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117 Gambler Psychology

I fell asleep like this overnight. For a long time, my sleep quality has not been very good. I have many dreams when I sleep, and my head is drowsy when I wake up.

It is here that in his arms, he can sleep so sweetly, and this sense of security cannot be given by Chen Feiyang's tough body.

When he woke up, he looked at me with a smile, realizing that he had slept with him all night. Although he did nothing, I still felt a little guilty, and I felt guilty towards Chen Feiyang.

After all, we have not divorced yet.

After kissing my forehead lightly, he said, "It's time to go to work."

I nodded.

He still smiled faintly, "Get up, let's go for breakfast."

I smiled and continued to nod.

He lifted the quilt and got up. We didn't take off our clothes that night. Wang Zhaoyang found a new toothbrush, squeezed out toothpaste for me, and stood at the door of the toilet and looked at me with a smile.

I looked around and saw this place where he had lived for a long time. I went in last night and kissed me, but I didn't look at it carefully.

Although it was decorated a few years ago, it is not old-fashioned now. The furniture is very concise, and it matches well from every small light to soft decoration.

I can’t compare with the broken family between me and Chen Feiyang, and there is nothing to compare with.

Once upon a time, when I had many romantic fantasies, I wanted to have such a home. Later, I felt that it would be better to have a place to live anyway, and there were no big requirements for these.

Wang Zhaoyang followed my eyes and said, "There has been no one living in this place for a long time. I will come back when I have time these days. I will clean up a little bit every day, and I will almost finish it."

I nodded.

He said: "I have also thought about this, this is where she lived, and would you mind, but thinking about it, I think this should be nothing, and you won't care too much."

It was as if he didn't care. Yan Xiaochang, who once belonged only to him, had also been a wife for others. When he reached a state of love, he didn't have to mind too much.

I was thinking, thinking about what he was thinking about when he cleaned up this house by himself, and what he was thinking about at that time. It was full of love, with the kind of happy hope that I will live together here in the future under his care. Why do those pictures full of love, I think so sad.

"I just want to leave you a way out. If you decide, you can move here at any time," he said.

I looked at him, and wanted to cry with some emotion, but I wanted to laugh with my expression. Wang Zhaoyang pushed me on my back and handed me the toothbrush, "Go to brush my teeth, it's so stinking."

I rolled my eyes and finally showed a playful look. He liked to see me like this, making a fool of myself without any pressure or thought. In his eyes, he always treated me as a little girl and loved me. He said that when he remembered that I was his student, he felt an inexplicable sense of guilt.

But teachers and students are just the way we get to know each other.

After that, I didn't do anything too much. I had breakfast together and took a taxi back to school. I thought I was still a married woman and didn't want to walk into the school gate with him. It was not good to be seen by others.

Although maybe one day, we will join hands in and out openly, we must talk about it later.

My primary goal now is to help Chen Feiyang pay back the money. Only after paying off the money can I leave simply.

I quarreled with Chen Feiyang again. It was a weekend. I was taking the students in the dance classroom. The temperature is getting lower and lower now, and the children wear less clothes to dance. Two of them have already caught a cold. I went to the principal's office and wanted to ask about heating.

When will the heating start as soon as possible? If it takes too long, I have to think of a way myself. I can’t make money for me and let the children suffer.

In the office, the principal and Wang Zhaoyang were talking nonsense with each other holding a teacup.

When I saw Wang Zhaoyang, I couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed because I hadn't taken care of him seriously for several days since I came back. He looked at me and smiled faintly.

I just sat down and my butt was not warmed up yet. My phone received a credit card purchase prompt. My card was asked by a friend to apply for it. The overdraft limit was 10,000, but I rarely use a credit card, for fear that I won’t pay it back. Isn’t it that Chen Feiyang and I short of money recently, so I left my credit card at home.

The consumption tips cost more than 3,000 yuan at once, and I was stunned.

Money, the biggest problem in my eyes now. I didn’t even talk to the principal. I laughed and walked out of the office and called Chen Feiyang.

"What did you buy just now?"

Chen Feiyang, "Nothing."

"Where is the card? You won't be stolen, are you?"

Chen Feiyang: "No."

"Then what did you buy?"

He said something happened to him and told me when he got home. These days, we didn't have much conversation.

I was worried, so I called my credit card to check my consumption records and found that Chen Feiyang booked a plane ticket, which was flying to Thailand.

Wang Zhaoyang stood up and asked me what was wrong. I looked at the message in the text message and thought for a moment, and it was broken!

Chen Feiyang told me about Thailand. Thailand is a place that is very fond of black boxing. I called Chen Feiyang’s master and asked if they were going to Thailand for exchange. The master said that this was not the case. He said that Chen Feiyang had just arrived at the boxing gym and was fighting with Lao Hei.

I left Wang Zhaoyang and ran away, and rushed to the boxing gym to grab Chen Feiyang away.

In the room where his master was resting, I pursed my lips and glared at Chen Feiyang. He was silent for a long time and finally spoke, "Don't tell Master and the others."

"Why can't you say it! You know you can't say it, and you know that you said it and they won't let you go. Chen Feiyang, do you really think you are invincible in the world?"

Chen Feiyang lowered his head, thought for a while, and asked me seriously, "Then what else can I do? What else can I do besides boxing! Don't you want to get a divorce? If I don't get out of the ring, you won't have to worry about it."

I shook his mouth and nodded, "Okay, you have a habit. Chen Feiyang beat me wrongly from the beginning. You go, you'd better die on it and don't fall down. If you die outside, I won't even collect the corpse."

Running out of the room, Chen Feiyang didn't refute me. I wanted to leave, but I couldn't really care about his life or death. I went to Chen Feiyang's master and told him that Chen Feiyang had booked a ticket for 8 o'clock in the evening to go to Thailand to fight black boxing, and asked them to hold him back.

Master has some ways to deal with Chen Feiyang, but I am not worried.

I still have to go back to school to teach, and the students are still leaving them there.

Fortunately, Wang Zhaoyang has been watching me outside the dance classroom. I ran back panting. When I saw him at the door, I slammed his forehead with my palm a few times, and I was so worried that I was so worried.

I let the students go, but I didn't have dinner, so I went out to buy a pack of cigarettes, and sat in the dance classroom to smoke one by one.

I think it's not a big deal, it's just money, it's all done. Why doesn't Chen Feiyang understand? He obviously suffered a loss, but he still became stupid. What's going on in his mind?

Chen Feiyang's mother-in-law doesn't know. If I were Chen Feiyang's mother-in-law, I would be so worried. I am not a mother-in-law now, I will be so worried.

I think he is simply hopeless.

Wang Zhaoyang still came over and took away the cigarette from my hand and crushed it. I was in a bad mood and didn't want to tell him anything. He just found one and then fired it. Wang Zhaoyang directly grabbed the lighter and looked at me with a stern look.

I lowered my eyes, "Can you ignore me?"

"What the hell is wrong?" Wang Zhaoyang asked, and I answered simply, "He is going to fight black fist, I'll stop him."

"You're short of money?"

I lowered my eyes, and I still felt that this was not a problem of money. Anyway, no one asked for debts, so I paid it back slowly. I was not in a hurry for a woman.

Wang Zhaoyang sat down next to me, "I can help you with lack of money."

I shook my head.

He said: "Do you know the gambler's psychology?"

I looked at him and he said, "For example, red and black are a 50% chance. In the eyes of gamblers, if they are black for several consecutive games, then the chance of red in the next game is very high. If the next game is still black, the next game is more likely to be red. In fact, red and black are always a 50% chance."

"What do you want to say?"

He said, "We always say that people should be braver as they setbacks, so there are always some people going upstream, and they are like falling in love. When they have an inappropriate relationship, they may be happy, the next one is not, the next one is just about happiness. But pursuit is not just about persistence. Blind pursuit will only lead you to a deeper dead end, so the ancients said that taking a step back will make the sky wider."

Sighing, "What does it have to do with me when you say this?"

"I don't know what trouble you are in now, but I want to tell you that many things require only time. You have to learn to wait and learn to calm yourself down. Once your mind is calm, unless the end of the world, nothing will defeat you."

"Then are you calm?" I asked.

He smiled and nodded, "So I'm willing to wait for you to handle all these things, and it doesn't matter even if the last thing is black. You can treat life as a training, and only fools can be happy every day. Difficulties and sorrow will always accompany us, and we don't need to take it too seriously."

It's so philosophical. I can't do it. I looked at him and said, "Thank you for comforting me, although I didn't understand much."

He smiled, "Then are you in a better mood now?"

I nodded.

He said: "If you can understand it, it's good if it's useful, I'm just talking nonsense."

This sentence really made me laugh. He stood up and stretched out his hand to pull me, "Let's go, I'll take you to dinner."

I was stunned for a moment, and did not hand over his hand. I stood up on the rest stool behind me, took my own things, locked the door of the dance classroom and left.

You still have to eat food. Only when you are full can you have the strength to fight tomorrow.

As soon as he walked out of the school gate, Wang Zhaoyang was about to take a taxi, but Chen Feiyang had already walked over step by step. It was already eight o'clock in the evening, and Chen Feiyang could not board the plane, and I had already refunded the ticket, so his master let him out.

I looked at Chen Feiyang's approaching step and suddenly felt a little scared. Wang Zhaoyang was taking a taxi and didn't know anything. On the left or on the right, I was in a dilemma. Forget it, let's take care of Chen Feiyang first.
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