109 bugs
Wang Zhaoyang no longer wanted to say anything to me, and he passed by me and left school.
I was still standing there, not looking back at his back, he said, let me take care of myself. His disappointment with me has really reached its limit.
I did nothing for him or did not do anything to him, and I could still anger him, haha.
I have noticed recently that he often doesn’t sleep at school and is about to remarry, so he goes home when it’s time to go home.
Then why do you care about me?
Looking at the children who practice dancing and their simple and serious faces. I remembered that when I first came into contact with dance, I was just bored, so I envy the children who have something to do. The teacher asked me to dance with me, and I felt very happy because I had something to do.
At that time, I just wanted to dance well and meet every requirement of the teacher so as not to be beaten. At that time, learning dance did not really bring me happiness, but just passed on my loneliness.
But children are different nowadays. Perhaps after a certain amount of material guarantee, it is easier to inspire people's spiritual pursuits. This principle can even be expressed in children. Children with poor family conditions rarely want to get involved in art. They only want to have good grades, take the college entrance examination, and change their destiny.
I asked my child a question, what is the ideal when growing up?
A student told me, "When I grow up, I want to be a dance teacher, and teach people to dance like Teacher Yan."
I smiled and felt that she was praising me. But do you know that the dance teacher who is concentrating on teaching you in your eyes has a sinister heart in reality. The dance teacher is not that easy to be. It is not enough to teach people to dance. They have to fight and be bad people.
In front of a simple child, I felt a little ashamed and helpless.
But just in front of children, we can't go back to those simple years, I think so.
After class, Chen Feiyang called me and drove Xiaoyin away. I was willing to be a little tolerant of him. Chen Feiyang became a little silent and said, "I miss you."
"So too." I didn't think much, I said so.
Why don’t you think about it? You keep a dog and you will miss it even if you haven’t seen it for a few days. Even though I have clearly felt that I don’t love Chen Feiyang, I still miss him. There are many kinds of feelings in a person’s heart. It’s not that not loving it means not having feelings.
Chen Feiyang once loved me very much, and once moved me so much. He once swears to give me a home, and I remember all these things.
Standing on the playground, the students were by my side like black shadows. I finally stopped and was confused about my life again. I fought Xiaoyin, and then?
Next, maybe it’s time to deal with Chen Feiyang. Maybe I should make it clear to Chen Feiyang. Is there any need to continue our marriage?
Wu Yuqing said that Chen Feiyang rarely goes home now. He called Chen Feiyang and he told me an address, and I killed him, and then I almost got scared to pee.
Today, Chen Feiyang was in good spirits. When he saw me, he was a little excited and reached out to hold my back. I didn’t know if I should avoid it. He smiled and didn’t react much. Let’s listen to what he wanted to say first.
He took me to a private house, which belongs to the urban village, and entered the yard, and it was quiet inside. I looked at Chen Feiyang blankly, "Are you here these days?"
He nodded and pushed open the room. The light inside was very poor, the windows were sealed with paper and curtains. The house was not used to host people. There were rows of wooden racks inside. There were wooden pallets on the racks, and the plates were messy. I couldn't see clearly at a glance, when I saw clearly...
"Ahhhhhhhhhh!" I turned my head and ran away in fear.
Chen Feiyang chased me out and hugged me. I was still screaming, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Chen Feiyang smiled and said, "Don't be afraid, wife, don't be afraid, I'm not going to scare you."
I was so scared that my mind couldn't turn around. I covered my face with my hands. If Chen Feiyang wanted to hug me, I felt that I had seen the most terrifying thing in the world.
He said, "It's all money, and these can be sold for a lot of money."
"What the hell is it?" I frowned and asked him. What I saw inside were a lot of bugs, squirming there. Oh my mother, the number is so large that it makes people want to vomit. "What are you doing with these things?"
"This is called a golden worm. It can be sold for a lot of money after being cultivated." Chen Feiyang explained.
Oh, after so many days, he didn't move, just raising insects. Damn it, he is a big bug in my eyes now.
I am a normal woman. I will be afraid of things that women will be afraid of, especially so many insects gather together.
Later, Chen Feiyang explained to me clearly that this was a project he joined. He took larvae from franchisees, raised them by himself, and then sold them back after they became adults. He could get a very high profit in the middle.
I was a little curious, and I mustered up the courage to push the door and take a look. No, I really can't stand it. I don't know how powerful Chen Feiyang has to wander among these insects every day. I can't stand it with such powerful psychological quality. I can't stand it if I earn no matter how much money I earn.
Stay away from the insect veins, I asked him how much money these insects can make, and he said, "When you have been raised in two months, you can sell them for 100,000 yuan."
One hundred thousand? These broken bugs are worth one hundred thousand? As expected, making money requires courage.
Chen Feiyang looked very proud and probably felt that he could finally make money. Ahem, let’s put aside anything else. To be honest, I am a little noble. If my man makes money by raising insects, I will feel that I can’t make it.
I asked him how much it cost to join.
He said: "More than 40,000."
"What?" I suddenly opened my eyes wide, "Where did you get the money!"
"I borrowed it from my friend." Chen Feiyang replied with a careful answer. He was afraid that I would get angry, so he quickly coaxed me, "It's only two months, and if I have to maintain it in two months, it will double the profit."
I glanced at Chen Feiyang and felt a little worried and had some bad premonitions.
Chen Feiyang took me a little further and knew that I was really scared, so he said something nice to me. He said, "I raise four periods a year, one period of 100,000, and one period of 100,000, and then we can change houses, and you won't have to work so hard in the future."
"No, Feiyang me..."
I came to him today to talk about the divorce. I originally thought that Chen Feiyang had neglected me recently. Maybe we should talk about this issue publicly, but obviously he is not in this state now.
Chen Feiyang didn't allow me to continue, holding my hand and his eyes were lit up, "Xiao Chang, I will make you live a good life better than many people, eat well and dress well, buy you famous brands, I want to make you a rich wife, and let our children enjoy the life of a rich second generation for me."
I blinked my eyes, and some words choked in my throat and couldn't say them. I just beat around the bush first, it would be best if he could understand. I said, "Feiyang, I think you should consider yourself first what you do now, and don't think about it for me. If you really have money or whatever in the future, these accumulations will be good for you."
Chen Feiyang touched my face, and his smile was affectionate and firm, "But you are my motivation, Xiao Chang, I want to take you to a happy new life, believe me."
After a little smile, I lowered my head.
Forget it, outside this big bug room, it is probably not a place to talk about things, so I can't bear to hit him. I still need to calm down.
He glanced at the insect room and said, "Aren't you afraid?"
He curled his lips and looked sincere, "I was afraid at first, but then I gritted my teeth and slept here all night. Thinking that it was all money, I wasn't that scared."
He smiled, so sunny. I found that I was really not angry anymore. The matter between him and Xiaoyin really couldn't make me angry. What do I think of his eyes now? I have changed and I have also sobered up.
Of course, Chen Feiyang is a very important person in my life. How could I be the one who thought I would spend my whole life with him? I would be able to hurt him cruelly?
But Wang Zhaoyang said that when the cessation continues to harm others and oneself, I have realized that this relationship should be broken, or given it a brand new mode, not a couple. Just the cessation should also pay attention to methods, skills, and time and place. I want to minimize the damage, and I think this is not wrong.
Although Chen Feiyang often advocates that he is a tough guy, in fact, I think he is a particularly vulnerable person at heart.
He wanted to feed the insects here, but I really couldn't accompany him. I could only think about the appearance of those insects. After I got home, Wu Yuqing was washing the bed sheets.
Chen Feiyang is actually a lazy guy, but I am quite diligent when I am here. Wu Yuqing may be thinking that I will sleep at home at night, so she is helping me wash the sheets I just changed.
I hate washing the bed sheets very much, it is too big and too hard. I remember that year, Wang Zhaoyang asked me who washed the bed sheets very clean. It was the first time I realized that Wu Yuqing took care of my life.
Actually, I still have a lot of warmth in my life, but I didn’t like to pay attention to it before.
Wu Yuqing is old very fast, and is less than forty years old now, and he always has a back pain. The older generation always doesn’t trust the washing machine. Before putting it in the washing machine, he still has to rub the dirty areas with his hands.
I have always been disliked to correct Wu Yuqing's living habits, so I let her do it. I moved a horse stool and sat next to her, with two large basins in the toilet. I helped Wu Yuqing rub the bed sheets. My hands and feet were not as quick as the older generation. They rubbed them hard.
Wu Yuqing couldn't stand it, but she didn't refuse my help. She touched two pillowcases from under the basin and asked me to rub this. I just rub it. Wu Yuqing asked me, "Did you two have a quarrel?"
I smiled, "No, the school is busy lately, so I haven't come back."
Chapter completed!