spoon in his mouth. But I endured it, pursed my lips, walked in as if nothing had happened, and walked to his bedside.
Chapter completed!