She said: "I have liked him for a long time. At that time, we went to the audition together. You were able to get the role. I envied you, but I was actually jealous of you. Youyou, you know, every time I used to have a holiday, I would take you home at the station."

At that time, you never looked back before getting in the car, you just turned your back to me and waved casually."

At this point, she shed two lines of tears, which were probably tears of repentance. She said: "I think you are very free and easy. I think you are such a free and easy person. Without Li Hua, it might be nothing. But I just like him very much."

, I can't control myself anymore, I think you can give Li Hua to me now that you've already filmed the movie. But after I got together with him, I wasn't happy at all, as if I had stolen something from you.

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"I know that Li Hua has never liked me for a day, and it seems that after being with him, I can no longer be with you like before." Smiling softly, she said: "Actually, I regretted it a long time ago and went to the competition.

Before, I had thought about the possibility of you two... When you two went to pick me up that day, I actually understood. It would be good for you to still be together."

I was really touched by Lan Tian's confession. I have always known that she is a very considerate person who can think of others. Although everyone is selfish sometimes. But I thought about telling Lan Tian about me and Li Hua in the future.

During the relationship, I still feel a little awkward.

Now that she has said it herself, it has saved me a lot of thought and it has finally loosened the knot in my mind.

After calling the police, the police quickly arrested the suspect based on the clues provided by Li Hua. It will take some time to review the case, and Lan Tian cannot be arranged to go home yet.

I am still with Lan Tian all the time. Ever since Lan Tian apologized to me, I really don’t want to blame her at all.

After Li Hua had his stitches removed and was discharged from the hospital, he was not in a hurry to move home. He stayed with us here, did some errands, and still tried not to appear in front of Lan Tian.

As for our romantic relationship, I could only run to Lan Tian's room to meet him after he fell asleep. Occasionally, in order to satisfy his little desire, I would roll on the sheets or something and sleep for two hours before running down.

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I paid for Lan Tian’s expenses in the hotel because I had the money. Li Hua couldn’t bear to see me spending my little remuneration, so I refused. I said, “You are my man, you can’t

Spend money on other women."

Li Hua smiled happily.

I think I've probably managed to keep him docile. I'm really capable.

This state lasted for half a month, until it was finally confirmed that Lan Tian had come out of the shadow of being raped. The new drama arranged by the crew last time also urged me to try on makeup.

This time I am going to play a concubine or an adulterer. I like such a unique character very much. I started preparing to rush to the city where the crew is located to audition. Lan Tian asked me before I left, "What do you think of the entertainment industry?"

Is there a place where we can stand?"

I didn't understand what she meant, so she smiled and didn't explain anything.

As we all know, the entertainment industry is very dirty and messy. Most female stars have a bad history of being exposed, but there are always exceptions with clean financial records. I just like acting and I need to act. I take acting as a job and don’t really expect to be successful.

I can turn red and purple, so I naively believe that as long as I stick to my principles and do my duty, bad things will not happen to me.

There's nothing dangerous about what you do these days. You can't stop eating because of choking.

The night I said goodbye to Li Hua, he pushed me down and rolled on the bed endlessly. He said, "I can't control you anymore. I can only feed myself first."

"You stinking scoundrel." I scolded him.

I don’t know what Li Hua likes about me. Maybe he likes me because he can’t control it. But when it comes to work, I really have principles. I always believe that a woman must be independent, and she must not spend money on men.

Money, but you must be able to support yourself.

Maybe it's family reasons. My biological father abandoned my biological mother, and I have a natural distrust of marriage and family. No matter how firm Li Hua showed me the happiness, it couldn't completely dispel my fear.

Many people are afraid of being abandoned, so some people grasp at straws and refuse to let go, while others choose to rush around and make plans in advance.

I belong to the latter. I am always prepared and prepared not to be afraid of abandonment.

When we were saying goodbye at the airport, Li Hua reached out and touched my little face, with a helpless expression on his face. I touched his hand and smiled at him pretending to be stupid.

Then he let go and said, "Be careful and don't let others bully you." He paused and then said, "I don't have the ability to avenge you."

I took his hand again and said coquettishly, "Don't worry, besides, you may not be able to try it yet."

An encouraging announcement sounded in the departure hall. Li Hua glanced at the boarding gate and said calmly: "Let's go."

He pushed me gently, I pursed my lips and said unwillingly: "You won't hug me again?"

Then he hugged me. His embrace was deep and his arms were long. One arm went around my back and could easily touch my other arm. Then he squeezed my arm hard and said, "Go."

Bar."

With a farewell look, I turned around and headed towards the future without him.

I went out to audition, and it was still a small role, and it still went smoothly, and I still relied on Li Baitian's face. I think Li Baitian will treat me to a meal sooner or later.

After I left, Lan Tian also returned to her hometown. I think, no matter what, she still needs the company of her family. And why she quit the competition is still a mystery. What I am most afraid of is that, as Xue Jiazheng guessed, she

I came back just because I heard that Li Hua was hospitalized. In that case, Li Hua and I owe her a lot.

I didn't even register when school started, and I had to stay on the set for a long time this time. Of course, Li Hua didn't need to go back to school. After hesitating for a while, he called me and told me that he decided to try to accept his family's advice and try to learn.

Do business.

Even though I am his girlfriend, I can never say anything about his family affairs. I only say that he can choose whatever he wants.

Then Li Hua also left W City and started a new journey in his career. At that time, he didn't tell me what he was doing specifically. And because I was busy at work, I didn't care much about him. I thought it was

The work arranged by his grandfather would never make him feel wronged.

I only know that he went to Xinjiang, a place where people wear fur coats in the morning and gauze in the afternoon, and eat watermelon around the stove.

According to the director, this drama needs to be shot with great precision and has strong requirements for every shot. However, I am still a newcomer. Even though I have professional knowledge as a foundation, real experience comes from practice.

I was very diligent in the crew, and everyone saw it, but this was not necessarily a good thing. Soon, I was ostracized by some veteran actors who were more senior than me, and for the first time I felt the feeling of being upstaged.

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In the play we acted out a palace fight, but outside the play there was a real palace fight.

I am not an expert in this area. I have no one to guide me, and I don’t have the support of an agency. I can only swallow my grievances. I went to work at five o’clock that morning. It was clear that my scene was in the front court, but I was squeezed in.

No matter how crowded we are, we will keep waiting stupidly.

This happened more than once or twice. I felt so angry that I called Li Hua.

Daybreak in Xinjiang is later than here. It took Li Hua a long time to answer the phone and made an unclear "hmm" sound.

I started complaining and told him about the mess around me. He kept talking to me, and most of the answers were, "Um, oh, it's okay. Just take it easy."

When I first made these calls, he could barely listen. Later, because he knew what I would say, he had no patience to listen anymore.

This is good. If it were me, if someone kept nagging me about something, I would have told him to shut up.

But at that time, my mind was filled with all the bad things happening to me. When I heard Li Hua's steady breathing gradually as he answered my call, I knew he was asleep, and I suddenly felt particularly aggrieved.

I know he hasn't woken up yet, I know I shouldn't bother him with phone calls all the time, I know I know it all, but I can't do it.

The two-hour time difference seems to make us far apart. Everyone is busy during the day, and when I get up, he is sleeping. When he misses me late at night, I need to rest.

On the phone that day, I heard him say apologetically, "Baby, I'm really tired today, can we talk tomorrow?"

I felt so sad that I almost shed tears.

So I tried not to disturb Li Hua, but I never found the time to care about him now. He has no relatives or friends in Xinjiang. Is it hard, tiring, adaptable, will he be acclimatized? Is the work pressure high?

What are your eating habits? I almost never even asked about these questions.

I thought I had gone through thousands of sails to win his heart, but it seems that after I really got it, I didn't cherish it with the intensity I had planned.

The first time I had an argument with Li Hua was because of an actor on the set.

This actor is a well-known actor, and he is the core character in our drama, the emperor. And we, the concubines, circle around him all day long, and there will definitely be scenes of us hugging each other and holding hands in the drama.

That day I filmed the first sex scene in my life. Actually, there wasn’t anything too explicit, just wearing a bellyband and lying on the bed. But the moment the actor pressed down, I was really panicked.

According to the script, I should smile flatteringly at this moment, but I couldn't smile. With a tense expression on my face, I almost couldn't help but kick the emperor off.

That simple shot took several shots to get through.
Chapter completed!