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This "Li", I have to mention that text message again. I sent it to Li Hua I miss you, and I said I sent it wrong. Then Li Hua asked me if I really sent it wrong. I said Li and Li have the same pronunciation. It's in the phone book.

next to each other.

Li is a popular surname. Come to think of it, I know quite a few people with the surname Li. I wonder which Li Li Hua suspects?

I think Li Baitian is more likely, because Li Hua always liked to speak ill of Li Baitian in the past. On his birthday, Li Baitian and I acted a little ambiguous, so ambiguous that he became suspicious.

"He..." I didn't know what to say after drinking. I just said what I was thinking. But what on earth was I going to say? Explain that it has nothing to do with Li Baitian? Why should I explain to him.

Li Hua seemed to be waiting for my answer very attentively, and while I was studying how to answer the second half of the sentence, Shao Siwei came to the rescue again and said, "I'm going to buy a pack of cigarettes."

Then disappeared into the pitch-black alley.

I won’t explain it, but I kept drinking alcohol. The more I drink, the less flavorful it becomes, and the more I drink, the less I can count. I often have that feeling, and I want to have a hangover.

, but the wine bars I usually go to make me feel insecure, so I don’t dare to drink.

Shao Siwei said he went to buy cigarettes and never came back. I wondered if he got lost outside. Or was this a new conspiracy?

Anyway, Li Hua and I are just sitting here, and I feel uncomfortable. I want to just slap my ass and leave. Just when I was thinking about how to say this, Li Hua suddenly said: "You haven't answered me yet."

What bothers me the most is people who want to know more about me, especially Li Hua. I feel very uncomfortable when they insist on asking about my emotional affairs. Even after drinking, I stopped pretending to be 2,580,000 yuan with him. I said, "Are you cheap?"

, what relationship do I have with him, does it have anything to do with you?"

He looked at me helplessly and said, "You can't talk to me properly."

It's been a long time since I had a good conversation with Li Hua. I'm not as good at hiding my emotions as he is. Although I study acting, most of the time I'm a normal person and will inadvertently write all my emotions on my face. And I hide it.

The only way to do this is to pretend to be angry.

Or silence.

Because Li Hua is in a bad mood today, I won't choke him, I'll just drink, that's all.

He then asked, "Do you like him?"

You would ask, and I would ask too. I subconsciously replied, "Do you like Lan Tian?"

Li Hua was silent. I have said that I am good at betting on other people's mouths. But Li Hua's silence made me feel unhappy. If I like it, I like it. If I don't like it, I don't like it. I hide it and tuck it in, not at all.

Respect the parties involved.

I don't know what Li Hua is thinking, and I still don't know.

There were two wild dogs mating under the tree next to me. It was so late at night, what kind of world was it, dogs were not dogs, cats were not cats. I was bored, so I pointed in the direction of the two wild dogs, "Woof, woof woof woof!"

I didn't scare them away, but I felt bad about it.

What's even more unpleasant is that Li Hua didn't know when he found a stuffed bear, which was the stuffed bear I asked Shao Siwei to bring to it. You must wear a coat at night here in W City, otherwise it will be cold, so Li Hua wore a special

The pretentious windbreaker, the puppet is taken out from the big pocket of the windbreaker.

Shao Siwei hadn't met Li Hua before, so he brought it with him when we met today.

Li Hua played with the puppet, fiddling with it here and there. I drank half a bottle of beer next to me. Li Hua said, "What's the point of giving me this stuff? I'm not a girl."

I grabbed it with my hands and said, "If you don't care about it, I won't care about giving it to you."

Li Hua asked with a half-smile, "Where are the stars?"

I held the doll like a baby and said defensively: "The stars are in the sky, you are blind."

Today is a starry night. The scenery here is excellent and the corners are perfect for quarreling.

Li Hua held back his breath and explained patiently, "I said you folded the stars yourself."

Of course I know what kind of stars he is talking about. Last time Li Hua saw me folding stars and asked me who I wanted to give them to. I said they were for the person I like, but I didn’t say I wanted to give them to him. Now he asked me where the stars went.

, I know, but I don’t want to say it, it’s my little secret, a little secret that would be meaningless if told.

Li Hua gave up questioning and reached out to grab the puppet in my hand. He snatched it away, and I grabbed it back again. Our hands were on the puppet, and the arms and legs of the bear were deformed.

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The distance gradually got closer.

Finally, I compromised and let him go. He could take it if he wanted it. But Li Hua was really mean. After grabbing it, he straightened his messed up arms and legs and said proudly, "It's so ugly."

Damn it! I'm going to explode.

I said: "Yes, ugly, ugly, don't ask for it. Everything I send is ugly, and I am ugly too. Lan Tian is good-looking, and Lan Tian is better than me in everything. You are so talented, why don't you go find her and accompany her?"

She’s competing!”

I was really tormented by him. Every word and every action he made teased the string in my heart that had grown for him. I knew that the string had never been broken from beginning to end, but I hid it.

Just get up and don't move and it'll be fine. If a flesh thorn sticks into your body, it will only hurt occasionally, but it will definitely not kill you.

After saying that, I drank half a bottle of beer out of anger. Li Hua felt that I couldn't drink anymore, so he reached out to take the bottle in my hand. I threw it away and said, "Don't you fucking care about me and your business."

Go peacefully."

I was already drunk, too drunk to make sense, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to say such obviously jealous words.

Li Hua took my arm and said, "Youyou, can you tell me what you want me to do? Don't always push your words to Lan Tian."

As soon as I mentioned Lan Tian, ​​my heart became blocked. Once I got blocked, all my rationality was completely destroyed.

I yelled at him: "I pushed, pushed, pushed, pushed, I pushed you, I stayed here drinking with you late at night, I pushed you, I sent you messages in the middle of the night, I pushed you, I still...

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As I said that, I snatched the puppet from Li Hua's hand and touched the opening under the abdomen. I pulled and pulled, and I pulled and pulled. The sewing was too strong and I couldn't tear it apart. I didn't care about the image.

, I used it and bit it, until I bit all the hair in my mouth, which was about the size of a fingertip.

I pulled it twice more, using all my strength, but it still couldn't be pulled apart.

I collapsed.

I wanted to stand up, and in the process of standing up, I threw this rag doll on Li Hua's face, but ***, a corner of Li Hua's coat was pressed under Li Hua's buttocks. I didn't stand up, but fell down.

into his arms.

Li Hua picked me up, which made me angry. I felt that this throw was particularly undignified, as if he was throwing himself into my arms, and then I remembered that he had to hold me down.

You dared to wipe off my uncle's oil, so I used my claws and scratched his neck a few times, "You fucking let go!"

Li Hua has seen how I get angry after drinking too much. He must fight against me at this time, which is a life-and-death rhythm.

Li Hua could only let go. When I sat back to my original position, my face was actually filled with tears. I just made that rag doll angry. I hated the feeling of not being able to tear it apart. I hated the feeling of powerlessness.

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I often long to become a superman and defeat all impossible things with my thoughts.

I sat here crying, but Li Hua didn't rush to comfort me. With the strength of a man, he violently tore open the belly of the little puppet. After that, there was no beautiful sight of catkins flying all over the sky. Instead, he just jumped out of the belly of the puppet.

Paper stars all over the place.

When I saw those stars, I cried even harder.

I thought if there was a chance, Li Hua might find out, but I never intended for him to find out in front of me. It was so embarrassing. I was so proud that I could only cry.

Li Hua was stunned for a moment and asked: "What is this?"

I didn't speak, and my cry was filled with grievance.

But he smiled, very cheerfully, stretched out his hand to wipe my tears, and asked gently: "Do you think I am a detective? How would I know if you put it in there? Are you testing my IQ?"

He actually wanted to make me laugh, but unfortunately this man is really not good at telling jokes.

I pushed his hand away and continued to scold him, "You are blind, your belly is so bulging that you can't see it, or your hands are disabled and you can't touch it!"

I glanced at the stars on the ground and saw them all scattered. It is not difficult to break the stars. Does he know how troublesome it is for me to stuff them into the belly of the puppet? How careful I have to be to make sure there are no flaws. How many stars should I stuff in?

I had calculated how many cotton buds I picked.

I grinned and said, "It all fell out. If you give me stars, it's all your fault..."

I cried very happily today. In my memory, I have never really cried in front of Li Hua except on the phone. The time I drank too much and got beaten was not included. Li Hua comforted me and comforted me very much. He hugged me directly into his arms.

I really want to hug him like this for more than a day or two. I should seize the time to hug him while I drink too much. If I don’t hug him, I might not get the chance.

I cried on his shoulder, and I was almost calming down, but this guy said something mean again, "Youyou, do you still like me?"

Sometimes it's pointless to ask clearly about things that are obvious.

Li Hua's incomprehensible attitude made me angry. I pushed him away again and yelled again. I like to sensationalize after drinking too much. When I sensationalize, I use parallel sentences. I said: "Are you serious?

Blind, I have liked you for a year and you only see it now. If I don’t like you, I will cut off the stars. If I don’t like you, I will go to the theater company’s recruitment. If I don’t like you, I will remove the tattoo. Why do you have to tell me?

Why are you forcing me to say it? What good will it do to you if I say it? You already have a girlfriend!"

I cried again, but Li Hua didn't hug me, so I put my chin on my knees and cried to myself. As I cried, I said calmly and aggrievedly: "I just like you, but you bite me."

Then... he really bit me. He held my face, came up to me and bit me. He bit me so violently that my lips were numb.

This was our first purely purposeful kiss, but I closed my mouth tightly, and he sucked and bit my lips to pry them open, and pressed the back of my head with his palms to prevent me from moving.
Chapter completed!